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edu0z

edu0z

carried away by a moonlight shadow
Aug 25, 2021
552
My method is defenestration. I found a good area for it that has been abandoned for years.

I was thinking of writing a long post full of stupid feelings and explanations but the truth is that what has been going through our minds and our situation in the last few months is not important. The only thing I wanted to say is that you have been our only company for a while now. Although most of the time I only read and rarely talked to anyone, you have contributed to make the loneliness of social isolation a little less painful. Thank you :heart:

I wish you all the best.
 
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YosemiteGrrl

Member
Dec 17, 2023
64
My method is defenestration. I found a good area for it that has been abandoned for years.

I was thinking of writing a long post full of stupid feelings and explanations but the truth is that what has been going through our minds and our situation in the last few months is not important. The only thing I wanted to say is that you have been our only company for a while now. Although most of the time I only read and rarely talked to anyone, you have contributed to make the loneliness of social isolation a little less painful. Thank you :heart:

I wish you all the best.
Before you leave can you explain defenestration? 🙏
 
LoiteringClouds

LoiteringClouds

Tempus fugit
Feb 7, 2023
3,673
Hello @edu0z,
I hope you all will be free.
You've pulled so much weight -
You've been tortured by this cruel fate.

You're on a heaven-bound yacht,
Which you've yearned a lot.
Peace is real, not a mirage -
@edu0z, bon voyage 💙💛

My method is defenestration. I found a good area for it that has been abandoned for years.

I was thinking of writing a long post full of stupid feelings and explanations but the truth is that what has been going through our minds and our situation in the last few months is not important. The only thing I wanted to say is that you have been our only company for a while now. Although most of the time I only read and rarely talked to anyone, you have contributed to make the loneliness of social isolation a little less painful. Thank you :heart:

I wish you all the best.
Thank you so much for talking with me, and listening to my story about my imaginary friend.

I hope I could find how to push through.

Edit: The poem was revised.
 
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Redacted24

Might be Richard Cory... or not
Nov 20, 2023
155
Wow, that was quick. I'm so sorry I didn't get to tell you how much you'll be missed in these pages, and how much support and compassion we're sending your way on your journey. I hope you found the relief you sought and that the ride was quick and comfortable.
Looking forward to see you in a better place... catch you there! :heart:
 
LoiteringClouds

LoiteringClouds

Tempus fugit
Feb 7, 2023
3,673
Our paths never crossed, but I felt for you when I saw your posts about your issues with gender dysphoria, etc. Its shitty that society hasnt yet become a fully accepting place for trans people.
I hope you found peace.
And they had dissociative identity disorder (so they were literally plural. They posted about their condition on the open thread which can be seen by any member, so I think it's okay to mention this here.)

Their system had at least one male personality and OP (a female personality.) I thought it was pure torture which was far beyond my imagination. I've talked to them personally and it was eye-opening yet tragic.
If they've completed CTB, may they rest in everlasting nothingness. If they haven't, I wish them peace anyway.

P. S. In their signature they say "... all those moments will be lost in time, like tears in the rain..."
 
Tears in Rain

Tears in Rain

..............
Dec 12, 2023
855
And they had dissociative identity disorder (so they were literally plural. They posted about their condition on the open thread which can be seen by any member, so I think it's okay to mention this here.)

Their system had at least one male personality and OP (a female personality.) I thought it was pure torture which was far beyond my imagination. I've talked to them personally and it was eye-opening yet tragic.
If they've completed CTB, may they rest in everlasting nothingness. If they haven't, I wish them peace anyway.
Thanks for the link. God, that must have been a torture alright, one personality attracted to males, another attracted to females.
. But because of the circumstances, because of the social pressure, and because of that of my parents and friends: I have never been able to accept myself.

This has led our brain to create two personalities as a mechanism to be able to deal with the situation and understand it.
It's fucked up that our societies can't be more accepting. It's what drives a lot of people's pain.

P. S. In their signature they say "... all those moments will be lost in time, like tears in the rain..."
Thanks for that. At least they have released all of their moments of suffering now, if they are gone.
 
walkingdead2023

walkingdead2023

Specialist
Jan 2, 2024
377
My method is defenestration. I found a good area for it that has been abandoned for years.

I was thinking of writing a long post full of stupid feelings and explanations but the truth is that what has been going through our minds and our situation in the last few months is not important. The only thing I wanted to say is that you have been our only company for a while now. Although most of the time I only read and rarely talked to anyone, you have contributed to make the loneliness of social isolation a little less painful. Thank you :heart:

I wish you all the best.
What a weird name for jumping!
 
iusedtobehappy

iusedtobehappy

Student
Dec 2, 2023
194
Well damn. I keep wanting to say please don't go but then I remember where I am. I hope you have found peace. FTR, there was nothing wrong with you. Society loves their round pegs round holes, but I feel way more in company with square pegs round holes because they are always the most interesting, loving and real. I really hope you got to hear how special you are.
 

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