steppingoff
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- Jan 18, 2024
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Hmm Intersting. Maybe I am attracted to it the same way I am attracted to streaming my endFor it to be a show. Suicide is performance art
Because along with shooting yourself, it's the most effective method (if done from sufficient height).For the most part of the time I have thought about CTB< i have always considered my method as hanging either partial or full.
But as I read various things about jumping, it's starting to attract my attention.
If you are thinking about jumping, why have you chosen that method?
I agree it's best to have something only takes one motion to complete. Like kicking off or stepping off a stoolIt's not my method but I can see why it is very popular...
Although It takes a lot of willpower to overcome SI and jump, it is an easy, accessible method with a fair chance of success.
It can even seriously harm and kill other people who are just passing by... A big no, no.Problem is you obviously can't do it at home and it leaves a terrible mess.
From what I looked at, from safey standards related to falls 50% survive from 40 feet or so - and 100% never survive when its 85 feet or higher - so about 8 storiesAvailability, fast and painless. There's the drawback of high survival instinct, but if you succeed at a high enough height you're practically guaranteed death.
Availability is limited. I don't know where I can jump even though I live in New York City. Suicide prevention is everywhere but places to jump is hard to get byAvailability, fast and painless. There's the drawback of high survival instinct, but if you succeed at a high enough height you're practically guaranteed death.
Has the method stayed with you? How does it resonate with you? I tried to ctb when I was a teenager through hanging, but lately jumping seems to be calling me.I tried to jump from 25th floor building when I was 15 but I couldn't move my legs for the last step. It felt like they were made from stone.
Funny thing is, when I didn't have intention to jump I could easily sit on the edge. SI is weird. I wonder if I could trick it somehow.
I did fall several floors though, accidently, and there was no pain at all. So if I'd choose it - it would be because it is pretty much painless and fast. But it triggers SI way too much.
Actually I want to hang, lol. I just understood jumping is not method for me and never tried it again. I do realize that it's not painful, but the last step is impossible to make. Maybe something changed, would be cool to stand again on the top of some unfinished tall building alone at night.Has the method stayed with you? How does it resonate with you? I tried to ctb when I was a teenager through hanging, but lately jumping seems to be calling me.