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biodegradableurn

biodegradableurn

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Tbh im starting to hate the idea of partial hanging and hanging in general even though i planned months around it..now I'm considering jumping from a high place but its almost impossible to acces one in my city so ig I'll justestick to this.
 

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meowpuppy

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setup looks fine to me.. as long as the rope is strong enough
 
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buriedinmyhead

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If pain can purify the heart, mine will be pure
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Even though you're hurting now, it could get better, even if it's unlikely it's still best not to seek a permanent solution to a temporary problem
It's not temporary for many of us on here
 
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It's not temporary for many of us on here
It's not temporary for me either, I've hurt for so long I can barely remember a time where I wasn't hurting, but when I see someone about to die, I feel like i need to at least try to help them not choose suicide, even if I know it probably won't help
 
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It's not temporary for many of us on here
if god came down to earth and told me i would get better in 15 years, it'd be temporary, but that doesn't mean i wouldn't kill myself rather than wait for the payoff. you're still suffering for 15 years and in the real world with no god for that entire time you'd feel like there's no end in sight. fuck that, it's completely unrealistic to throw a human in that scenario and expect them to endure.
 
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Jul 5, 2026
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View attachment 205067Rate my fucked up setup
Tbh im starting to hate the idea of partial hanging and hanging in general even though i planned months around it..now I'm considering jumping from a high place but its almost impossible to acces one in my city so ig I'll justestick to this.
The rope seems fine. I like that you used poachers knots. Very strong. What id worry about is that ring and strap. If the ring is made of a low quality metal it could absolutely break, no doubt about it, the strap itself is also risky depending how much weight its rated for. But all in all the concept isnt bad. Whats holding it on the other side?. You got someone who lives with you? Is what you're doing obvious from the other end?
 
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xXSufferingXx

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wait, did someone actually use the old "permanent solution to a temporary problem" on here and then deleted it? omg lol.
HOW DO THESE PEOPLE "KNOW" IT'S A TEMPORARY PROBLEM???????????????????????
that is an entirely made up false notion for many of us suffering people
 
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biodegradableurn

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Jun 14, 2026
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The rope seems fine. I like that you used poachers knots. Very strong. What id worry about is that ring and strap. If the ring is made of a low quality metal it could absolutely break, no doubt about it, the strap itself is also risky depending how much weight its rated for. But all in all the concept isnt bad. Whats holding it on the other side?. You got someone who lives with you? Is what you're doing obvious from the other end?
I tested the whole setup and it's holding very well. It even holds my whole body weight even though I'm going with partial suspension.

I used a door anchor for resistance bands. You can't tell from the other side. Only worry would be if I bang myself into the door but even then I don't think my neighbors would question it.
setup looks fine to me.. as long as the rope is strong enough
It is, I tested it. Idk if I should go with partial (my intended plan) or do full hanging.

With partial is easier cause I get to control it and I won't make a lot of noise, fearing I'd bang into my door too loudly or sit too uncomfortable.

But with full hanging it would be quicker and I wouldn't have to force myself to keep going or having a hard time ignoring SI.
 
idksympxthy

idksympxthy

hey, did you know...? my blood is black!
Apr 11, 2026
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I used a door anchor for resistance bands. You can't tell from the other side. Only worry would be if I bang myself into the door but even then I don't think my neighbors would question it.
Idk if you're still with us but thanks for putting me on door anchors lol. Was worried I'd have to find an anchor somewhere outside and secluded
 
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ceilingabove

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Jul 9, 2026
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It's not temporary for me either, I've hurt for so long I can barely remember a time where I wasn't hurting, but when I see someone about to die, I feel like i need to at least try to help them not choose suicide, even if I know it probably won't help
You're a great person.
 

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