rottenflesh

rottenflesh

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Jan 8, 2024
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Hi, i'm rob, 19. I'm in a hotel right now, getting ready to drink SN(which is 98% pure). i was fasting since 8pm from last night but my fatass couldnt resist a slice of thin bread in the morning so ive been fasting for 12 hours, i was planning on 24 but okay. i'm following the guide so i'll be doing the 20gm x 50ml. I'll let you guys know how i feel after drinking it!

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Dliena

Dliena

𝚂𝚂 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝙽𝚘. 43,53?
Dec 22, 2023
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Farewells to ya Rob if this is it! And safe travels with an abundance of nothing but sweet eternal tranquil peace!❤️
 
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karmaisabitch

karmaisabitch

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Mar 25, 2024
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I'm looking for SN too, good luck to you!
 
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waRmblanket

waRmblanket

she/her - trying my best, hoping it’s enough.
Mar 16, 2023
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good luck Rob, i hope you find your peace. safe travels, wishing you the only outcome you'd want.
 
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tbroken

tbroken

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Feb 22, 2024
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RIP my friend.
 
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vak

vak

In recovery 🤞
Feb 13, 2024
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Hi Rob, I wish you peaceful journey 🕊️ I'm sorry the life hasn't been kind to you and I wish your struggles were over, one way or the other.
 
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rottenflesh

rottenflesh

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REALLY SALTY!! i started gagging seconds after drinking. DRY throat, shaking, fast heartbeat, nausea. I hope my girlfriend forgives me
 
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AnAnonymousCrow

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Apr 19, 2024
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Good luck Rob. I hope you have a wonderful sleep, and if you dream, I hope that they're of the wonderful things that you were either denied or deprived of.
 
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rottenflesh

rottenflesh

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Jan 8, 2024
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THROWING UP A LOT JESUS
 
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karmaisabitch

karmaisabitch

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Mar 25, 2024
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are you ok? If you are in too much pain go to the hospital!
 
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LunarLight

LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
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I hope you find peace... Godspeed and farewell, see you on the other side.
 
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karmaisabitch

karmaisabitch

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Mar 25, 2024
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REALLY SALTY!! i started gagging seconds after drinking. DRY throat, shaking, fast heartbeat, nausea. I hope my girlfriend forgives me
This sound very scary and painful! I don't know you but I hope you're not in pain.
 
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stoplmp

stoplmp

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Mar 30, 2024
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Good luck on your journey brother (Boa sorte irmão)

wouldn't be surprised to see you/your attempt on the news tomorrow

If it appears on the news I will keep everyone updated.
 
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tekroy006

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Oct 17, 2023
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Hey! Never had the opportunity to meet you, but i think we have a lot in common and that you're really cool... anyways, hope you achieve the relief you want. BTW, he's probably gone by now, guys, if everything went as planned.
 
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momento.mori

Wake me up next year...
Mar 18, 2024
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If it's too painful and uncomfortable then you can always call the ambulance. You shouldn't have to ctb and be so miserable, nobody will judge you.
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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Not sure what happened, but home you are without pain and have found only peace.
 
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stoplmp

stoplmp

Not happy
Mar 30, 2024
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OH MY GOD. I WAS LOOKING THROUGH HIS POSTS AND HE BOUGHT THE SAME SN PACKAGE AS ME.

IT'S NOT PURE!!! IT'S NITRATE AT THE MOST

Oh man, if I only saw his post before he attempted it..... I can't believe this
 
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thealteredmind

thealteredmind

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Apr 2, 2024
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I don't know what to write when people post their goodbyes. I don't know what people will write when I post my own goodbye.
I feel sad reading this, this forum where we decide to end our lives... it's ... it breaks my heart.

goodbye
 
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another_user

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I hope you are at peace now and didn't suffer too much leaving. I am very sorry things went this way and wish peace for you and healing for your brother and girlfriend.
 
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momento.mori

Wake me up next year...
Mar 18, 2024
157
OH MY GOD. I WAS LOOKING THROUGH HIS POSTS AND HE BOUGHT THE SAME SN PACKAGE AS ME.

IT'S NOT PURE!!! IT'S NITRATE AT THE MOST

Oh man, if I only saw his post before he attempted it..... I can't believe this
It sounds like he's miserable sick and it's not going well 😢
 
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TotallyTerrible

TotallyTerrible

she/her
Apr 14, 2024
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OH MY GOD. I WAS LOOKING THROUGH HIS POSTS AND HE BOUGHT THE SAME SN PACKAGE AS ME.

IT'S NOT PURE!!! IT'S NITRATE AT THE MOST

Oh man, if I only saw his post before he attempted it..... I can't believe this
what happens then?
 
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stoplmp

stoplmp

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Mar 30, 2024
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OH MY GOD. I WAS LOOKING THROUGH HIS POSTS AND HE BOUGHT THE SAME SN PACKAGE AS ME.

IT'S NOT PURE!!! IT'S NITRATE AT THE MOST

Oh man, if I only saw his post before he attempted it..... I can't believe this
Now I'm really worried for him. He will probably end up in the hospital. He bought it from the same seller as me, came from the same lab, and very likely from the same marketplace, and 1 hour before he took it I made a post saying that the SN I purchased was not pure enough. (Nitrate concentration is much higher than nitrite)

It's the same SN that he just took.



I can't imagine what's happening with him right now.
 
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LunarLight

LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
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OH MY GOD. I WAS LOOKING THROUGH HIS POSTS AND HE BOUGHT THE SAME SN PACKAGE AS ME.

IT'S NOT PURE!!! IT'S NITRATE AT THE MOST

Oh man, if I only saw his post before he attempted it..... I can't believe this
Oh shit...
 
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stoplmp

stoplmp

Not happy
Mar 30, 2024
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what happens then?
I do not know. The SN he purchased (and I also did) doesn't have a high amount of purity, not even near the necessary.

He must be through a lot of pain (I REALLY HOPE HE'S NOT)
 
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Aprilfarewell4

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Apr 9, 2024
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His SASU info says he was last seen 52 minutes ago managing account details...OP??
 
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restlessdream3r

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Apr 12, 2024
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Oh no. I really hope he is okay ☹️
 
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karmaisabitch

karmaisabitch

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Mar 25, 2024
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If it's too painful and uncomfortable then you can always call the ambulance. You shouldn't have to ctb and be so miserable, nobody will judge you.

I don't know what to write when people post their goodbyes. I don't know what people will write when I post my own goodbye.
I feel sad reading this, this forum where we decide to end our lives... it's ... it breaks my heart.

goodbye
I feel the same!
 
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tekroy006

HKHIFs
Oct 17, 2023
21
OH MY GOD. I WAS LOOKING THROUGH HIS POSTS AND HE BOUGHT THE SAME SN PACKAGE AS ME.

IT'S NOT PURE!!! IT'S NITRATE AT THE MOST

Oh man, if I only saw his post before he attempted it..... I can't believe this
Yeah, I noticed it too, he said that he didn't even searched it, just bought, it's one of the cheapests and first options that pops up when you search: "Nitrito de Sódio" (considering that he is brazilian). But what do you think is going to happen to him? Not really into quemicals.
 
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LunarLight

LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
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I don't wanna sound annoying, but this is a plain example you should ALWAYS test your SN. ALWAYS.
 
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