Venting Whatever really

[Lycoreco]

Its been long enough. I've felt like shit for the past 6 years or so. I'm actively self destructing and am sick of being alone. I spend every single day in my room doing absolutely fuck all. I'm a waste of a room, a waste of money, a waste of air, a waste of resources. A waste of life. No friends, no significant other, no special skills or hobbies or absolutely anything to get motivated over, no dreams or aspirations. I'm simple an organism that eats sleeps shits and does nothing. What is the point.
I dont even know if I'd want it to change either because it could just be worse, somehow I've grown accustomed to wallowing in self pity and being a completely cynical prick. But whatever, I probably dont even have the balls to kill myself, who knows.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I'm a waste of a room, a waste of money, a waste of air, a waste of resources. A waste of life. No friends, no significant other, no special skills or hobbies or absolutely anything to get motivated over, no dreams or aspirations. I'm simple an organism that eats sleeps shits and does nothing.

This perfectly describes my life too. I'm sorry this is what life has given to you, and me, too.

 

[sklvlp999]

This is me 100% too

 

[Archness]

Have hope,
things will degrade enough you'll actually pull the trigger.

Joking, kinda? Honestly living like a "simple organism" is just like that. You eat and survive as easy as it is in 2024, spend the rest of the day asleep, saving energy, and on the computer, then you die.

With the other people, this is essentially my life too. I'm only waiting for shit to get bad enough I actually CTB or outright die anyways.

 

[escape_from_hell]

Same lifestyle here.

 

[Amnesiac_88]

Same here, i've realized that my life it's going to be like that forever so there is no point in living, but at the same time i'm too much of a coward to kill myself i hope one day i can finally do it to stop being a waste of everything

 

[underthedatetree]

you rlly just GET me high miku. I do nothing but fantasize about childhood media.

 

[amra81nz]

Also stuck in that same rut. Only reason im alive is because i dont want to leave my dog with out her dad

 

[zzeroo]

Do you feel like you're on borrowed time?

 

[Lycoreco]

Have hope,
things will degrade enough you'll actually pull the trigger.

Joking, kinda? Honestly living like a "simple organism" is just like that. You eat and survive as easy as it is in 2024, spend the rest of the day asleep, saving energy, and on the computer, then you die.

With the other people, this is essentially my life too. I'm only waiting for shit to get bad enough I actually CTB or outright die anyways.

Absolutely. I'm just sitting here waiting for the timer to tick down to zero