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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
Venessolotic
  • Poll
Is it possible for a high school dropout with no expertise in chemistry to synthesize Nembutal?
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34
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3K
Relic
Relic
S
Help I want a peaceful way to CTB! I’m in too deep!
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5
Views
917
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
A
What would occur if I overdose Clonidine hydrochloride?
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6
Views
876
Anon?
A
j3n4829
for those who self harm, did your parents ever find out? if they did, how did they react?
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47
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2K
whats_the_point
whats_the_point
heisenberg
Discussion has anyone ever said something to you that grounded you immediately?
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9
Views
1K
Little_Suzy
Little_Suzy
gonefornow
Venting Sh memories?
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1
Views
433
dinosavr
dinosavr
Rhizomorph1
  • Poll
Poll: how many of you have disclosed suicidal intent to those around you?
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43
Views
2K
BlockHammer
BlockHammer
Water-Lily
I'm not weak. I'm traumatized. But even that's a hard reality to face
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3
Views
411
Water-Lily
Water-Lily
FuneralCry
Venting The fact that ceasing to exist is permanent is exactly why it appeals to me
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5
Views
1K
walkingdead2023
walkingdead2023
CTB_random
Venting Im so weak and useless
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2
Views
322
TheGoodGuy
TheGoodGuy
Sleeper System
Venting Haunted Memories â„¢
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0
Views
377
Sleeper System
Sleeper System
C
What does your dream life look like?
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56
Views
2K
cryone
cryone
emptymiku
Venting i really will never be happy again
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1
Views
344
cyandude
cyandude
SoulofSteel
Venting Leaving a letter
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3
Views
431
InAgony
InAgony
Ferdinand Bardamu
Discussion Air gun
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3
Views
584
MrOptions
MrOptions
W
Nitrogen with CPAP - Which tank?
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1
Views
505
Guy Smiley
Guy Smiley
P
Help Catching the bus tomorrow, advice needed
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9
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1K
notforl0ng
notforl0ng
ihatemylifee
SN without antimetics
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2
Views
572
countdowntoecstasy
countdowntoecstasy
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Method Swedish man partial hanging video
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8
Views
3K
MiMif
MiMif
druggedonsurvival
Story Had a close encounter tonight
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6
Views
1K
druggedonsurvival
druggedonsurvival
ctbcat
Venting do you care about your place of death?
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28
Views
1K
MiMif
MiMif
WeakWeave
Help Partial Hanging
Replies
7
Views
2K
MiMif
MiMif
FuneralCry
  • Locked
Venting To me it feels like the forum went downhill
Replies
92
Views
9K
Defenestration
Defenestration
B
GHB?
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3
Views
772
girlsboysthems
girlsboysthems
kawaiiphantom
Help Barricading my bedroom door to prevent people from seeing my body
Replies
3
Views
533
girlsboysthems
girlsboysthems
allKae
Venting ready
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4
Views
616
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Sunset Limited
Negative views about life are prohibited.
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11
Views
1K
Linda
Linda
singularity3
Defending voluntary death has nothing to do with antinatalism
Replies
1
Views
514
R_N
R_N
IHurtTheOneILove
Venting Ex told me they’re suicidal. What if I was their last straw
Replies
4
Views
426
SoulofSteel
SoulofSteel
kotonearisato
Venting Life feels like a bad joke
Replies
6
Views
644
Loserhero
Loserhero
Iwashereonce
Youtube doesnt even allow searching "assisted death" anymore.WTH?
Replies
10
Views
885
Linda
Linda
C
Whats the £3 suicide pill featuring in the news today ?
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27
Views
2K
lifewasawillow
L
soolka
Help Paracetamol
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9
Views
1K
anotherlastchance
anotherlastchance
A
Is it guaranteed that we'll never again experience life after death?
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45
Views
2K
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
mortuarymary
Man chooses to die at Pegasos
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35
Views
2K
sserafim
sserafim
Doemu
Discussion Suicide is a business for abusive parents
Replies
2
Views
503
Doemu
Doemu
sserafim
Why do pro-lifers feel the need to control other peoples' right to die?
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14
Views
1K
AdamOndiAhman
AdamOndiAhman
I
Does anyone have a video of a user who used SN?
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3
Views
565
AnonymousL
AnonymousL
MeowTheFlemishCat
What to put in order before catching the bus?
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10
Views
860
LifeIsCrazyNemb
L
F
  • Poll
Discussion What is your view on 'Recovery'? Poll
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24
Views
1K
k1w1
K
gonefornow
Discussion What am I supposed to do anymore??
Replies
1
Views
538
Angst Filled Fuck Up
Angst Filled Fuck Up
FuneralCry
Venting People are already suffering enough
Replies
17
Views
2K
curiousbeing
C
breezer_a
  • Question
SN
Replies
9
Views
1K
RemainingDubious
RemainingDubious
C
The whole situation
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3
Views
770
Cara7177
C
suicidalcat
I don’t even know
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0
Views
360
suicidalcat
suicidalcat
underthedatetree
Help Pleeeease answer this question about mds (not source begging/not giving away)
Replies
1
Views
522
Fractal
F
WeakWeave
Venting Hard to die
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4
Views
495
WeakWeave
WeakWeave
Return2themoonlight
Anybody in the United States ?
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18
Views
837
Return2themoonlight
Return2themoonlight
Void Bound
Story Don't Go Quietly In the Night...
Replies
3
Views
735
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Anxi0usandDepressed
I'm so privileged, yet I want to die.
Replies
8
Views
824
niki wonoto
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