Oneness
The eternal awaits
- Oct 23, 2023
- 111
Please note that not all of these CTBs can be definitively confirmed, and the list is still a work in progress. I will continue to expand this list in subsequent replies within this thread.
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Please note that not all of these CTBs can be definitively confirmed, and the list is still a work in progress. I will continue to expand this list in subsequent replies within this thread.
I truly hope SN is that effective.
opheliaoveragain
Member
- Jun 2, 2024
- 78
Thank you for making this <3
How many of these were a success vs how many people are paralysed we will never know.
All we can hope for is that they made it out of hell (here)
All we can hope for is that they made it out of hell (here)
May they all have found the peace they deserved
everythingoes
maybe someday
- Oct 2, 2023
- 291
i hope they all found the peace they were looking for.
hopefully i'll soon be added onto one of these lists. my date is 4th july, i'll schedule a post on my profile a few days after.
hopefully i'll soon be added onto one of these lists. my date is 4th july, i'll schedule a post on my profile a few days after.
I don't know if compiling the list is a good idea, while informative, it sure makes the job of prolifers and anti-Sasu activists easier in counting and pointing out how many people have committed suicide off of here, hell even that US congressman who is petitioning the DOJ to take down SaSu might find this list useful to his cause, or maybe I am just being paranoid and the list is simply informative, I am not sure.
Placo
At Eternity's Gates
- Feb 14, 2024
- 482
It would be interesting to have a similar thread in the recovery section with everyone who got better and left the forum because of it.
If I kill myself anyway I bet my method will be unique in the whole list.
If I kill myself anyway I bet my method will be unique in the whole list.
fleetingnight
incapable of shutting up
- May 2, 2024
- 377
I was going to say this. I understand OP's intentions were to be helpful, but this kinda post might be bad for us unfortunately
Oneness
The eternal awaits
- Oct 23, 2023
- 111
Thank you for your input. The list has been updated.
Hard to say. Maybe the method is a bit too difficult and unreliable? It's also a potential fire hazard.
To my understanding Vizzy left us in 2023 and used SN: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye-thread-ctb-today.122286/post-2047353
I like this idea :)
Don't assume all these people CTB... probably most didn't. There are a lot on this list seen after or disabled their accounts and created a new one. One on this list with N did that very thing.
Lady Laudanum
Specialist
- May 9, 2024
- 303
I wonder how many of the people who supposedly CTB actually survived, but ended up with significant brain damage and are permanently unable to be on this forum.
depends on how secure the server is,
i'm sure they could find all the ip's on this site if they wanted to.
hell they probably know when they find a suicide if the person was on here.
For me i set up a new email which no one knows of,
which when i'm about to go i will delete said email but not my account.
Ill happily let my legacy remain on this server.
For Me I half hope that all the allegations of institutional abuse iv made over the last year actually gets looked into.
Iv been blackmailed and told i was crazy, then i was assaulted by a psychiatrist who decided to put me down as sane.
no-one wants to look into my allegations of blackmail and no one wasn't to reprimand the psychiatrist who assaulted me.
and that's only the tip of the ice burg.'
not to begrudge anyone, i really don't care if these ppl loose their jobs or not.
but it would be the cherry on top of my suicide if they did
Linda
Member
- Jul 30, 2020
- 1,688
Googl can - and does - search this site. Anything you post here will be all over the internet in a few hours.
Placo
At Eternity's Gates
- Feb 14, 2024
- 482
However, I won't open a farewell thread, to tell the truth I've already opened it but having then changed my mind that day it has become a sort of diary where I write when I'm close to doing it, in case I'm convinced to do it maybe I'll tag you so if you see that in the following days I don't show up again you can add me to the list, the method is suffocation with a plastic bag, drugs to calm me down and handcuffs to prevent me from freeing myself; to keep it simple, write in that case "hypercapnia" or "CO2".
Oneness
The eternal awaits
- Oct 23, 2023
- 111
I was thinking about this and here are my conclusions:
- Even if I did not compile this list, the information is already publicly accessible. Anyone with a few hours to spare could easily gather and compile the same data. This means that anti-CTB activists could independently create such a list without my involvement.
- Researchers and mental health professionals can use the data to better understand patterns, triggers, and common factors associated with CTB, which can lead to better understanding of CTB.
- The list serves as an informative and comprehensive portal to successful CTB posts. It is not intended to promote or discourage CTB; rather, it functions as a neutral catalog of information.
Wait a minute you better not be catapulting yourself into the sun like I am.
limeoctave
welcome home old friend, how was your life?
- Mar 24, 2024
- 208
May all these souls rest in ethernal peace 🕊
@Oneness Dead×battery's method was SN.
@Oneness Dead×battery's method was SN.
The Mute Viking
α †⊕r†⊕urεd p⊕ε†
- Oct 10, 2018
- 202
locked*n*loaded
Archangel
- Apr 15, 2022
- 6,240
One day, hopefully in the not too distant future, you'll be able to add my name as a successful CO ctb.
TAW122
Emissary of the right to die.
- Aug 30, 2018
- 6,653
I may perhaps be one of the few people who CTB via firearm as the other methods are either inaccessible for me or given my current living arrangements not possible to acquire. If I could go back in time, back in 2019 or so, and foresaw all of that, I could have ended it then, which means I'd avoid the pandemic and all the highs and lows of the last past half-decade, and there are times where I regret that I didn't just call it quits even if there were fleeting moments of pleasure (which in my opinion does not outweigh the mundanity of sentience as well as the gamble of potential worse suffering). I also regret not having SN when it was readily accessible and what not, this way if I don't have access to my firearm, at least I have another way out...
I don't think I'd go for SN given all the attention it has gotten over the last year and present time, as well as even reliable sources can eventually go and what not. I live in the US and in a state with relatively lax gun laws.
Anyways, I hope all those who have CTB have found peace and for those who have recovered or changed their minds to also have found peace.
I don't think I'd go for SN given all the attention it has gotten over the last year and present time, as well as even reliable sources can eventually go and what not. I live in the US and in a state with relatively lax gun laws.
Anyways, I hope all those who have CTB have found peace and for those who have recovered or changed their minds to also have found peace.
Placo
At Eternity's Gates
- Feb 14, 2024
- 482
I was thinking that this thread risks becoming unreadable because the OP will not be able to edit his initial message forever, he must update every time with a new message or if not he can ask a moderator to do it for him; or he leaves it like this and maybe creates another one at the end of the year;, the list is however based on farewell threads but I know with almost certainty that a user committed suicide with SN without opening farewell thread, he said goodbye to me in chat.
Then there is the one of sodium thiopental + plastic bag which must be one of the best.
I noticed that there is already a plastic bag, maybe it was added after I wrote the post, nothing unique.
Then there is the one of sodium thiopental + plastic bag which must be one of the best.
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Oneness
The eternal awaits
- Oct 23, 2023
- 111
I now consider the list to be complete, and I am confident it includes most of the successful CTBs from the first half of 2024. Although I can no longer edit my initial message, people are, of course, free to submit additional successful CTBs to this thread if they find any. I will post a new thread in six months titled "Suspected Successful CTBs of the Past 6 Months [Second Half of 2024]."
Interestingly, the original title of this thread did not include the word "suspected." One of the moderators modified the title, and that's fine with me :)
Doorframe_dead
Because we have to
- May 28, 2024
- 20
Is there anyway to add the usernames to the list please? I think this might help a few people who are looking for updates on specific users
Placo
At Eternity's Gates
- Feb 14, 2024
- 482
So if it's only the first half you should do it from January 1st to May 31st, those after this date will go to the other thread.
However, I renew my advice to you to do it for the recovery section too, just today a farewell thread was opened because a user has improved, I think it will be a shorter list than this but still interesting.
