lostinwoe
woefully bound to death.
- Mar 1, 2024
- 154
I don't have anyone else to say goodbye to, so I thought I'd made one of these it's depressing ik but anyways here is my SN regime
5 pm fast
2:55 am 600 mg ibuprofen (right now)
3:15 30 mg Metoclopramide
3:30 post thread
3:40 leave to my spot
3:55 drink 25g of SN and hopefully die
I'll have two servings of 25g SN ready in case I do wake up ill just drink the other
I can't give live updates on what I'm feeling sorry I just don't have a phone right now
btw sorry if I made anyone mad with my posts, I find it hard to express what I'm thinking so I may come off as rude sometimes or just slow being understood has always been one of my hardest struggles
I hope you guys heal from these thoughts or find a way out I'll be praying for all of you
I've been waiting for this moment my entire life, so I honestly feel so calm about my CTB and kind of happy that I'll be free, if I somehow don't die ill update this thread if I don't update it and you see this account active it's probably my family, I'll be logging out either way so that shouldn't happen
I'm hoping reincarnation into a different universe is true because I still have many regrets in life like for ex, never feeling love and never having a real friend, I believe I could've made it if I was dealt the right hand sadly not everyone is lucky. I hope I'm reincarnated or that there's nothing after no thoughts no feelings no nothing
I'm finally going to know the biggest secret in life and what comes after death.
goodbye thank you for supporting me.
edit: just finished making the SN I don't have a scale so I'm going off of teaspoons and the water ex. a measuring cup
it should be fine tho I think I've been shaking the whole time making it
5 pm fast
2:55 am 600 mg ibuprofen (right now)
3:15 30 mg Metoclopramide
3:30 post thread
3:40 leave to my spot
3:55 drink 25g of SN and hopefully die
I'll have two servings of 25g SN ready in case I do wake up ill just drink the other
I can't give live updates on what I'm feeling sorry I just don't have a phone right now
btw sorry if I made anyone mad with my posts, I find it hard to express what I'm thinking so I may come off as rude sometimes or just slow being understood has always been one of my hardest struggles
I hope you guys heal from these thoughts or find a way out I'll be praying for all of you
I've been waiting for this moment my entire life, so I honestly feel so calm about my CTB and kind of happy that I'll be free, if I somehow don't die ill update this thread if I don't update it and you see this account active it's probably my family, I'll be logging out either way so that shouldn't happen
I'm hoping reincarnation into a different universe is true because I still have many regrets in life like for ex, never feeling love and never having a real friend, I believe I could've made it if I was dealt the right hand sadly not everyone is lucky. I hope I'm reincarnated or that there's nothing after no thoughts no feelings no nothing
I'm finally going to know the biggest secret in life and what comes after death.
goodbye thank you for supporting me.
turns out it suddenly started raining hard.. so, I have to do it in my room I'll give the updates hereI can't give live updates on what I'm feeling sorry I just don't have a phone right now
edit: just finished making the SN I don't have a scale so I'm going off of teaspoons and the water ex. a measuring cup
it should be fine tho I think I've been shaking the whole time making it
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