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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
kaytor
is an 12 story building high enough to jump from?
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9
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925
Doemu
Doemu
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6 more hours
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25
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1K
rozeske
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haibane
Help Do u dream about ctb ?
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32
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2K
Forever Sleep
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toms_space_station
Venting Losing Hope in SN
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3
Views
727
rozeske
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Venting I just don't feel worthy of being alive anymore
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1
Views
420
Praestat_Mori
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Cheerful, "bubbly" people
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35
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2K
onbekend
onbekend
DesperateOne
Did anyone actually try full hanging here and failed?
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3
Views
629
wearetired
wearetired
A
Discussion What should I do?
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6
Views
652
ahyessadness
A
IHurtTheOneILove
Back on the CTB wagon
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1
Views
456
rozeske
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Ambivalent1
Do you ever find some nights that "This is it! I can't take it anymore!" but then you go to sleep and the next day you've found that you've adapted?
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14
Views
805
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
Unattainable666
Venting WHY THE FUCK AM I STILL HERE????????????????????????
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8
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1K
Doemu
Doemu
shiny_quill
A star died millions of years ago and now I have to suffer
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23
Views
785
sserafim
sserafim
EyeBeyond
a dream reality created by you would be enough for you not to commit suicide?
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37
Views
2K
ShinyScissors
ShinyScissors
hexd
MY SN ARRIVED!!
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10
Views
1K
corsica
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MiMif
Venting Feeling so empty
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0
Views
362
MiMif
MiMif
LucifersIntrovert
Discussion Valentines Day 🙃
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33
Views
2K
not-2-b-the-answer
not-2-b-the-answer
BodyOfDaffodil
Venting Spiral
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1
Views
362
EagleLight
EagleLight
CTB Dream
Venting All nothing
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1
Views
426
kawaiiphantom
kawaiiphantom
inaminute
Today is the day before my mum died tomorrow, last year.
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1
Views
400
pole
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Chronicoverwhelm
Facing possibilty of ending up in a vegetative state.
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4
Views
799
sserafim
sserafim
obei
Discussion How to get over guilt of traumatizing your loved ones?
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4
Views
677
lament.
lament.
lifeispain0216
funding
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5
Views
610
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
ReadyOrNot?
Venting Overwhelmed (Anxiety, letters)
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0
Views
300
ReadyOrNot?
ReadyOrNot?
D
Looking for an SN source in the UK
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2
Views
397
dnrd
D
dogbreath
  • Question
Swallowed some pills but chickened out
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7
Views
872
dogbreath
dogbreath
GroundControl
Venting The Day The Music Died
Replies
1
Views
484
SexyIncél
SexyIncél
divinemistress87
Autopsy pics SN
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10
Views
1K
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
goblin99
Help Hotel and Housemate Concerns
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2
Views
460
goblin99
goblin99
ge0rge
SN from IC - acquired in 2022 June -- still good?
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2
Views
301
ge0rge
ge0rge
D
Safety when obtaining SN
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0
Views
390
dementedpsycho
D
B
  • Question
Help will my doctor be liable if i ctb
Replies
7
Views
676
NekiLik
NekiLik
FuneralCry
Venting It’s cruel to me how those who struggle to die just get insulted for it
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5
Views
833
WhiteRabbit
WhiteRabbit
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Discussion Do you think there are consequences for commiting suicide?
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38
Views
2K
iwantodie89
I
Leichter Kampfwagen
Discussion Anyone else procrastinating?
Replies
7
Views
928
iwantodie89
I
emptymiku
Discussion the only thing that makes me happy right now is a video game
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8
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1K
illusi4n
illusi4n
AnonymousL
Ending in January looking for chat buddy
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5
Views
607
iwantodie89
I
P
  • Question
Cutting on both sides of forearm
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5
Views
518
Miscreated
Miscreated
I
Really want to ctb i cant take it anymore but dont want to leave my mother.
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3
Views
334
imanaya
imanaya
FuneralCry
Venting Regardless of what pro-lifers say suicide could never be wrong
Replies
11
Views
841
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
obei
Discussion How do I know if I am ready?
Replies
3
Views
502
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
thedevilwithin
Venting fuck my brain
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7
Views
927
mia_qwerty
M
D
Methadone pills
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21
Views
1K
TooConscious
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wastingpotential
Venting my ex best friend / brother / whatever
Replies
3
Views
497
L9 CHOCOSYRUP
L9 CHOCOSYRUP
Water-Lily
Being overly sensitive...is kind of a burden?
Replies
8
Views
710
ResilientAF
ResilientAF
Pangolin
Venting I feel like I’m being over-dramatic
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0
Views
373
Pangolin
Pangolin
JustABug
Buying SN in UK
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61
Views
5K
Geengezondementalit
Geengezondementalit
F
Venting CTB to avoid grief/mourning someone.
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2
Views
499
astonishedturnip
astonishedturnip
locked*n*loaded
Discussion Anyone Ever Feel Like We're Being Punished For Past Transgressions?
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48
Views
2K
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
ghostbird
I resent my family for keeping me here.
Replies
12
Views
590
kermudgeon
kermudgeon
heavyeyes
Help Digital scale recommendations for measuring SN?
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7
Views
1K
Praestat_Mori
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