lostinwoe

lostinwoe

woefully bound to death.
Mar 1, 2024
154
I don't have anyone else to say goodbye to, so I thought I'd made one of these it's depressing ik but anyways here is my SN regime

5 pm fast

2:55 am 600 mg ibuprofen (right now)
3:15 30 mg Metoclopramide
3:30 post thread
3:40 leave to my spot
3:55 drink 25g of SN and hopefully die
I'll have two servings of 25g SN ready in case I do wake up ill just drink the other

I can't give live updates on what I'm feeling sorry I just don't have a phone right now

btw sorry if I made anyone mad with my posts, I find it hard to express what I'm thinking so I may come off as rude sometimes or just slow being understood has always been one of my hardest struggles

I hope you guys heal from these thoughts or find a way out I'll be praying for all of you
I've been waiting for this moment my entire life, so I honestly feel so calm about my CTB and kind of happy that I'll be free, if I somehow don't die ill update this thread if I don't update it and you see this account active it's probably my family, I'll be logging out either way so that shouldn't happen

I'm hoping reincarnation into a different universe is true because I still have many regrets in life like for ex, never feeling love and never having a real friend, I believe I could've made it if I was dealt the right hand sadly not everyone is lucky. I hope I'm reincarnated or that there's nothing after no thoughts no feelings no nothing

I'm finally going to know the biggest secret in life and what comes after death.
goodbye thank you for supporting me.

I can't give live updates on what I'm feeling sorry I just don't have a phone right now
turns out it suddenly started raining hard.. so, I have to do it in my room I'll give the updates here

edit: just finished making the SN I don't have a scale so I'm going off of teaspoons and the water ex. a measuring cup
it should be fine tho I think I've been shaking the whole time making it
 
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Agon321

Agon321

I use google translate
Aug 21, 2023
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Good luck.
 
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Covert

Member
May 22, 2024
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I wish you the best. I hope you make the right decision for yourself.
 
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sugarh1gh

sugarh1gh

Death is new departure and beggining of a journey.
May 27, 2024
325
I hope you have a pleasant journey.
Good luck and may peace be with you.
 
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lostinwoe

lostinwoe

woefully bound to death.
Mar 1, 2024
154
it's time for me to drink the SN idek if I'll be able to but if I do I'm sure I'll die quick I'm skinny with a very fast metabolism and have been very unhealthy diet wise

edit: I didn't realize how hard it is to drink it's like poisoning yourself I'm just going to close my eyes and down it
just drank it. it tastes horrible i can barely breath
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
3,792
Goodbye. I wish you a peaceful journey. I hope you find the peace and freedom you seek ❤️ 🫂
 
lostinwoe

lostinwoe

woefully bound to death.
Mar 1, 2024
154
update: it tastes horrible but so far, it's just unpleasant not painful at all i feel dizzy its comparable to having a nicotine pouch in
 
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cowboypants

cowboypants

From milkyway
May 7, 2024
402
update: it tastes horrible but so far, it's just unpleasant not painful at all i feel dizzy its comparable to having a nicotine pouch in
Take care man, hope it's quick. Hugs
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

The past never dies.
Apr 25, 2023
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update: it tastes horrible but so far, it's just unpleasant not painful at all i feel dizzy its comparable to having a nicotine pouch in
I wish you peace, mate. Safe travel.
 
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fleetingnight

fleetingnight

incapable of shutting up
May 2, 2024
648
I'm hoping reincarnation into a different universe is true because I still have many regrets in life
Goodbye, and good luck. I hope reincarnation is real and you wake up somewhere nice🫂 I'm sorry that this life treated you so unfairly. Whatever happens, I hope it's peaceful and what you were looking for.
 
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It'sMyLife

It'sMyLife

Little bundles of futile hope we are
Apr 18, 2020
124
Congratulations on leaving this meaningless reality. I wish you a peaceful transition
 
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BardBarrie

Specialist
Mar 17, 2024
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update: it tastes horrible but so far, it's just unpleasant not painful at all i feel dizzy its comparable to having a nicotine pouch in

Since you've taken it now, I hope your passing is as peaceful as possible.
Hopefully you'll get your reincarnation wish, I'm sorry this life didn't turn out well for you.

How're you holding up right now?
 
cowboypants

cowboypants

From milkyway
May 7, 2024
402
Since you've taken it now, I hope your passing is as peaceful as possible.
Hopefully you'll get your reincarnation wish, I'm sorry this life didn't turn out well for you.

How're you holding up right now?
He's gone likely it's been 30 min since he took it
 
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ForgottenAgain

ForgottenAgain

On the rollercoaster of sadness
Oct 17, 2023
994
I hope you're at peace now...I'm sorry it had to be this way
 
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Dark Window

Forest Wanderer
Mar 12, 2024
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They've not been online since 10:09 am.
 
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dopaminedeath

Death please
Nov 12, 2022
173
Thank you for sharing your whole experience. Rest well
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope that you found the freedom you were searching for, best wishes and farewell.
 
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PetrichorBirth

PetrichorBirth

Student
Mar 5, 2024
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May you have peace whatever happens. See you on the other side some day
 
tsumihoroboshi

tsumihoroboshi

Lost Impact
Oct 31, 2023
199
hope you've found the peace you';ve been searching for.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,540
I hope you have found peace! :heart:🕯️
 
Viranamari

Viranamari

A Future Corpse
Feb 22, 2023
293
I hope you've found freedom and peace at last by now. It's not your fault things ended like this.
 
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YosemiteGrrl

When will courage be mine
Dec 17, 2023
217
Are you still with us? It said last seen today at 3:59...
 
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Onelegman

Onelegman

I use a translator
May 24, 2024
552
God, it's amazing that we can walk away with hardly any pain. It costs a bad taste in your mouth and a lot of nerves but it is possible people. I have hope.

Wherever you are, congratulations, you have been able to escape from this meat prison.
 
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