Allright, I guess this is it. (Final goodbye)

[LastBitOfJoy]

I already posted a goodbye thread before this one, but stupidly couldn't overcome SI so it didn't work out. Now I realise I wish I did it at that time, because I am realizing my life only gets worse everyday.

People are same, nobody cares about you really unless they get something from you. Even your family will judge and blame you the moment you stop giving something to them.

Well I'm done, I'm getting out of your life, all of you, go on without me because I can't keep up with your bullshit anymore, everyday I lied to you, because you are so ignorant you wouldn't understand single bit how I feel.

Survival instinct was the only that kept me alive until to this day, I will happily drink the SN this time.

I don't want to be alive anymore, I don't have that energy, everyday I have to brutally push myself to get out of bed, I don't want to get a job, I don't want to get a driver license, I hate this life and every part of it with my soul.

I am looking at it this way, I am going to die someday anyway, so me dying right now is not that different than me having the hell in the earth from the people around me, experiencing the huge economic struggle thanks to my country, everything going downhill and me dying much more painfully someday in the future as a grown adult.

This time no, you won't get me, you won't keep making me suffer. I am getting out of it.

I will be taking SN with 8 hours fasting, it will be 7 hours from now on. Hopefully this time for real.

I had enough!

 

[FuneralCry]

Farewell, I hope that you find freedom from all the suffering.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Good luck with your plan. May you find peace! Safe travels! Farewell!

 

[Dliena]

I'm sorry for your sufferings and hope you can finally find true peace and bliss.

 

[M1sT]

Bon Voyage Mate, I hope you have a safe journey after you gulp it down.

 

[rozeske]

Good luck with your plans. I hope you find the peace and freedom you are searching for

 

[losing hope]

good luck!

 

[Princess_Kitty]

I'm sorry it's come to this. Good luck and hope you find everlasting peace

 

[imdepressed999]

I know how you feel, I am 23 and do not want a job either. I am not lazy but, i just do not see the point of slaving myself away for the next 50 years. I do not see the point of suffering any longer. Even if the best opportunity came my way i would still choose to CTB because i know my mood swings will destroy it anyway. My family has been supportive but even they are getting tired of me. I am so tired soooo done. Ill be joining you soon my friend.

 

[Some place nice]

I hope you can find the peace and happiness that you deserve, goodbye.

 

[ForgottenAgain]

That really sounds exhausting, I'm sorry your life has been hell... I hope you can find the peace and rest you deserve, either in this world or the next. Wishing you best of luck, you're very brave

 

[throneofdispair03]

Farwell, friend. I hope everything goes smoothly and you find the peace you search for.

 

[Kasumi]

Take care.
I feel your post so much, having to lie 24/7 slowly sucks the life out of me.
It's sad but it's real, most people don't care, but they love to pretend. And it's impossible to talk to them when they're selfish and ignorant.
It's just not possible to live with those people around ..unless you're one of them, which would be equal to erasing your self.

Safe travels and may you find your peace ♡

 

[Gonnerr]

Goodbye, i hope you exit peacefully.

Per ardua mortem.

 

[UKscotty]

Good luck!

 

[Wistful]

Rest well.

 

[missmiseery]

I hope you find your peace. Rest easy <3

 

[drinkthenectar]

I already posted a goodbye thread before this one, but stupidly couldn't overcome SI so it didn't work out. Now I realise I wish I did it at that time, because I am realizing my life only gets worse everyday.

People are same, nobody cares about you really unless they get something from you. Even your family will judge and blame you the moment you stop giving something to them.

Well I'm done, I'm getting out of your life, all of you, go on without me because I can't keep up with your bullshit anymore, everyday I lied to you, because you are so ignorant you wouldn't understand single bit how I feel.

Survival instinct was the only that kept me alive until to this day, I will happily drink the SN this time.

I don't want to be alive anymore, I don't have that energy, everyday I have to brutally push myself to get out of bed, I don't want to get a job, I don't want to get a driver license, I hate this life and every part of it with my soul.

I am looking at it this way, I am going to die someday anyway, so me dying right now is not that different than me having the hell in the earth from the people around me, experiencing the huge economic struggle thanks to my country, everything going downhill and me dying much more painfully someday in the future as a grown adult.

This time no, you won't get me, you won't keep making me suffer. I am getting out of it.

I will be taking SN with 8 hours fasting, it will be 7 hours from now on. Hopefully this time for real.

I had enough!

Best of luck. I wish you all the best and congratulations on your willfull determination.