Discussion Goodbye thread (hopefully)

[Praestat_Mori]

We have to help people find a better way than this. I have made many posts on this site, but have never started a thread myself. Perhaps that needs to change. Does anyone think an informative thread on hypothermia, which is the method I will use when my time comes, is needed? It's a peaceful way to go. And even totalitarian governments will find it difficult to ban cold weather. If enough people feel that such a thread is needed, I will start one.

There are many hypothermia threads on here. There also seems to be an old "official thread" https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/official-hypothermia-thread.20384/ I recall a thread from last summer where a user describes how they failed their attempt, need to search it. Ik the end of hypothermia is most likely peaceful but to reach that stage is probably very unpleasant. 10-15°C are already very uncomfortable for me but they most likely r not enough for hypothermia.

 

[The Schizoid]

"Injury on tracks/track level" (suicide code) not long after OP's last seen time. If this was them, I hope they found their peace.

Replies seem to indicate it wasn't a suicide -

 

[Linda]

There are many hypothermia threads on here. There also seems to be an old "official thread" https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/official-hypothermia-thread.20384/ I recall a thread from last summer where a user describes how they failed their attempt, need to search it. Ik the end of hypothermia is most likely peaceful but to reach that stage is probably very unpleasant. 10-15°C are already very uncomfortable for me but they most likely r not enough for hypothermia.

Thanks for the link. I had a look at that thread - and found a post of my own on it, which must be one of the earliest posts I ever made on this site. I dont think that thread is particularly good on useful, factual information, but if the subject has already been extensively discussed there is no point doing it all again. I'll hold off from starting a new thread, at least for the moment.

Perhaps we all respond differently to the cold. My husband dislikes it intensely. I know, from being out in the wilds a lot when I was younger, that it doesn't bother me nearly so much - though I vividly recall a rather unpleasant night at some insanely low temperature, when I was camping, alone, in the arctic in winter. Even two heavy, down sleeping bags, one inside the other, weren't very effective at keeping the cold out. Wish I was young enough to do crazy stuff like that again.

 

[FallingGrace]

Replies seem to indicate it wasn't a suicide -

Perhaps in the way it happened, it appeared that way. Otherwise, it's an incredible coincidence. But I think the line would have been closed for much longer if an attempted murder or even murder by a second party did in fact occur. The line was closed for the usual time clean-up takes (2 hours). Although I don't hope for either scenario, I always go by the adage of when you hear hoofbeats, think horses not zebras. "Injury on the tracks" is TTC code for suicide, otherwise "medical emergency" or "security risk" would have been used. OP was inebriated so their movements may have looked unintentional.

 

[LifeIsCrazyNemb]

I'm sitting hammered in the subway station watching trains fly by. It might be the way to go as against the idea of harming others as I am. If I don't reply within two days you can imagine what happened. Im determined. At the very least I'm not freezing anymore

You are brave! See you soon on the other side.

 

[Tears in Rain]

Replies seem to indicate it wasn't a suicide -

It says alleged push. Not certain it wasn't a suicide yet.

 

[Relic]

It says alleged push. Not certain it wasn't a suicide yet.

I think they will do everything they can to avoid saying "suicide." Because it does not happen with trains, everyone knows that. Only SN.
But seriously, what are the chances? Same place apparently, 45 minutes after he said he's determined. I would absolutely love to see him back here saying that he will give life another shot. But all delusions aside, how many jumpers/pushers has there to be in Canada to be someone else?

 

[LifeIsCrazyNemb]

Perhaps in the way it happened, it appeared that way. Otherwise, it's an incredible coincidence. But I think the line would have been closed for much longer if an attempted murder or even murder by a second party did in fact occur. The line was closed for the usual time clean-up takes (2 hours). Although I don't hope for either scenario, I always go by the adage of when you hear hoofbeats, think horses not zebras. "Injury on the tracks" is TTC code for suicide, otherwise "medical emergency" or "security risk" would have been used. OP was inebriated so their movements may have looked unintentional.

Yes makes sense.

I think they will do everything they can to avoid saying "suicide." Because it does not happen with trains, everyone knows that. Only SN.
But seriously, what are the chances? Same place apparently, 45 minutes after he said he's determined. I would absolutely love to see him back here saying that he will give life another shot. But all delusions aside, how many jumpers/pushers has there to be in Canada to be someone else?

Yes, looks like he's gone. Its in Toronto so thats not common, very unlikey to be a coincidence.
He's in peace now

 

[heisenberg]

rest in peace. i hope you found the peace you deserve <3

 

[The Schizoid]

This is very sad that anyone had to resort to this kind of brutal method. I thought OP was going with the SN method. I hope they didn't feel any pain and have found their peace.
Rest easy @notforl0ng 🕊

Sounds like he went by train death despite telling me he was against it on my thread.

No judgement though, it's my preferred method.

 

[LifeIsCrazyNemb]

We have to help people find a better way than this. I have made many posts on this site, but have never started a thread myself. Perhaps that needs to change. Does anyone think an informative thread on hypothermia, which is the method I will use when my time comes, is needed? It's a peaceful way to go. And even totalitarian governments will find it difficult to ban cold weather. If enough people feel that such a thread is needed, I will start one.

Hello could you please elaborate this thread? Surely it will help the comunity, there is no much detailed info about it. And i can see most part of users are located in North America or Europe, so extreme could weather is not a problem.

 

[hopeless08]

I'm on the train, then I'll catch the bus to where I'm going to CTB by jumping. I've had a few drinks already and was gonna make a long drawn out post explaining why I'm doing it, but it's probably not necessary. When I'm close enough to do it I'll be posting the exact location, you guys can confirm the spot and cross my name out if it pleases you.

At least I'll get to say I flied before I died

Keep on keeping on, all of you, even if it's until you decide to CTB. There's some cool things worth experiencing in life

I'm on the train, then I'll catch the bus to where I'm going to CTB by jumping. I've had a few drinks already and was gonna make a long drawn out post explaining why I'm doing it, but it's probably not necessary. When I'm close enough to do it I'll be posting the exact location, you guys can confirm the spot and cross my name out if it pleases you.

At least I'll get to say I flied before I died

Keep on keeping on, all of you, even if it's until you decide to CTB. There's some cool things worth experiencing in life.

I hope you find peace and don't have to suffer anymore. I'm glad that at least you feel calm and peaceful in your final moments.

 

[FallingGrace]

Updating to include this Reddit comment and thread. I will warn that this is graphic, but so was the method chosen.

 

[FloodedForest]

Rest in peace, I hope it was quick. While I'm not sure I could put someone else in a situation like this, it probably can have some very lasting effects for those directly involved. But at the same time, once you're gone, you're gone. You know longer have to care about what state you left behind.

 

[The Schizoid]

Wow man. Stuff like that above really reminds you that people on this forum are genuinely killing themselves.
Just goes to show you people choose train death because it's quick. This guy tried to talk me out of train death on my other threads

It's sad because if there were just an assisted suicide service, he could have died privately in a non-brutal way.

 

[Meteora]

I see this thread too late. Wish I could ve said goodbye to you. Now you re gone. Hope you re released from all the burden.

 

[Z-A]

Farewell

 

[Macc_Lad_71]

poor effort.....you really shouldn't do that to innocent people !

I'm sitting hammered in the subway station watching trains fly by. It might be the way to go as against the idea of harming others as I am. If I don't reply within two days you can imagine what happened. Im determined. At the very least I'm not freezing anymore

looks like you did harm others!

 

[tbroken]

poor effort.....you really shouldn't do that to innocent people !

looks like you did harm others!

He could not do it in a different way apparently. He did not want to loose his mind and skip a good opportunity.

 

[Tears in Rain]

poor effort.....you really shouldn't do that to innocent people !

looks like you did harm others!

He was saying the exact same thing as you just a day before he ctb. I guess desperate people do desperate things.

It's definitely a brave method. I'd suffer for a lifetime before trying it, though. Nobody should have to clean bits of your brain, shit, guts, skull, and every other bit of your inside off the tracks and train itself.

Definitely not. I just have empathy for other people while I'm still among the living. There's no professional job description for "scrape brain matter off the tracks", no train engineer or railroad employee wants to see a mangled corpse like that. It won't even look human anymore. There's better ways.

Even still, it's not like my method is any better. I'm gonna be jumping today and the mess from that isn't much better. A fair bit, but not much.

 

[tbroken]

He was saying the exact same thing as you just a day before he ctb. I guess desperate people do desperate things.

Yes, i would also thank OP for sharing all those info, risking to compromise his plan.

 

[R_N]

I try not to be affected considering nature of this place but this one hit different. One day he was in a thread talking about video games he planned to play and then something happened that pushed him over the edge soon after.

Man.

 

[Relic]

I try not to be affected considering nature of this place but this one hit different.

You can multiply it times ten. It's much more painful than it looks, as far as his reasons go.

 

[laydeeink2]

I'm sitting hammered in the subway station watching trains fly by. It might be the way to go as against the idea of harming others as I am. If I don't reply within two days you can imagine what happened. Im determined. At the very least I'm not freezing anymore

I remember seeing your posts and I think we've chatted shortly! See you again !

 

[restless.dreams]

This is heartbreaking. I wish there was a better way. Rest in peace <3

 

[Morte]

poor effort.....you really shouldn't do that to innocent people !

looks like you did harm others!

Why should he care? It is very likely that everyone on that train is pro-life and would be against euthanasia. Society, along with government, creates this horror by blocking all our peaceful methods such as nembutal and sn. Now they pay the price. I dont give a damm either and im glad op is finally free from his torment.

 

[superwacki]

:( r.i.p

 

[The Schizoid]

@RainAndSadness Why is this guys name not crossed out yet. Seems clear he CTB'd via train, not been logged on since the time it happened.

Why should he care? It is very likely that everyone on that train is pro-life and would be against euthanasia. Society, along with government, creates this horror by blocking all our peaceful methods such as nembutal and sn. Now they pay the price. I dont give a damm either and im glad op is finally free from his torment.

I think if a better option is available like Assisted CTB or euth or maybe guns then people should go for that option. But if not then train is good.

 

[iloverachel]

Just read through this whole thread and I feel heartbroken. At least you are finally at peace my friend

 

[theboy]

RIP