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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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I want to commit suicide
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12
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763
giada92
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Ambivalent1
Does being in public for things like grocery runs, etc ever remind you why you hate life and want to ctb? Being at home is more tolerable.
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26
Views
750
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
throneofdispair03
  • Poll
Discussion are you in therapy
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12
Views
826
Sebastian S S
Sebastian S S
FuneralCry
Venting It’s always unfair to invalidate those who want to die because of their age
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27
Views
1K
LetMeBeSad
LetMeBeSad
Unattainable666
Story No Longer Will I Cry Wolf
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15
Views
1K
Olisop21.
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Oliver
Why don't more people ctb?
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21
Views
1K
anxiousmess0471
anxiousmess0471
Sleeper System
Discussion What is unconciously important to you?
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29
Views
1K
TiredOfAllThis
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sserafim
How does one prepare for what comes after death?
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62
Views
2K
deathslament
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sadcausebad
Discussion Are you also bored doing nothing with your life?
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12
Views
722
deathslament
D
The Schizoid
Moderate depression can also be life ruining.
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10
Views
622
UKscotty
U
z____
goodbye my frriends
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36
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2K
Valky
Valky
IHurtTheOneILove
Venting GUN CONNECTION FELL THRU
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2
Views
508
theboy
theboy
smudge_0404
Venting I’m tired but I’m scared
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2
Views
404
theboy
theboy
J
Discussion DIY or have help?
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10
Views
693
theboy
theboy
Versailles
Venting Why is life so difficult when you are mentally ill?
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9
Views
679
theboy
theboy
U
Venting Sadhguru once talked about being in a state of eternal bliss
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5
Views
647
Meteora
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J
Does anyone know what shipping carrier dmc uses?
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0
Views
341
jessebessey
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inaminute
Who will you be leaving behind?
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31
Views
1K
kilowatt
kilowatt
Tumblewillow
Story Method foiled
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1
Views
511
thinvy
thinvy
strangeloner
Books About Suicide
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7
Views
926
IwannaDazai
IwannaDazai
sunnysidedown
  • Poll
Would you take a magical happiness pill?
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23
Views
930
Doemu
Doemu
Broken wing
Resource SN
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5
Views
672
Broken wing
Broken wing
Obliviate
Discussion I finally deciphered how to make an exit bag
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32
Views
16K
William39
W
K
Anyone Else Here Who Still Likes Some Things About Life
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54
Views
2K
LittleCupcake
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X
How many of your relatives and friends have CTB
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39
Views
2K
sauan
sauan
peristala
How many pills should it take to die: morphine
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5
Views
490
peristala
peristala
M
What happen if i drink sn without fasting?
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3
Views
433
_Broken_alice
_Broken_alice
MiMif
Venting Sad about my chosen method
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6
Views
922
Olisop21.
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sincerely dead
Discussion Do you ever fear the intention of some members / lurkers on this forum?
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35
Views
2K
Sprite_Geist
Sprite_Geist
tpboy
I know a real life hit man.
Replies
28
Views
1K
BrainShower
BrainShower
divinemistress87
Venting Genetic depression
Replies
24
Views
1K
lifewasawillow
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Ash
Venting TFW your peers succeed but you're a failure
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2
Views
332
BlendedHeart
BlendedHeart
H
Story Goodbye and my Story again..
Replies
32
Views
3K
VulnerableBlueberry
VulnerableBlueberry
H
Venting Fucked up personality - pure chaos
Replies
5
Views
510
tbroken
tbroken
illvoid
Discussion Anyone else's primary reason for CTB being a genuinely bad person?
Replies
11
Views
737
Olisop21.
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Ambivalent1
How does one contemplate ctb without letting emotion weigh in?
Replies
12
Views
713
CuriosityAndCat
CuriosityAndCat
sserafim
Does anyone else not want a funeral?
Replies
81
Views
3K
AlternativeBagel
A
Sir. Turnerkof
Venting I have been trolled
Replies
0
Views
324
Sir. Turnerkof
Sir. Turnerkof
N
Morocco
Replies
0
Views
364
numbed one
N
Darkover
Venting This government doesn't care for us
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11
Views
848
DEATH IS FREEDOM
DEATH IS FREEDOM
U
I think I should've journaled more often
Replies
6
Views
634
tbroken
tbroken
Unknown21
Why shouldn't i force myself to ctb?!
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2
Views
383
tbroken
tbroken
johnwatterson
how many mg of xans will make me ctb
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23
Views
1K
johnwatterson
johnwatterson
N
I really don't want to ctb
Replies
11
Views
1K
Unknown21
Unknown21
1
Forced to commit suicide
Replies
14
Views
940
DEATH IS FREEDOM
DEATH IS FREEDOM
UserHussein
Venting Fuck the University of Maryland, Baltimore County. To the extent I hate this place is unreal.
Replies
1
Views
559
Throwawayacc3
Throwawayacc3
weirdog
  • Question
jumping and drowning
Replies
10
Views
961
Throwawayacc3
Throwawayacc3
untothedepths
Venting Invalidated. Alone.
Replies
2
Views
450
tbroken
tbroken
FuneralCry
Venting It’s evil to me how suicide is seen as something to be prevented even know we literally exist in hell.
Replies
4
Views
571
DEATH IS FREEDOM
DEATH IS FREEDOM
Lost Dreamer
Venting I couldn't do it
Replies
11
Views
1K
Young.Werther
Y
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