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Ms_Type

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Aug 21, 2026
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I dont want to go into extreme detail. Im hoping this attempt is finally it. I have SN coming in tomorrow. Rest of supplies i have.

Been homeless for past week. Single from a 6 year boyfriend. I have nothing left. Theres no where to go from here. I hate being trans. Ive been on hrt for 7 years. I aint getting anymore fem. Idk. Im just at the end. Give me a good last day. I wanna be happy just for today.

Pic of me at river yesterday. Im doing as much as i can before tomorrow comes.
 

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Passenger4224

I appreciate everything that can kill me.
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I just wanted to say I'm so, so sorry life has done this to you. You don't deserve the pain you are dealing with. 😓
 
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Ms_Type

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Aug 21, 2026
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I just wanted to say I'm so, so sorry life has done this to you. You don't deserve the pain you are dealing with. 😓
Eh its just. A lot. I have nothing left. Ive never had anything. All my mental illnesses have no cure, ive tried it all. Im happy i tried. Atleast
I dont want to go into extreme detail. Im hoping this attempt is finally it. I have SN coming in tomorrow. Rest of supplies i have.

Been homeless for past week. Single from a 6 year boyfriend. I have nothing left. Theres no where to go from here. I hate being trans. Ive been on hrt for 7 years. I aint getting anymore fem. Idk. Im just at the end. Give me a good last day. I wanna be happy just for today.

Pic of me at river yesterday. Im doing as much as i can before tomorrow comes.
man… even on a suicide post. I have no one. Kinda sad. Anyway. Prob gonna sleep on the streets again tonight. Then. Thats the last sleep before forever one
 
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laceydreams

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Jan 3, 2025
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I hope you find peace, this world is a nightnare
 
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GodzillasBiggestFan

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Jan 12, 2026
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you can talk to me if you want. i am also trans, i know its so hard to live like this.
 
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Ms_Type

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Aug 21, 2026
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you can talk to me if you want. i am also trans, i know its so hard to live like this.
I mean. What is there to talk about. Im staying at a friends for my last day. Spending all my money on them and doing anything they want today. To give something to this world. Ive spent 2500$ on them. I have only 300 left in my account. Need to figure out where to give it.
 
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Jan 12, 2026
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I mean. What is there to talk about. Im staying at a friends for my last day. Spending all my money on them and doing anything they want today. To give something to this world. Ive spent 2500$ on them. I have only 300 left in my account. Need to figure out where to give it.
you can talk about whatever you want if you want to. i hope your day with your friends goes good, spending time with friends is good. i went to see a play one of my friends was in before one of my recent attempts. it was good to see others before.
 
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samg12395

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Aug 13, 2026
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i hope you find peace and could you please dm me your source for SN>
 
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Ms_Type

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you can talk about whatever you want if you want to. i hope your day with your friends goes good, spending time with friends is good. i went to see a play one of my friends was in before one of my recent attempts. it was good to see others before.
Where do u think i should fade.

Im homeless rn so i dont have a solid place. Should i just find a comfy forest spot? I kinda want to leave this up to fate. If i live, ill keep living and try more, if i die, thats it. So i kinda want a place somewhat public but not too much. To where i can only be saved by complete chance.
 
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xetineline

Anti-vita? cannot save us
Jul 22, 2026
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for peace will finally come letting it be more natural is just the basic i think
 

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