Venting I could never be able to understand how anyone sees existence as desirable

[FuneralCry]

Existence is something completely undesirable in every way as it's the source of all suffering, to exist means to suffer so unnecessarily all while risking experiencing much worse suffering at any moment. Under no circumstances could I ever wish to exist, existence is an abomination that causes so much endless cruelty and harm, I'd prefer to not exist no matter what, only death can bring me peace from the meaningless and torturous burden of existing as a human.

I will never understand those who act like existence is all positive and suggest that others are "ill" for not feeling the same way, it's very absurd to me how humans make not wanting to suffer into an illness when it's all that makes sense to me, in fact I see it as very tragic how something so harmful and dreadful as life exists at all

I find it such a tragedy how the repulsive human species even evolved and it's always a tragedy how many impose something so undesirable as existence onto others. I don't see any value in prolonging suffering and believe it to be unacceptable and best avoided no matter what, I only see beauty in eternal non-existence, I find it beautiful to think of being permanently free from the imposistion that is human existence.

Existence truly is so evil, I find it disturbing to think of all the suffering and torment existence has caused all throughout history. Actually wanting to delay the inevitable in this hellish and harmful existence just to be tormented by old age and die anyway is certainly something I could never understand, for me existence itself is the true problem.

 

[lostinwoe]

I don't think all life is undesirable if I was rich enough to buy whtevr I want whenever id be the happiest person on the planet but unfortunately I'm not lucky and was born in poverty

 

[pebpebpebpeb]

i think life can be beautiful. is it good? no. but it's amazingly complex and everchanging. i want to do fun things in my future. i want to experience everything, the good and the bad.

one of my reasons for living right now is because i've barely done any of the things i want to do. i want to party, run away from everything, make and break friendships, consume the media i like and draw the things i enjoy, get laid, etc etc. i guess once i've done everything and i'm satisfied, only then will i truly die, not only physically, but mentally. i hope i will never run out of things to do in my life.

labelling people as mentally ill is a disgusting thing, not because it's entirely bad to realize some people truly are ill, but because of all the stigma and cultural significance of the word. it's seen as a bad thing. being suicidal makes people uncomfortable, they don't want to hear the truth we all have to face at one point in our lives.

i wish suicide could be more valid in this world of people and things.

 

[walkingdead2023]

I agree with you! Two weeks ago I thought I'm alive because my dad loved me and cared about me unfortunately with my mom by his side she brain washed him I don't understand I'm your daughter or enemy?! I can't believe this is happening.. I moved out and my next step will be moving out of life for good!

 

[Rockman]

Find people who consider their existence desirable. Use your empathy, listen to them, ask them questions, empathize with them. This should help you understand. Unless you have no empathy then holy god won't help you in understanding whole world.

 

[Nov26th]

I don't understand why some people in the comments are trying to argue that life is good in anyway, I agree with you 100% man

 

[Aim]

I can love friendships work with meaning sports etc. Absolutely worth it. But i respect that others see these perspectivis as nothing less ten horseshit . We all have our baggage and ways of looking at life. Anyways , I wish you the best of luck in finding your way and peace

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I agree. I honestly don't even know why people here are trying to disagree against that. Maybe there really are pro lifers on this site. Existence isn't desirable at all, at least not for me. It's completely full of suffering with no equal trade off for pleasure. There's nothing in existence that I find desirable or enjoyable. I just wish to be dead as only then can I truly be free and be in peace from being human.

Hopefully you find peace soon too FC

 

[strangelife]

I really want to live, and enjoyed my life before the illness,but in this condition I want to die.

 

[4.I.2.Must.Die]

I really want to live, and enjoyed my life before the illness,but in this condition I want to die.

I really wish there was almost a way to advertise this stance to others as it makes for a better like-minded person to talk to when you do.

 

[strangelife]

I really wish there was almost a way to advertise this stance to others as it makes for a better like-minded person to talk to when you do.

Life in health can be wonderful, even without money, I dream of getting my old life back, but I can't put up with a new one with all my love for life.

 

[pebpebpebpeb]

I don't understand why some people in the comments are trying to argue that life is good in anyway, I agree with you 100% man

sometimes hearing others thoughts can be useful, even if you don't agree with them.

 

[TiredOfAllThis]

Some 10 years ago I saw it more or less this way.

 

[hopeless08]

I don't think all life is undesirable if I was rich enough to buy whtevr I want whenever id be the happiest person on the planet but unfortunately I'm not lucky and was born in poverty

I understand that money is important but at the same time money can not buy you health. If you don't have good health mentally or physical, if you have very serious health issues no amount of money can make you happy, at least that's the way I see it but I am sorry you had to grow up in poverty. I'm sorry you had to go through the struggles of poverty.

 

[Hunter2005]

Like I keep repeating on here that some people are setup to kill themselves no what and there's nothing anyone can do about it. You want to know why because some people face darkness of life from the beginning, they expect you to just throw your trauma behind you and live life to the fullest. Fuck this world honestly.