Silly chill attempt

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Acquiring all the stuff I need for inert gas is at least a couple weeks out and I'm bored, so I'm going for a pretty weak attempt.
I've attempted PSH a few times like a decade ago and was unsuccessful, so I doubt I'll succeed this time.
But going to hardware store and forest after anyways cause don't have anything better to do.
I don't have a working phone so I can't give real-time updates.
There's a very good chance I come back alive, but if I don't post an update in a couple days that means I got lucky.

 

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Figured out the slipknot after like 30 minutes of fiddling with the cord
Decided against it after laying into it and feeling my SI kick in
Figured I would panic last second and end up with marks around my neck that would alert family
Ended up with 80+ mosquito bites
Think I'ma stop taking the meds that are making me want to kill myself
I asked doc for the suicide pills instead of the anti-suicide pills
Classic mistake