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edu0z

edu0z

carried away by a moonlight shadow
Aug 25, 2021
552
My method is defenestration. I found a good area for it that has been abandoned for years.

I was thinking of writing a long post full of stupid feelings and explanations but the truth is that what has been going through our minds and our situation in the last few months is not important. The only thing I wanted to say is that you have been our only company for a while now. Although most of the time I only read and rarely talked to anyone, you have contributed to make the loneliness of social isolation a little less painful. Thank you :heart:

I wish you all the best.
 
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xsa

xsa

july 3rd
Oct 7, 2023
224
I wish you so much luck and peace
 
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Novacaine

-
Oct 30, 2023
62
See you on the other side
 
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Captive_Mind515

Captive_Mind515

King or street sweeper, dance with grim reaper!
Jul 18, 2023
433
Best of luck, I hope you get the peace you are seeking.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
2,848
Wish you luck, I hope you will be free of your suffering and at peace ❤️
 
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GreenGlassDoor

GreenGlassDoor

life is but a dream
Oct 25, 2023
78
I wish you a quick and painless death. I hope you find peace ❤️
 
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haibane

haibane

Reki
Sep 27, 2023
258
Farewell, good luck for ure method and i hope u will find the peace u are looking for
 
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iori011x3

iori011x3

Selflessness, contribution, service ❤️
Nov 28, 2023
147
i hope you'll be at peace man. wish u all the luck i can give u ❤️
 
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brokenpromise

brokenpromise

Chemist
Jan 3, 2024
32
May you have a peaceful and relieving journey no matter the path you take.

Far þú í frið.
 
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YosemiteGrrl

Member
Dec 17, 2023
98
My method is defenestration. I found a good area for it that has been abandoned for years.

I was thinking of writing a long post full of stupid feelings and explanations but the truth is that what has been going through our minds and our situation in the last few months is not important. The only thing I wanted to say is that you have been our only company for a while now. Although most of the time I only read and rarely talked to anyone, you have contributed to make the loneliness of social isolation a little less painful. Thank you :heart:

I wish you all the best.
Before you leave can you explain defenestration? 🙏
 
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_Broken_alice

_Broken_alice

She/Her
Nov 19, 2023
223
While we are saddened seeing this post, we hope you manage to find peace.
:heart: :heart: :heart:
 
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huphup

huphup

Student
Dec 2, 2023
108
Wishing you the best in whatever happens. I wish you peace and painlessness in your journey :)
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
9,269
I hope you find peace! Good luck and farewell! :heart:
 
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LoiteringClouds

LoiteringClouds

Tempus fugit
Feb 7, 2023
3,736
Hello @edu0z,
I hope you all will be free.
You've pulled so much weight -
You've been tortured by this cruel fate.

You're on a heaven-bound yacht,
Which you've yearned a lot.
Peace is real, not a mirage -
@edu0z, bon voyage 💙💛

My method is defenestration. I found a good area for it that has been abandoned for years.

I was thinking of writing a long post full of stupid feelings and explanations but the truth is that what has been going through our minds and our situation in the last few months is not important. The only thing I wanted to say is that you have been our only company for a while now. Although most of the time I only read and rarely talked to anyone, you have contributed to make the loneliness of social isolation a little less painful. Thank you :heart:

I wish you all the best.
Thank you so much for talking with me, and listening to my story about my imaginary friend.

I hope I could find how to push through.

Edit: The poem was revised.
 
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Pain95

Pain95

Defect
Oct 14, 2023
34
Whatever you decide to do, i hope you find peace and happiness
Farewell 🫂
 
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Princess_Kitty

Princess_Kitty

Lost kitty
Jan 4, 2024
173
Farewell and I hope you find the peace that you are looking for 🫂
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
7,851
I'm sorry life has brought you to this point. I hope you find peace.
 
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_Broken_alice

_Broken_alice

She/Her
Nov 19, 2023
223
We now see your name is crossed out. We hope you found the peace you sought and are glad you both felt safe talking to us the little bit that you did.
Another light in the world is gone. We will remember you until our own day comes.
 
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dinosavr

dinosavr

and if i’m turning blue please don’t save me 🌛
Dec 14, 2023
415
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Redacted24

Might be Richard Cory... or not
Nov 20, 2023
155
Wow, that was quick. I'm so sorry I didn't get to tell you how much you'll be missed in these pages, and how much support and compassion we're sending your way on your journey. I hope you found the relief you sought and that the ride was quick and comfortable.
Looking forward to see you in a better place... catch you there! :heart:
 
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Tears in Rain

Tears in Rain

..............
Dec 12, 2023
856
Our paths never crossed, but I felt for you when I saw your posts about your issues with gender dysphoria, etc. Its shitty that society hasnt yet become a fully accepting place for trans people.
I hope you found peace.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

She wished that she never existed...
Sep 24, 2020
34,908
Farewell, I hope that you find the freedom you search for.
 
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LoiteringClouds

LoiteringClouds

Tempus fugit
Feb 7, 2023
3,736
Our paths never crossed, but I felt for you when I saw your posts about your issues with gender dysphoria, etc. Its shitty that society hasnt yet become a fully accepting place for trans people.
I hope you found peace.
And they had dissociative identity disorder (so they were literally plural. They posted about their condition on the open thread which can be seen by any member, so I think it's okay to mention this here.)

Their system had at least one male personality and OP (a female personality.) I thought it was pure torture which was far beyond my imagination. I've talked to them personally and it was eye-opening yet tragic.
If they've completed CTB, may they rest in everlasting nothingness. If they haven't, I wish them peace anyway.

P. S. In their signature they say "... all those moments will be lost in time, like tears in the rain..."
 
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Amidaa

Amidaa

How come we are brought here to just suffer
Aug 14, 2023
63
goodbye friend, may you find the peace that you have been looking for and that your path will be smooth. see you on the otherside
 
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Tears in Rain

Tears in Rain

..............
Dec 12, 2023
856
And they had dissociative identity disorder (so they were literally plural. They posted about their condition on the open thread which can be seen by any member, so I think it's okay to mention this here.)

Their system had at least one male personality and OP (a female personality.) I thought it was pure torture which was far beyond my imagination. I've talked to them personally and it was eye-opening yet tragic.
If they've completed CTB, may they rest in everlasting nothingness. If they haven't, I wish them peace anyway.
Thanks for the link. God, that must have been a torture alright, one personality attracted to males, another attracted to females.
. But because of the circumstances, because of the social pressure, and because of that of my parents and friends: I have never been able to accept myself.

This has led our brain to create two personalities as a mechanism to be able to deal with the situation and understand it.
It's fucked up that our societies can't be more accepting. It's what drives a lot of people's pain.

P. S. In their signature they say "... all those moments will be lost in time, like tears in the rain..."
Thanks for that. At least they have released all of their moments of suffering now, if they are gone.
 
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Dliena

Dliena

𝚂𝚂 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝙽𝚘. 43,53?
Dec 22, 2023
1,888
Goodbye and rest in endless peace in the beyond.
 
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walkingdead2023

walkingdead2023

Specialist
Jan 2, 2024
377
My method is defenestration. I found a good area for it that has been abandoned for years.

I was thinking of writing a long post full of stupid feelings and explanations but the truth is that what has been going through our minds and our situation in the last few months is not important. The only thing I wanted to say is that you have been our only company for a while now. Although most of the time I only read and rarely talked to anyone, you have contributed to make the loneliness of social isolation a little less painful. Thank you :heart:

I wish you all the best.
What a weird name for jumping!
 
Shar

Shar

Experienced
Nov 23, 2023
277
I know it must be late, but make sure the place is high enough and the floor is hard as stone. I remember you as a good user, I didn't expect it to be so soon. Goodbye
 
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Abyssal

Abyssal

Kill me
Nov 26, 2023
1,238
Another person a care for and respect gone like that. I promise to keep you in my memory.
 
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iusedtobehappy

iusedtobehappy

Experienced
Dec 2, 2023
207
Well damn. I keep wanting to say please don't go but then I remember where I am. I hope you have found peace. FTR, there was nothing wrong with you. Society loves their round pegs round holes, but I feel way more in company with square pegs round holes because they are always the most interesting, loving and real. I really hope you got to hear how special you are.
 
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