goodbye? Taking SN (without AEs, for science)

[DyingToDie123]

I've never written a goodbye thread with any of my attempts before but I feel like I've got a shot this time so here we go.

No food for almost 36 hours. Nothing to drink for 5 hours, except some water to take the Tylenol with. I'm a little nervous, but excited-nervous. I have an email drafted that I plan to schedule-send to the police 8 hours after ingestion so they can rescue my dog if I succeed (who will be closed in a separate room - I'm very sad I won't be able to cuddle him as I go out). I know attempting without AEs is risky but I'm running out of time unfortunately. And I've never been more ready.

I appreciate this community more than you all will ever know. I wish I had more words to say what you all mean to me. You all have been so validating and helpful and a bright spot in this journey through hell. Thank you, so so much, for listening and understanding and being there when the rest of the people in my life weren't. If I had any money I would leave it all with SaSu but alas, I am very in debt.

Keep up the good fight.

(I will deactivate my account right before ingestion and reactivate if I fail/chicken.)

 

[bambibambam]

oh my, no ae's huh? :( i'm so sorry that it's come to this… i can feel the desperation in your message and i hope it's peaceful for you. i am sending you so much love ♡

 

[Aprilfarewell4]

I've never written a goodbye thread with any of my attempts before but I feel like I've got a shot this time so here we go.

No food for almost 36 hours. Nothing to drink for 5 hours, except some water to take the Tylenol with. I'm a little nervous, but excited-nervous. I have an email drafted that I plan to schedule-send to the police 8 hours after ingestion so they can rescue my dog if I succeed (who will be closed in a separate room - I'm very sad I won't be able to cuddle him as I go out). I know attempting without AEs is risky but I'm running out of time unfortunately. And I've never been more ready.

I appreciate this community more than you all will ever know. I wish I had more words to say what you all mean to me. You all have been so validating and helpful and a bright spot in this journey through hell. Thank you, so so much, for listening and understanding and being there when the rest of the people in my life weren't. If I had any money I would leave it all with SaSu but alas, I am very in debt.

Keep up the good fight.

(I will deactivate my account right before ingestion and reactivate if I fail/chicken.)

I don't think you can deactivate your account, only close it and once you do that you have to sign up all over again.. someone correct me if I'm wrong about that..
regular antacid might help even if you don't have AE specifically

 

[painoflife]

We are here with you if you need us

 

[Mi Mi]

I've never written a goodbye thread with any of my attempts before but I feel like I've got a shot this time so here we go.

No food for almost 36 hours. Nothing to drink for 5 hours, except some water to take the Tylenol with. I'm a little nervous, but excited-nervous. I have an email drafted that I plan to schedule-send to the police 8 hours after ingestion so they can rescue my dog if I succeed (who will be closed in a separate room - I'm very sad I won't be able to cuddle him as I go out). I know attempting without AEs is risky but I'm running out of time unfortunately. And I've never been more ready.

I appreciate this community more than you all will ever know. I wish I had more words to say what you all mean to me. You all have been so validating and helpful and a bright spot in this journey through hell. Thank you, so so much, for listening and understanding and being there when the rest of the people in my life weren't. If I had any money I would leave it all with SaSu but alas, I am very in debt.

Keep up the good fight.

(I will deactivate my account right before ingestion and reactivate if I fail/chicken.)

I go back and forth with God
Does he exist
Does he not
If he does why
Im thinking of also just taking SN alone
My time is running out
Pleased cover them as they transition
They seek peace that couldn't be here
With Tears In My Eyes I hope you cross over with as much light and love as possible
Amen

 

[DyingToDie123]

I don't think you can deactivate your account, only close it and once you do that you have to sign up all over again.. someone correct me if I'm wrong about that..
regular antacid might help even if you don't have AE specifically

There's a disable account button under the profile menu. I did it several times when I tried inert gas and reactivated without a problem. I think you have 3 days to log in again before you lose your account forever.

 

[Aprilfarewell4]

There's a disable account button under the profile menu. I did it several times when I tried inert gas and reactivated without a problem. I think you have 3 days to log in again before you lose your account forever.

Oh I didn't know that. Listen, it doesn't really matter, I just hope things go okay for you. I just wanted to make sure you could let the community know what happens and didn't have some process you had to go through to sign back up.
You are very brave. You're not alone.

 

[mehdone]

I hope you find peace.

 

[Kurai]

It was nice chatting with you @DyingToDie123 I wish you good luck with your plans and hope you find peace

 

[Mea Culpa]

I hope everything will go ok, I'll miss you :(

 

[divinemistress36]

Peace on your journey <3

 

[Daughter of Sorrow]

I hope that whatever happens, you find comfort and peace.

 

[Dliena]

I wish you eternity of blissful euphoric peace be forever without anymore suffer to be present again!

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I hope that the peace you seek will finally be realized. Farewell fellow traveller.

 

[iloverachel]

Good luck my friend
We appreciate you too and will miss you
Hope is its painless and you are free from suffering

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm sorry life has brought you to this point. I hope you find peace.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I hope you had a peaceful journey. Safe travels and good luck where ever you r now. I hope you found peace.

 

[justcallmeJ]

I hope you find the peace you are wishing for, best wishes <3

 

[4am]

sn could work without aes?

 

[rozeske]

I hope you have found your peace. Rest easy kind soul 🕊

 

[EyesOfNight]

sn could work without aes?

Yes, I think there have been users who successfully CTB without AEs. SN can also fail with AEs.

 

[FakeSmileGuy]

Goodbye man, wish you luck. Lots of love❤

 

[goodoldnoname923]

Would've loved to gotten to know you OP but i hope you've found your peace and desperate to join you soon

 

[FuneralCry]

Farewell, I wish you the best and I hope that you find the freedom you search for.

 

[Unknown21]

Well, I think it will be a little more difficult, but it is still possible. SN is very deadly if there is a high percentage of purity. Keep it down as much as you can. Prepare about 4 cups. If you vomit, be sure to drink reserve doses. I wish you peace.

 

[WoNkEy_DoNkEy]

I don't think you can deactivate your account, only close it and once you do that you have to sign up all over again.. someone correct me if I'm wrong about that..
regular antacid might help even if you don't have AE specifically

I'll correct you @Aprilfarewell4 . Yes a deactivated account can be reactivated by the mods. Its been done for @Abyssal recently. Say hi aby

 

[Abyssal]

I'll correct you @Aprilfarewell4 . Yes a deactivated account can be reactivated by the mods. Its been done for @Abyssal recently. Say hi aby

Hi! @Aprilfarewell4 Yeah I got my account reactivated by asking a mod after creating a new account and asking after creating a separate account and conveying how I got some DMs from people who worried about my wellbeing that I wished to respond to. I'd talk to a mod in advance before doing anything like that though, since I believe I was a unique circumstance. You can also say something when you write your reasoning for deactivating your account, but I would just speak with a mod to be safe.

I tried to get my account back 3 times and it wasn't until I made a new account that I got it back so it's not that simple.

 

[Aprilfarewell4]

Hi! @Aprilfarewell4 Yeah I got my account reactivated by asking a mod after creating a new account and asking after creating a separate account and conveying how I got some DMs from people who worried about my wellbeing that I wished to respond to. I'd talk to a mod in advance before doing anything like that though, since I believe I was a unique circumstance. You can also say something when you write your reasoning for deactivating your account, but I would just speak with a mod to be safe.

I tried to get my account back 3 times and it wasn't until I made a new account that I got it back so it's not that simple.

Thank you
I was asking for the author of this post though because they were talking about deactivating theirs, I'll keep what you said in mind but I'm not planning on deactivating mine even when I kill myself.

 

[Abyssal]

Thank you
I was asking for the author of this post though because they were talking about deactivating theirs, I'll keep what you said in mind but I'm not planning on deactivating mine even when I kill myself.

Gotcha, I just read my mention tbh

 

[Aprilfarewell4]

Does anyone have an update on this person?