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Q_Hayley

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Dec 18, 2023
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Tonight's the night, I managed to get SN shipped to the uk and am ready to go.

I'm going to drive somewhere secluded where I can see the stars and play some soft music.

I've been fasting since about midday yesterday and will prepare 4 drinks of 25g as I'm likely to through up without antiemetics.

1800 gmt - 1g paracetamol
1815 gmt - double recommended dose of antacid
1900 gmt - SN

I'll stay on this thread and give updates as much as I can right until the end to try and see if we can get another timeline of the effects of SN

I haven't been here long but wanted to say thank you to everyone here, you're all so lovely and it's been really nice having somewhere to talk to people openly.

Love Hayley
 
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hikikomorizombie

Ouch
Jan 15, 2024
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good luck Hayley!!! i only got to speak to u briefly in my time here, but u seem so lovely. ur method sounds v well thought out & beautiful. i hope u find the peace in death u couldn't find in life<333
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I wish you all the best with your plan. I hope you find peace! Good luck!!
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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Good luck hayley, I hope it goes smooth and painfree for you and I hope you can finally find the peace and freedom you seek ❤️
 
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sorrowful

My exhaustion knows no end
Feb 13, 2023
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Much love. I hope your journey is peaceful, I am wishing you all the best.
 
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Tears in Rain

Tears in Rain

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Dec 12, 2023
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Good luck, I hope it's a peaceful departure for you.
 
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Dliena

Dliena

𝚂𝚂 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝙽𝚘. 43,53?
Dec 22, 2023
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Wishing you the very best and hope you have a peaceful exit from this realm.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
41,479
Farewell, I wish you the best of luck in your plans and I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for.
 
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Runa

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I hope you find the peace you need.
 
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stuckinthemud

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Nov 14, 2023
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It was nice to speak with you Haley although brief.
I know we messaged earlier but I wanted to write a goodbye on your thread and wish you all the peace and freedom you deserve.
 
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Goodgirlryeo101

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May 27, 2023
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Wish you all the best with your plans …. I hope you will be at eternal peace once you have completed ctb……
 
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Old Friend

Old Friend

Sleep well, Airstrip One.
Sep 24, 2023
478
Best wishes to you. The forecast is rain unfortunately so it's not going to be a great night for stargazing.

I'll raise a glass.
 
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imdepressed999

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Jan 12, 2024
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Hi Hayley, tonight is my night as well, hope to see you on the otherside. Farewell.
 
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boddibo

trying to change
Dec 19, 2023
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I hope everything will be okay for you without AE, safe travel
 
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Q_Hayley

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Dec 18, 2023
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Thank you everyone ❤️

I've taken paracetamol and antacids, SN is made and ready to go. I don't feel nervous at all yet so hopefully we stay that way!

I'll try and give updates as much as I can after I've taken the SN
 
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Princess_Kitty

Lost kitty
Jan 4, 2024
202
I wish you the best of luck. May you find everlasting peace! 💜
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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Thank you everyone ❤️

I've taken paracetamol and antacids, SN is made and ready to go. I don't feel nervous at all yet so hopefully we stay that way!

I'll try and give updates as much as I can after I've taken the SN
May the odds be ever in your favor ❤️
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Thank you everyone ❤️

I've taken paracetamol and antacids, SN is made and ready to go. I don't feel nervous at all yet so hopefully we stay that way!

I'll try and give updates as much as I can after I've taken the SN
Wishing you a peaceful journey! :heart:
 
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Redacted24

Might be Richard Cory... or not
Nov 20, 2023
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Hayley, I'll join the chorus to wish you success in finding the relief you seek. You've planned well, and I hope that all goes as you envision, your ride arrives promptly and you find a comfortable seat. Farewell, and hope to meet you again on the other side. You'll be missed here! :heart:
 
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kittyswift

getting tired even for a phoenix..
Sep 29, 2023
216
sorry to see you go :( , but best wishes! i hope everything goes smoothly for you. see you on the other side!
 
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Q_Hayley

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Dec 18, 2023
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SN taken. It was disgusting and so so salty but I had a haribo tangfastic to take the taste away which kind of worked!

I'll be updating as soon as I notice a change. Information is power!
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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Farewell sweet soul, May you land at ethernal peace ❤️
 
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Q_Hayley

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Dec 18, 2023
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Heartbeat and breathing already very fast - might just be nerves
 
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Old Friend

Sleep well, Airstrip One.
Sep 24, 2023
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Hang in there, Hayley. o/
 
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Q_Hayley

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Dec 18, 2023
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I've vomited a little bit. Second drink drunk
Going a big numb already and my heard feels a strange pressure almost
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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I've vomited a little bit. Second drink drunk
Going a big numb already and my heard feels a strange pressure almost
Hang in there Hayley, you are brave!
 
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stuckinthemud

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Nov 14, 2023
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I've vomited a little bit. Second drink drunk
Going a big numb already and my heard feels a strange pressure almost
shouldn't be too much longer now Hayley. here with you ❤️
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I hope you find peace & freedom! We're here with you! Safe travels! :heart:
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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I think you are no longer with us. Rest in peace brave soul. You are free of your sufferings now.🕊
 
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