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kfad95

kfad95

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Mar 2, 2024
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I know it's not an ideal and painless way to go.. SN is hard to get into new zealand and I live on the west coast which is notorious for drownings.

Was thinking getting blind drunk and going in fully clothed in the evening.

The chronic illness I'm living with is making things unbearable currently
 
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findmybridgesocal

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Dec 25, 2023
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I'm in a similar boat. I have severe incurable chronic illness that makes life awful, and it also makes it hard for me to execute a plan.

I'm too immobile to reach water to drown myself. My backup plan is wrapping an entire roll of packing tape around my mouth and nose to try and suffocate. Sounds as awful as drowning.
 
kfad95

kfad95

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Mar 2, 2024
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That doesn't sound like fun 😕

My issue is follow through I've always been a chicken in life, now I have severe fatigue amd brain fog so that's gonna make alot of methods that require thinking difficult
I'm in a similar boat. I have severe incurable chronic illness that makes life awful, and it also makes it hard for me to execute a plan.

I'm too immobile to reach water to drown myself. My backup plan is wrapping an entire roll of packing tape around my mouth and nose to try and suffocate. Sounds as awful as drowning.
The other weekend I went to the place on my profile picture which has a ledge then a good 150 metre drop but to scared to even get close to the edge 🥲
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

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Sep 24, 2020
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I find it so incredibly cruel how people cannot just have the option to die in a more peaceful way and have to resort to methods like that in the first place, it truly is such a hellish world where suicide is cruelly made so inaccessible even know people suffer so much. But anyway best wishes.
 
strangelife

strangelife

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Feb 16, 2024
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I have a similar situation with an incurable disease, jumping in such a beautiful place is even romantic, but very scary. I am very sorry that you do not see other ways out, as I do for myself. All that keeps me going is the fear for my loved ones and the desire to stay with them for a while.
 
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kfad95

kfad95

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Mar 2, 2024
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I have a similar situation with an incurable disease, jumping in such a beautiful place is even romantic, but very scary. I am very sorry that you do not see other ways out, as I do for myself. All that keeps me going is the fear for my loved ones and the desire to stay with them for a while.
Sn would be my preferred but it seems very hard to obtain
 
Emi

Emi

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Sep 10, 2022
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You are alive for 5 mins before actually drowning if I'm correct and our natural instincts kick in making it 100 times worse so if you think you can handle that or suffer for those 5 mins then maybe you can do it. I also suffer from fatigue and brain fog, been like this for 4 yrs it is absolutely horrible. If I had no family I'd definitely livestream my way out of here, but until that day can come just sitting around and trying to detox. Which by the way, if you haven't already tried water fasting, try it out. It's the only thing that has alleviated my other awful symptoms and I am slowly getting my energy back♡

Best wishes.
 

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