3ndmym1sery
Member
- Aug 26, 2023
- 34
I tried to starve to death 6 months ago, it didn't work, it was taking too long and my parents brought people home and they picked me up like a little stick and took me to a hospital and stuck needles into my veins and erased all my efforts of over a month in less than a week, this world sees suicidal people as absolute idiots who dont know what the fuck theyre doing, ive accepted that now, they will always "save me" if they can. im thinking of trying again, this time using a method thats quick, and hurts a lot but not for long, i dont have a bathtub so slitting my wrists would probably fail because the blood would clot, but what about slitting my throat? what is the success rate of suicide by slitting your throat? i could probably do it, i dont want this life, i really dont, the only thing im scared of is failing for a 2nd time, not life not death, but just the mental hospital. the mental hospital is hell on earth