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nightlygem

nightlygem

La Joya
Sep 27, 2023
184
After being exposed to this post, I've gotta say I'm a bit creeped out. My father who passed away (ctb) was named Jacob, and his brother was also named Josh.
I'm deeply saddened to see someone go. After hearing his voice recording, I can only hope that he made it out alive.

Dear Hexd,
I hope you are free from your suffering, in one way or another. You are missed. ❤️
 
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ilovemydog

Member
Dec 15, 2021
58
Wishing you luck and freedom from suffering❤️‍🩹
 
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isa_nqra1

isa_nqra1

catching the bus soon
Jan 10, 2025
50
Ashamed i never got to meet you hex. I've been told many stories about you and you've impacted many people with your glowing personality and helping all those people from the club. I only joined a month late after you CBT and seen clips about the funeral they've held for you. You and I are have similar stories and i can't help but think of you. it's been a year and probably will join you shortly as soon as I get hands on my SN. I'm sorry you had to go through all this and I hope you find peace and tranquility. Foolish of me acting like you'll see this but it's what i would've said if I had the chance.
 
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bambibambam

bambibambam

𑄻𑄾 i’m on your side..!!
Jan 29, 2024
183
i still think of you, J (ㅠ‸ㅠ) ♡
i hope whatever's on the other side is treating you well.
 
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evilnkaa

evilnkaa

Till' Death Was Never Enough
Jun 24, 2024
32
good afternoon sasu! im proud to announce that tonight (roughly nine hours from when im typing this) that im going to take my SN is a park.

throughout my entire life ive had this gloomy feeling always breathing down my neck, constantly weighing me down. i started SH at a young age and it kept my "suicidal urges" away, my parents would find out and i would be beaten, gaslighted, kicked out the house completely naked because "you need to man up" i lived my life constantly SHing since it did help.
i met amazing people, outside of here and inside here. i got to work at a young age.. becoming fluent in american sign a great tekken player, a top for honor player worldwide and so on. but this feeling would never disappear it only got stronger , and stronger im tired of wearing this stupid mask of this confident jack of all trades dude. im done crying for hours after a long stream, or a event.

i found this place after that really lame video and have never been more happy, majority of you guys are some of the greatest ive ever met in my life. i genuinely wish we met sooner.
i was able to revive my SN from here, and finally have a peaceful way to leave this planet. im not sure whats on the other side of this door, but ill really miss my animals, ffxiv, tekken, so much more.
i really wish i was able to push on to see the game "Big Walk" come out as its kinda always been my dream game i seriously hope that some of you will enjoy it for me. < 3

since this is my informal note, i would like to apologize to anybody ive hurt throughout the years and a thank you for the people who really did try to help me, i promised that this was gonna be the end result though.

a person only truly dies when their totally forgotten... and while i obviously will be someday i would appreciate if you guys think of me once in awhile. talking to some of you has been the highlight of this decade for me. :)
goodluck to my brother, Josh. I loved you more than words can even describe. sorry to disappoint you again i cant wait to see you again soon, i love you so much bro. my ghost or something will be the best man at your wedding, hah! ive made my vent/crybaby twitter account public too. 2000 posts ... i'll document my experience with SN there post by post if you're curious under @hexdcriesalot

goodbye forever friends, guests, trolls, etc goodluck on whatever your future endeavors are!!!!

oh and sasu mods if i don't update this thread or something by tmrw night then you can assume i succeeded in my wish.

anyway, if i had a outro song (that isnt it's raining tacos)
or komm susser todd :p

I miss you so much jacob. I really wish you were here. Everyday has been so hard without you.
 
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