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Suicide Discussion

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BecomingTired
Venting I can't tell what's happening to me anymore.
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7
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895
cherry7
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sserafim
How are people okay with the mundaneness of life?
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15
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1K
Young.Werther
Y
T
Venting someday
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0
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386
tomyumgoong
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C
Then you know...
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0
Views
348
cherry7
C
ADHDloser
Can some1 please dm me a source to ctb in Australia?
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1
Views
515
feelsohelpless
feelsohelpless
Decayed
night night method success??
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1
Views
694
heysunshine
H
tpboy
Can anyone tell how to go about getting crypto?
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1
Views
372
mtoro998
M
remantonia
Its not really an attempt if i cant get past the daily dose of acetaminophen...
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1
Views
418
remantonia
remantonia
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Method Beware !!
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14
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2K
DeadManLiving
DeadManLiving
onbekend
Discussion What are some methods that you know that aren't talked about enough?
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0
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402
onbekend
onbekend
WearyWanderer
Is this high enough to work? / VSED Mention
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0
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532
WearyWanderer
WearyWanderer
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Discussion On consent to be born
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42
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2K
dreambound
dreambound
strwbberi
Help would 7 trazodone n a plastic bag kill me?
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2
Views
439
heLLishLandscape
H
Bibotik470
Ever Had A Neighbor Push You To the Brink? (Vent/Rant)
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5
Views
696
ropearoundatree
R
shijimahead
what med to get so that I can mix with alcohol to CTB? (Prescription or nonprescription)
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0
Views
365
shijimahead
shijimahead
Ambivalent1
Do you struggle to find meaningful connection offline? If so, is it a big part of why you want to ctb?
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16
Views
787
druggedonsurvival
druggedonsurvival
Ambivalent1
If you're past 30, can you accurately predict the future quality of your life up until about 50 based on the past quality you've experienced?
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8
Views
603
MatrixPrisoner
MatrixPrisoner
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Method Result of my SN testing strip. Please suggest if I can go with this SN.
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3
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1K
Birdola
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Venting Seriously considering CTB in the next few days
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3
Views
574
druggedonsurvival
druggedonsurvival
Garf125
I don't think I truly want to die.
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3
Views
524
Onomatopoeia
Onomatopoeia
Ambivalent1
Do the suicides of others feel unreal?
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8
Views
784
Ash’Girl
Ash’Girl
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  • Question
Discussion Why do I want it to look accidental? What methods look accidental or natural?
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3
Views
929
wagner2029
wagner2029
tuey32
Why isn’t the carbon monoxide method discussed here more?
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15
Views
1K
MatrixPrisoner
MatrixPrisoner
walkingdead2023
Nembutal Availability
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8
Views
958
mtoro998
M
C
SN
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0
Views
405
cozse<3
C
D
Hello
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3
Views
455
pebpebpebpeb
pebpebpebpeb
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Discussion Impulsive decision or thoughtful decision
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10
Views
769
offbalance
O
kfad95
Drowning as a last resort
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6
Views
862
Emi
Emi
N
Story Ruined My life..
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0
Views
701
Naz027
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P
Discussion Which method?
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5
Views
621
mtoro998
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FuneralCry
Venting I really envy those who die, I see them as being the only fortunate ones
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2
Views
454
snowyyy
snowyyy
divinemistress87
Venting Everything is difficult
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5
Views
504
strangelife
strangelife
MiMif
I hate myself (didn't go through with it)
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4
Views
748
MiMif
MiMif
FuneralCry
Venting I despise how we exist in such an evil pro-suffering society
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5
Views
824
All_is_in_vanity
A
E
Venting This world is so against the human condition it's insane.
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6
Views
763
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
rora
Help SN thrown away
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12
Views
929
mtoro998
M
Sleeper System
Discussion What makes us think we deserve to CTB in a humane fashion?
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12
Views
1K
sserafim
sserafim
falling_snow
NSFW My first time (vent)
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4
Views
955
falling_snow
falling_snow
GTNHisLOVE
Venting Living for other people
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3
Views
487
theboy
theboy
Wormfood
Venting Dim like a bulb
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0
Views
585
Wormfood
Wormfood
K
Not Sure If I Should Hire A Prostitute Beforehand
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28
Views
2K
SexyIncél
SexyIncél
FuneralCry
Venting I don’t relate to people on this site
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5
Views
1K
fuzzy-clown
F
moth_geist
Venting Today was my birthday and I’m mad at myself for making it another year.
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5
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1K
MiMif
MiMif
barelybetter
Method For CTB with SN, should you use metoclopramide or domperidone?
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8
Views
1K
Endisclose
E
FuneralCry
Venting Those against suicide are really sadistic
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4
Views
693
Alcoholic Teletubby
Alcoholic Teletubby
MiMif
Story Ironic...maybe the world wants me to die
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5
Views
744
MiMif
MiMif
FuneralCry
Venting I could never be able to understand how anyone sees existence as desirable
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13
Views
896
Hunter2005
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S
Venting Chronic depression since early teens
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2
Views
566
someone@
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obei
Venting Gonna tell my therapist imma ctb one last time lol
Replies
4
Views
755
Ernest1964
E
Thanksforeverything
Purchasing methylene blue before attempting with SN
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11
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1K
rozeske
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