Going to take SN soon

[Ksmиda]

I've wanted to do this for years, and the day is finally here. I won't write paragraphs about my life and my problems but my main reasons for ctb are: Depression (obviously), no interest in continuing to live, and wanting to go to my afterlife.
I'm doing the 24 hour regimen - I stopped eating at 11:10am and took my first anti-em tablet, then another at 7:10pm, 3:10am and three at 10:30am.
I'm going to mix 25g of sn in about 50ml of water for two glasses, just in case. I'll drink the SN at about 11:10.

I just want to say thank you to everyone, you were all so friendly and understanding, you made the past year bearable, and I didn't feel as if I was going through this alone.
You are all wonderful people and don't deserve to be going through this.
You can check out my poems on my profile if you want, they might not be very good, but I hope someone will get something out of them.

If I'm not back in a week, then deactivate my account.

 

[rozeske]

I wish you the best and I hope everything works out the way you want it. I hope you find the peace you search for

 

[whywere]

Love and peace to you, my good friend and always around if anything ever changes.

Walter

 

[Ksmиda]

Ok gonna prepare the glasses now

 

[lizzywizzy09]

I'm so sorry life put you in this corner. I hope you find peace and am sending you the biggest hug right now.

 

[Ksmиda]

Ok gonna drink it now

 

[KidWhite]

Ok gonna prepare the glasses now

So you're going to drink SN now? If yes, can you write about how you feel?

 

[Ksmиda]

Very salty
Taste in my mouth and throat
Kinda burns in my throat
Heart beating fast idk if its the sn tho
Feeling kinda hot

 

[KidWhite]

Very salty
Taste in my mouth and throat
Kinda burns in my throat
Heart beating fast idk if its the sn tho
Feeling kinda hot

A burning sensation in the throat. Is it painful or just unpleasant?

 

[Ksmиda]

Burning in stomach, very slight nausea

A burning sensation in the throat. Is it painful or just unpleasant?

Unpleasant, it went away now

 

[doggiesarecute]

Burning in stomach, very slight nausea

Unpleasant, it went away now

How bad do you feel on a scale from 1 to 10?

 

[KidWhite]

Burning in stomach

Is it painful or just unpleasant?

 

[YosemiteGrrl]

Thank you so much for sharing your journey with us as you go. I wish for you a peaceful and swift passage.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I wish you all the best. Safe travels and good luck! I hope you find peace!

 

[Kta1994]

Be at peace now
I just saw they were only 18, that makes me sad, people failed them

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find the freedom you search for, best wishes.

 

[stuck_here]

I hope you are at peace now and free from all the suffering.

 

[thebelljarrr]

I hope you're sleeping well now

 

[Mi Mi]

I've wanted to do this for years, and the day is finally here. I won't write paragraphs about my life and my problems but my main reasons for ctb are: Depression (obviously), no interest in continuing to live, and wanting to go to my afterlife.
I'm doing the 24 hour regimen - I stopped eating at 11:10am and took my first anti-em tablet, then another at 7:10pm, 3:10am and three at 10:30am.
I'm going to mix 25g of sn in about 50ml of water for two glasses, just in case. I'll drink the SN at about 11:10.

I just want to say thank you to everyone, you were all so friendly and understanding, you made the past year bearable, and I didn't feel as if I was going through this alone.
You are all wonderful people and don't deserve to be going through this.
You can check out my poems on my profile if you want, they might not be very good, but I hope someone will get something out of them.

If I'm not back in a week, then deactivate my account.

Best wishes
Light and love

 

[Roadrunner]

Hope you found the peace you so crave

 

[Unknown21]

Oh friend, I read that with tears, I still remember the day you joined, I remember you and your avatar.
I wish you peace, I hope that SN will be merciful to you and that you will be transported safely to the afterlife. Goodbye

 

[hailspark]

I'll truly miss you my friend. I always enjoyed our conversations and your insights. I am so sorry it came to this but I hope you've found peace.

 

[Beyond_Repair]

Best wishes, hope you found peace and relief from your suffering

 

[blippy]

Hope you find peace sending you love on your journey

 

[Kurai]

wishing you peace hope all goes well for you

 

[AveMori]

I'm very sorry society did not treat you better. It's quite sad for suicide to be the only viable option, but I hope you found peace and won't suffer anymore. You had a family here in your last moments.

Free at last.

 

[dopaminedeath]

Rest in peace
Thank you for sharing

 

[sugarh1gh]

I came late, but wish you are peaceful now, finding all the freedoms from sorrow and scars.
Rest in peace.

 

[dweams]

I saw you post something in another thread and noticed the date in your signature.

Sleep well friend. :)