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notforl0ng

notforl0ng

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I'm on the train, then I'll catch the bus to where I'm going to CTB by jumping. I've had a few drinks already and was gonna make a long drawn out post explaining why I'm doing it, but it's probably not necessary. When I'm close enough to do it I'll be posting the exact location, you guys can confirm the spot and cross my name out if it pleases you.

At least I'll get to say I flied before I died 😎

Keep on keeping on, all of you, even if it's until you decide to CTB. There's some cool things worth experiencing in life.
 
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inmyhead

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Sending you all the hugs and love. How long will you be travelling for? I'm around for a little while if you want someone to talk to during these last moments.

Appreciate the scenery, take it all in if it's your final journey.
 
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notforl0ng

notforl0ng

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Feb 19, 2024
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Sending you all the hugs and love. How long will you be travelling for? I'm around for a little while if you want someone to talk to during these last moments.

Appreciate the scenery, take it all in if it's your final journey.
It should take me around an hour and a half at most to get there. Just vibing right now, I have my music on everything's cool. My big regret is not being able to explain to my family what I'm doing. They aren't going to be surprised, but I know all of the stages of grief and there's easier ways to make some of them pass by. Not that I'll care in a couple hours. I'm just watching the sun go through the clouds for the first time in a while, even though everything is brown and gray it's still pretty.
 
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inmyhead

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What kind of music are you listening to?

That sounds like a really pretty view. How far is the location from your home? What type of place are you jumping from?
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best of luck in your plans, farewell.
 
Dliena

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Eternal peace prevail for ya. Adios.
 
throneofdispair03

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Jan 10, 2024
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It was always very nice to read your posts. I hope to see you on the other side, friend.
 
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Tears in Rain

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Dec 12, 2023
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I'm on the train, then I'll catch the bus to where I'm going to CTB by jumping. I've had a few drinks already and was gonna make a long drawn out post explaining why I'm doing it, but it's probably not necessary. When I'm close enough to do it I'll be posting the exact location, you guys can confirm the spot and cross my name out if it pleases you.

At least I'll get to say I flied before I died 😎

Keep on keeping on, all of you, even if it's until you decide to CTB. There's some cool things worth experiencing in life.
All the best on that final journey, go in peace!
 
vak

vak

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Feb 13, 2024
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I'm sorry to see you go. I remember your story and was hoping things would turn better for you. I wish you a safe and painless journey 🕊️
 
hikikomorizombie

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Jan 15, 2024
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although we haven't interacted, you're 1 of the v v few users that i enjoy seeing posts from; so it sucks to see u go, but i'm glad that u sound calm. enjoy ur bus ride & ur final hour, i hope everything goes according to plan🫂good luck sweetpea<3
 
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tsumihoroboshi

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Oct 31, 2023
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Agreed with above, we've never interacted but I liked seeing your posts.
You'll be free from this pain of existence soon at least. I wish you lots of peace. 💫
 
notforl0ng

notforl0ng

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Feb 19, 2024
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I'm on the final bus now y'all. Had to do some sightseeing as I haven't been in this city for a few years. Hard to find places to drink with all this civilization lol.
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Millwood overpass in east York, Ontario is my choice. Wish me luck. Nerves are getting the better of me. Look for a 24 year old on the local news if they care to report it. Peace out y'all.
Update: there's a suicide prevention barrier here that wasn't in recent photographs a couple months ago.This puts a damper on things huh
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Jan 2, 2023
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No one should have to go through this.

Having to go alone, far away from home and in a brutal way in order to have peace.

People should have the right to be surrounded by their loved ones as they say goodbye to this world.

Damn controlling governments.

I hope you find what you want in whatever you choose.
 
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notforl0ng

notforl0ng

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Feb 19, 2024
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I'm sitting hammered in the subway station watching trains fly by. It might be the way to go as against the idea of harming others as I am. If I don't reply within two days you can imagine what happened. Im determined. At the very least I'm not freezing anymore
 
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Malaria

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God speed. May you find peace from your suffering.
 
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Jan 10, 2024
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i hope you find peace in whichever way you find.
 
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hope you get the peace your looking for
 
UnwillingSavior

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Nov 2, 2023
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Good luck and farewell, should you choose to ctb. I hope youll stop hurting soon...
 
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Safe travels! I hope you find peace! Good luck!
 
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I'm so sad I missed this, but I couldn't find any betters to convey other than what I already said to notforlong but I hope he found peace.
 
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Mar 11, 2020
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"Injury on tracks/track level" (suicide code) not long after OP's last seen time. If this was them, I hope they found their peace.

 
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rozeske

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"Injury on tracks/track level" (suicide code) not long after OP's last seen time. If this was them, I hope they found their peace.


This is very sad that anyone had to resort to this kind of brutal method. I thought OP was going with the SN method. I hope they didn't feel any pain and have found their peace.
Rest easy @notforl0ng 🕊
 
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Linda

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We have to help people find a better way than this. I have made many posts on this site, but have never started a thread myself. Perhaps that needs to change. Does anyone think an informative thread on hypothermia, which is the method I will use when my time comes, is needed? It's a peaceful way to go. And even totalitarian governments will find it difficult to ban cold weather. If enough people feel that such a thread is needed, I will start one.
 
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i'm more bothered about the train driver.....hope he didn't witness it.
 
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The Schizoid

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It should take me around an hour and a half at most to get there. Just vibing right now, I have my music on everything's cool. My big regret is not being able to explain to my family what I'm doing. They aren't going to be surprised, but I know all of the stages of grief and there's easier ways to make some of them pass by. Not that I'll care in a couple hours. I'm just watching the sun go through the clouds for the first time in a while, even though everything is brown and gray it's still pretty.
Keep us posted bro?

Are you UK, US at least tell us that? I'm UK
 
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MyChoiceAlone

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Jul 23, 2023
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i thought i read that he was looking to buy sn.. then i see a post about jumping and now this XD
 
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The Schizoid

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Oct 24, 2023
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This is very sad that anyone had to resort to this kind of brutal method. I thought OP was going with the SN method. I hope they didn't feel any pain and have found their peace.
Rest easy @notforl0ng 🕊
Are you sure it's the same place? Says on his profile last seen 1:03am which is 2 mins after he posted last.
 
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