I managed to get a job. Part time. Absolute shit pay and hours. And somehow things look even worse than before.
Because it's embarrassing, honestly. A whole 10 hours a week for $10/hr (which is going to get eaten by taxes…).
So now I'll just get to go "no I don't have enough money for anything" and feel like a piece of shit all the time because I'm not ever going to be able to move out or buy my own groceries. Forget spending money on frivolous things. Guilt city.
It's the only place I heard back from though. So fuck if I didn't take it.
I don't feel like I fit anywhere anymore. I don't have friends. As much as I'd like to make some, being perceived feels like a crime right now.
So if things don't get better by time my birthday rolls around (December), I'm ending it.
It's a reasonable amount of time.
Because it's embarrassing, honestly. A whole 10 hours a week for $10/hr (which is going to get eaten by taxes…).
So now I'll just get to go "no I don't have enough money for anything" and feel like a piece of shit all the time because I'm not ever going to be able to move out or buy my own groceries. Forget spending money on frivolous things. Guilt city.
It's the only place I heard back from though. So fuck if I didn't take it.
I don't feel like I fit anywhere anymore. I don't have friends. As much as I'd like to make some, being perceived feels like a crime right now.
So if things don't get better by time my birthday rolls around (December), I'm ending it.
It's a reasonable amount of time.
