About to drink SN - Goodbye.

[C_F]

Long journey to this final moment. I'm exiting via SN. My SN is four years old - so that is of concern. I'm using Meto. I've fasted for 20 hours. If I'm not back to update within a week, then you'll know my attempt was a successful one.

I'm feeling scared, sad, and relieved. Part of me wishes I can be saved somehow - even with minutes before I drink this SN. But I know this is what I need to do. I've felt suicidal for 25 years and have been certain I need to do this for 4 years. I'm also feeling lonely, which I don't usually feel in general. I just don't know where I'm "going", I'm going there alone, and it's scary.

I'm grateful to have had this forum and you guys over the years.

Goodbye all.

 

[thebelljarrr]

Farewell, may you find eternal peace

 

[Alexei_Kirillov]

Safe travels on your journey, may peace lie on the other side

 

[divinemistress36]

Peace on your journey <3

 

[Beyond_Repair]

Safe travels, I hope you find peace and rest

 

[Suicidebydeath]

I'm sorry for your suffering and I hope you find peace!

 

[evannave]

goodbye friend!

 

[escape_from_hell]

Peaceful travels.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Only peace to you fellow traveler. May all your suffering ended.

 

[Myforevercharlie]

A little candle burns for you. May it's light guide your soul to love and peace.

 

[Timothy7dff]

Good luck

 

[notevenhere]

Take care, I hope you find peace.

 

[tpboy]

On the other side!

 

[justcallmeJ]

Goodbye, I hope you have found peace <3

 

[rozeske]

Goodbye, I hope everything went the way you want it and I hope you have found your peace.

 

[melancholymallory03]

I'm wishing you peace and comfort on you're journey

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Safe travels and good luck! I hope you find peace!

 

[Coconut blue]

so sorry its come to this. wish u the best

 

[Circles]

I hate I didn't see this in time. May you find the peace you couldn't find in life and may the other side treat you more kindly. Peace be with you no matter whatever you chose to do.

 

[thot88]

Peace and relief for your anxiety

 

[FuneralCry]

Farewell, I hope that you find the freedom you search for.

 

[Optimu$]

Loneliness at the end is so understandable and makes me appreciate why some on here stream their suicide privately with others or just 1 person. No sadism just a desire to know you're being watched over in your final time on earth.

I hope everything goes exactly as you want it to, sorry that its come to this for you.

 

[Kurai]

Peace and good luck to you

 

[lizzywizzy09]

Peace be with you. We're there with you.

 

[thetruetato]

Rest in peace.

 

[cali22♡]

Goodbye <3

 

[billie]

I hope you found the peace you were looking for

 

[skar]

Rest in peace.

 

[Confront4283]

Rest in peace brave soldier. You were not alone, we are all there with you in spirit.

 

[TiredOfAllThis]

Hope you have finally found peace