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Suicide Discussion

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ve.nin
What is your primary reason for wanting to ctb?
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72
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3K
ropearoundatree
R
F
  • Poll
Discussion 'Obliviate' Poll
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17
Views
773
achb
achb
huphup
Help Preventing frostbite in car
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11
Views
681
huphup
huphup
AtomicWaffles
Venting I struggle to get out of bed
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16
Views
986
kettlevinbarq
kettlevinbarq
S
Tell me that i Will succeed
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4
Views
392
kettlevinbarq
kettlevinbarq
hereandthere13
if you could describe your struggle in one sentence, what would it be?
Replies
74
Views
3K
new2blue
new2blue
new2blue
Venting It Was Only The Pain (prose)
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0
Views
358
new2blue
new2blue
snowlance
What to do about a curse?
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17
Views
2K
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
maidens
Venting i truly think this is the worst ive ever felt
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6
Views
535
WordV0mit
WordV0mit
CTB_random
Cutting or carving?
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0
Views
265
CTB_random
CTB_random
AnHeroTransGirl
How do I hide bite marks?
Replies
19
Views
1K
WordV0mit
WordV0mit
Q
Venting there is no reason
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1
Views
320
Abyssal
Abyssal
Reuthry
Discussion Any people from Turkey here? Any methods you would recommend in Turkey's conditions?
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0
Views
300
Reuthry
Reuthry
CTB Dream
Venting Feel Zero
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0
Views
287
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
W
Coping with wanting connection while ending it
Replies
3
Views
305
Celerity
Celerity
SanguineShark
Venting Nothing is enough
Replies
0
Views
259
SanguineShark
SanguineShark
asian.neet
SN USA source?
Replies
2
Views
803
Catch-22
Catch-22
M
SN source USA
Replies
18
Views
1K
Catch-22
Catch-22
SanguineShark
Venting When you're stuck inside a hole
Replies
9
Views
623
SanguineShark
SanguineShark
S
Help SN source US shipment process
Replies
1
Views
384
Catch-22
Catch-22
ojinzo
Sn shipment source in the usa
Replies
11
Views
936
Catch-22
Catch-22
Q
Discussion what is loneliness like?
Replies
4
Views
541
ForeverBroken
ForeverBroken
struggles_inc
Venting Alone in a foreign country
Replies
3
Views
394
Raindancer
Raindancer
Painfu.Ll.suffering
Not off topic
Replies
5
Views
315
Painfu.Ll.suffering
Painfu.Ll.suffering
annointed_towers
This song made me cry
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0
Views
262
annointed_towers
annointed_towers
DepressedEgg
Discussion I think I might have low-level ASPD
Replies
2
Views
324
DepressedEgg
DepressedEgg
C
Does anyone feel like this ?
Replies
5
Views
725
Tower
Tower
M
Venting Attempting this week (SN)
Replies
4
Views
529
Mateira
M
moggedtodeath
Father Died
Replies
17
Views
1K
HollowDrop
HollowDrop
Teleftaía Anapnoí
Why is soo lonely in our lasts days?
Replies
10
Views
770
Teleftaía Anapnoí
Teleftaía Anapnoí
Miku _fanboy101
Venting I’m starving and it hurts
Replies
8
Views
900
Miku _fanboy101
Miku _fanboy101
S
Indians who are planning to do ctb with sn let's gather share information with each other
Replies
2
Views
377
Sid19
S
Lookoutbelow
Venting Moments of clarity
Replies
2
Views
332
MatrixPrisoner
MatrixPrisoner
real person
Out of stock SN from DC
Replies
0
Views
275
real person
real person
Unattainable666
UNBELIEVABLE HOW PEOPLE TREAT OTHERS
Replies
11
Views
510
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
I
  • Question
Method Iron
Replies
4
Views
943
just dave
just dave
Vasy93
  • Question
gas cylinders
Replies
6
Views
687
Yakamoz
Yakamoz
J
Discussion ‘Overwhelmed’ claimant admits chemical weapon charge after jobcentre suicide attempt
Replies
3
Views
833
baabbaabbaab
B
H
Is sn restricted in europe?
Replies
5
Views
668
Yakamoz
Yakamoz
S
Is the UK SN meat guy still about?
Replies
3
Views
649
losing hope
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NoOneLovesMiMi
Almost Time/ I'm Scared pt5
Replies
9
Views
537
Redacted24
R
Ashe
I really hate this time of year
Replies
9
Views
662
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
TAW122
Discussion When did you first learn about the invasive and paternalistic practices of the mental health system when it comes to risk and CTB?
Replies
6
Views
530
TAW122
TAW122
Hellish Ore
Help Legitimate sources for pharmaceuticals
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2
Views
385
baabbaabbaab
B
Justnotme
Ordering an inert gas on behalf of a girl
Replies
6
Views
545
UKscotty
U
obei
Method Car crash ctb?
Replies
4
Views
668
GhostShell
GhostShell
Seered Doom
  • Poll
Discussion What would you do in a panic attack?
Replies
3
Views
340
until death
U
Q
Method Methods that aren't painful, dangerous to others, or messy?
Replies
8
Views
2K
outrider567
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IHurtTheOneILove
Venting Heartache that wont end
Replies
0
Views
300
IHurtTheOneILove
IHurtTheOneILove
FadingDawn
Pentobarbital and Mexico
Replies
1
Views
478
Tears in Rain
Tears in Rain
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