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dimlight

dimlight

it should not be this hard
Jun 29, 2026
32
It feels like a good way to go. People say it's painful but I think it should only be that way for the first few moments. Once you get over that, most people report it as being peaceful. I'm okay with a little pain as long as the entire process isn't painful. And it seems like a surefire way to go.

On the other hand, hanging, which seems to be a popular method on here, looks to me to be painful from beginning to end. It's the one way I'd rather not go but if it comes down to it then oh well.

But if I can't get my hands on SN, I think I'd drown.
 
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LostHighway

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May 5, 2025
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It feels like a good way to go. People say it's painful but I think it should only be that way for the first few moments. Once you get over that, most people report it as being peaceful. I'm okay with a little pain as long as the entire process isn't painful. And it seems like a surefire way to go.

On the other hand, hanging, which seems to be a popular method on here, looks to me to be painful from beginning to end. It's the one way I'd rather not go but if it comes down to it then oh well.

But if I can't get my hands on SN, I think I'd drown.
I've researched this and people who nearly drowned report it being the most painfully excruciating and terrifying experiences of their lives. A few minutes is a LONG TIME. I'd like to jump off a tall bridge or go by Fentanyl.
 
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dimlight

it should not be this hard
Jun 29, 2026
32
I've researched this and people who nearly drowned report it being the most painfully excruciating and terrifying experiences of their lives. A few minutes is a LONG TIME. I'd like to jump off a tall bridge or go by Fentanyl.
I guess so. I've seen reports saying it's usually peaceful after the pain; that part's appealing to me. I agree abt jumping from a tall bridge though.
 

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