Nature seems evil though, it's so cruel. Animals literally kill and eat each other to survive. How is that neutral?
As evil as that seems, I'd prefer that to human life. Animals typical don't do drugs while they're pregnant and there would have been no Psychiatrists to experiment on me, so I probably wouldn't have been born disabled if I was born as...I dunno...my favorite animal is a hyena so I'll go with that. I'd wake up every day knowing exactly what to do to survive. Or maybe things would go differently and I'd be too weak to survive and be spurned from my pack and be killed. But then I'd be dead. Which is what I want to be now. With no Psychiatrists to force me to stay alive in a drugged out state in a white walled cell somewhere. So I'd still be better off than I am now as a human.
Typing this all out - I realize humanity is the most evil thing about this world. I would describe nature as not evil, but broken. Everything has to eat each other to survive. Nothing lasts. Everything dies. But humanity is what elevates the planet to evil status.
We're the species that designs systems within systems within systems within systems that have to be navigated for basic survival. We're the species that TORTURES each other. We're the species that imprisons each other.
Animals don't torture and imprison each other. They have no complex systems to navigate.
That dumb platitude "God only gives you what you can handle" actually only applies to animals. Humanity already built these toxic systems that only the hyper-able can survive in while a vampiric ruling class drains every drop of suffering it can from the other 99% of society.