sannoji
dreaming of flying
- May 4, 2023
- 55
pro-lifers genuinely astound me sometimes… i keep seeing these people talk about ctb like "you don't really want to die, you just want to not be living the life you are living" and like… so what? what if i just don't want any part of living in this world? say hypothetically i went to therapy and didn't have mental illness any more. way too optimistic but go with it. all it would do is make me better at working for the capitalist machine. and i want no part of it. i'm sick of having to do things i dont want to do just because "it's what you have to do." i'm miserable now and i'll be miserable in future. i would literally rather die than spend most of my life at work doing something useless i dont care about. and i can't even get into another subject because nothing interests me. i am so sick of working to be able to live. if life isn't fair then i don't want it. i never have.