hexd
I draw with silver, and it turns red.
- May 3, 2023
- 46
good afternoon sasu! im proud to announce that tonight (roughly nine hours from when im typing this) that im going to take my SN is a park.
throughout my entire life ive had this gloomy feeling always breathing down my neck, constantly weighing me down. i started SH at a young age and it kept my "suicidal urges" away, my parents would find out and i would be beaten, gaslighted, kicked out the house completely naked because "you need to man up" i lived my life constantly SHing since it did help.
i met amazing people, outside of here and inside here. i got to work at a young age.. becoming fluent in american sign a great tekken player, a top for honor player worldwide and so on. but this feeling would never disappear it only got stronger , and stronger im tired of wearing this stupid mask of this confident jack of all trades dude. im done crying for hours after a long stream, or a event.
i found this place after that really lame video and have never been more happy, majority of you guys are some of the greatest ive ever met in my life. i genuinely wish we met sooner.
i was able to revive my SN from here, and finally have a peaceful way to leave this planet. im not sure whats on the other side of this door, but ill really miss my animals, ffxiv, tekken, so much more.
i really wish i was able to push on to see the game "Big Walk" come out as its kinda always been my dream game i seriously hope that some of you will enjoy it for me. < 3
since this is my informal note, i would like to apologize to anybody ive hurt throughout the years and a thank you for the people who really did try to help me, i promised that this was gonna be the end result though.
a person only truly dies when their totally forgotten... and while i obviously will be someday i would appreciate if you guys think of me once in awhile. talking to some of you has been the highlight of this decade for me. :)
goodluck to my brother, Josh. I loved you more than words can even describe. sorry to disappoint you again i cant wait to see you again soon, i love you so much bro. my ghost or something will be the best man at your wedding, hah! ive made my vent/crybaby twitter account public too. 2000 posts ... i'll document my experience with SN there post by post if you're curious under @hexdcriesalot
goodbye forever friends, guests, trolls, etc goodluck on whatever your future endeavors are!!!!
oh and sasu mods if i don't update this thread or something by tmrw night then you can assume i succeeded in my wish.
anyway, if i had a outro song (that isnt it's raining tacos)
or komm susser todd :p
throughout my entire life ive had this gloomy feeling always breathing down my neck, constantly weighing me down. i started SH at a young age and it kept my "suicidal urges" away, my parents would find out and i would be beaten, gaslighted, kicked out the house completely naked because "you need to man up" i lived my life constantly SHing since it did help.
i met amazing people, outside of here and inside here. i got to work at a young age.. becoming fluent in american sign a great tekken player, a top for honor player worldwide and so on. but this feeling would never disappear it only got stronger , and stronger im tired of wearing this stupid mask of this confident jack of all trades dude. im done crying for hours after a long stream, or a event.
i found this place after that really lame video and have never been more happy, majority of you guys are some of the greatest ive ever met in my life. i genuinely wish we met sooner.
i was able to revive my SN from here, and finally have a peaceful way to leave this planet. im not sure whats on the other side of this door, but ill really miss my animals, ffxiv, tekken, so much more.
i really wish i was able to push on to see the game "Big Walk" come out as its kinda always been my dream game i seriously hope that some of you will enjoy it for me. < 3
since this is my informal note, i would like to apologize to anybody ive hurt throughout the years and a thank you for the people who really did try to help me, i promised that this was gonna be the end result though.
a person only truly dies when their totally forgotten... and while i obviously will be someday i would appreciate if you guys think of me once in awhile. talking to some of you has been the highlight of this decade for me. :)
goodluck to my brother, Josh. I loved you more than words can even describe. sorry to disappoint you again i cant wait to see you again soon, i love you so much bro. my ghost or something will be the best man at your wedding, hah! ive made my vent/crybaby twitter account public too. 2000 posts ... i'll document my experience with SN there post by post if you're curious under @hexdcriesalot
goodbye forever friends, guests, trolls, etc goodluck on whatever your future endeavors are!!!!
oh and sasu mods if i don't update this thread or something by tmrw night then you can assume i succeeded in my wish.
anyway, if i had a outro song (that isnt it's raining tacos)
or komm susser todd :p
I love you
