ctb★prince
villain otd
- Jul 7, 2023
- 144
its a week after my birthday, i just got into a new college, a friend just left my house just the day before, but my parents lashed out at me again, i wasnt thinking, i had a meltdown in my room, hit my head so hard it bled, went to our medicine cabinet, took a painkiller, then another, then every one i could find, decided to call a suicide hotline, i waited, and waited, ive calmed down and the pills have all disolved by then, someone finally picked up, we decided itd be best to have someone drive me to the hospital, we didnt have to since i was willing to throw it all up
now, despite me being fine, apparently my kidneys might be destroyed, and i was finally referred to a psychiatrist, but theyre offering me a visit in TWO MONTHS
whats all that time for? for me to try again?
i dont think i will, but what if i would?
my parents refuse to go to theraphy themselves, i dont know how to convince them, i thought this was extreme enough to finally do it
im glad to spend another day with my cats
but all of this is just bullshit
now, despite me being fine, apparently my kidneys might be destroyed, and i was finally referred to a psychiatrist, but theyre offering me a visit in TWO MONTHS
whats all that time for? for me to try again?
i dont think i will, but what if i would?
my parents refuse to go to theraphy themselves, i dont know how to convince them, i thought this was extreme enough to finally do it
im glad to spend another day with my cats
but all of this is just bullshit
