Venting I will die alone

[jvne]

I will die alone, I miss my ex like hell she was perfect and now she's gone our plans our future all gone to shit now I'm here left alone while she married someone else, I'm tired of living mostly because being trans is equivalent to literal torture and also because i have schizophrenia life is just a miserable parade of sadness for me I have written a note I don't know when I'll do it but hopefully soon I know I'm just a fool and that I don't have a valid reason to kill myself I'm just a whiny bitch I apologise to everyone on here because I'm killing myself because of something so naive
Bye from Ashley.

 

[Emerita]

You're not whining, and I'm sorry you feel the need to apologize. This should be a space where you can open up without fear of judgment. You don't need a "valid" reason to feel the way you do. I'm truly sorry to hear that you've been suffering; it sounds like you're in a lot of pain. I don't know who but Im pretty sure someone said this, "Pain is pain; not all of it is war." However, I would argue that if you're here on this site, it's likely that you've been through your own battles and life has been a battlefield. Im truly sorry you're feeling this way
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Why did I just look it up and find thats not a quote…
"Different things can be sad, it's not all war" — Lady Bird

 

[darksouls]

I am so sorry for your loss
being abandoned is very painful
sending you hugs and love

 

[flutebloom]

I'm so sorry… I have schizophrenia too

 

[............]

You're not whining, it's normal to become emotional when put through so much and in very much mental pain.
There is no ''valid'' or ''unvalid'' reason to feel that way and want to do such things. Do not worry about that...

I hope you find peace one of these days, alive or not.

 

[Galahad]

You're not a whiny bitch, you're a member of this forum airing your thoughts with likeminded people.

Nothing but love from me, I feel your pain.