• ⚠️ UK Access Block Notice: Beginning July 1, 2025, this site will no longer be accessible from the United Kingdom. This is a voluntary decision made by the site's administrators. We were not forced or ordered to implement this block. If you're located in the UK, we recommend using a VPN to maintain access.

Tionally

Tionally

bored
Jul 5, 2023
115
everytime I look in the mirror it doesn't feel like me. I know it's me. but it's doesn't feel like it. looking back at my old photos I also get the same feeling. I just feel so disconnected from who I am. everything around also doesn't feel real but not as much as I. I'm so tired of this depersonalization and derealization.
at this point I don't really care about what happens to me in the future because I'm so disconnected from who I am and from the reality of decisions.
not worrying about the future and my wellbeing isn't really great because it can lead to rash decisions since I only live in the moment and even in the moment I'm not connected to myself.

I'm so tired of this I just want to experience something normally. I think I even forgot how it was before. I miss feeling like myself and not questioning the reality around me. why can't I be like I was before?
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: Olisop21., EmpathyMinded, divinemistress36 and 7 others
M

moron

Member
Nov 14, 2023
70
Hello out there, I feel the same way you do. I wish I could go back and experience life the way it used to feel, even just for one day. It might convince me that it's possible to feel that way about being alive again. Best wishes
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Tionally
O

Olisop21.

Student
Mar 15, 2024
173
I've been a fake my whole life. Have no idea who I am.
 

Similar threads

emptymiku
Replies
4
Views
121
Suicide Discussion
hikaru13
hikaru13
Zanmato
Replies
2
Views
179
Suicide Discussion
itwillhappensoon
I
lameemo
Replies
3
Views
248
Suicide Discussion
bl33ding_heart
bl33ding_heart
plast1c_sk1n
Replies
2
Views
55
Offtopic
plast1c_sk1n
plast1c_sk1n
monetpompo
Replies
8
Views
528
Suicide Discussion
oatmeal.n
oatmeal.n