My final thoughts

[Shinji Ikari]

Dear Julia or Asuka
I hope while you're reading this, you've moved on from me, I hope you've found someone nice and someone who will treat you better then I ever did, I hope they show you love unlike what I did to you. All I did was throw my troubles onto you which might have deepened your own problems so I'll end your suffering with these words "Whenever we meet again in the after life, I hope you'll be able to forgive me. I'll love you for ever and even if I won't be here to watch you bloom into something great, I'll be watching you forever till the day you pass into the other life." So till then my sweet love. I'll be waiting at the gates of heaven for you to arrive at my side.
To my best friends josh, Gabe, and gauge. I'm sorry I couldn't be a better friend then some sorry piece of shit that always made stupid ass jokes, someone who couldn't take small jokes. I relayed on y'all a bit to much and I am sorry, I hope you three have a bright future and have kids of your own, I'll never experience something as great as that and that makes me dread taking my life even more but I have to do this, I can't do this shit anymore.
To my family, I'm glad I was able to meet y'all. I'm sorry that you won't be able to find this note till maybe years later but that's fine! I'm just glad that I was able to be brought into this amazing family and loved. Mom I'm sorry that my life ends here in a cowardly way, Dad I'm sorry I'll never be able to go fishing with you no more, Britney you were the strictest sister ever but you were also the funniest when you wanted to be so I'm glad I was able to meet you, Ines you were strict and funny but also willing to listen to what I had to say to you, tammy you were the best sister ever, you'd let me vent to you always and listen to my feelings so I'm sorry I didn't inform you on how I felt about myself, Jon, you're a dumbass and I hope you grow into someone great in the future, Bryson you'll have a great football career and I know you will, I'm glad you're my nephew, Adrian you won't know what's going on but know that I was your uncle and I am sorry you weren't able to get to know me like everyone else...just know that I love you and I'm sure you'll grow into a good young man one day. Everyone take care of each other and remember me please. I love you all and I'll be hanging around with uncle, grandma, grandpa, aunt tammy, and everyone else...I'll be waiting for you all but 'til we meet again guys!
also here is my outro songs!






If I don't edit this or come back online after a few days y'all know what to do with this account.
To everyone who will see this! I'm going out via the "night-night" method...I thank y'all and I wish you in the best goodbye.

 

[jellie]

this is so filled with love. i hope that my note can be as heartfelt as yours. i hope you find the peace you are seeking.

 

[3/4Dead]

I wish you peace,

 

[heisenberg]

good luck, i hope you find peace on your journey.

 

[CloudyNightSky]

Good luck on your journey I hope for as little pain as possible. The text was so sweet it hurts to see you go like this, but I hope you'll be at peace.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Good luck and I hope u find peace!

 

[rozeske]

Good luck and I hope you find the peace you are searching for.

 

[Circles]

May your pain wash away forever and you finally find the peace you couldn't find in the life. Whatever happens just know it's okay if you back out and if you go through with it know that you tried and that's all one can do.

 

[grahf]

Good luck i hope you find peace

 

[FuneralCry]

Farewell, I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for.

 

[Dliena]

Rest well eternally.

 

[clown_17]

Be free now

 

[Mayonaise]

Your farewell note is beautiful, an amazing display of love for the people you care about. It's a shame that a sweet person like you had to suffer so much. Goodbye and fly high