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Suicide Discussion

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ForgottenAgain
Discussion Can one really become insane?
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10
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777
RichardFirst
RichardFirst
BoyInTheBox
Discussion I'd prefer being kidnapped rather than ctb
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4
Views
427
BoyInTheBox
BoyInTheBox
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What would you say the pain levels are for the following methods? 0 is not painful, 10 is the most painful
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3
Views
422
Forever Sleep
F
notori
Venting I want it to end now
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2
Views
343
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
L
Venting Thinking of ctb this weekend
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1
Views
274
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Lost_my_soul
Selfish people
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2
Views
288
CrystallicEyes
CrystallicEyes
Pardoe84
SN surival
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0
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289
Pardoe84
Pardoe84
R
where to find somewhere high enough to jump from?
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0
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276
romeinjuly
R
Kta1994
why are AEs not otc in the US?
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0
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239
Kta1994
Kta1994
hoppy
Method Obtaining N2 tank without car
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9
Views
818
casual_existence
casual_existence
leavingthesoultrap
Help Anyone recently oredered SN to Ontario Canada? how did it go?
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0
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249
leavingthesoultrap
leavingthesoultrap
ijustwishtodie
Venting For me, I can never see myself willingly choosing life over wanting to be dead
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2
Views
371
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
S
Venting Well, the final straw happened
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4
Views
602
Dot
Dot
EternalPain
I care too much and I hate myself for it
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0
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231
EternalPain
EternalPain
S
how to die from a ligature?
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1
Views
580
todienomore
todienomore
NegativeSymptoms
Resource Indian doctor on lethality of SN
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4
Views
1K
King Ashoka
K
I
Punjabi Indian here?
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1
Views
340
King Ashoka
K
justanotherhuman237
age when people feel the need to CTB
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31
Views
992
BarnabasCollins
BarnabasCollins
Freaknik
“Just Wait”
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6
Views
442
Ash’Girl
Ash’Girl
Waiting for death
I have three more weeks to be here maybe
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3
Views
296
Waiting for death
Waiting for death
J
Tired of feeling like shit all the time
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0
Views
255
jamesLXIX
J
ve.nin
Venting I wish I had Ctb-ed 8 years ago
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17
Views
1K
BarnabasCollins
BarnabasCollins
T
Method SN drink in few minutes
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59
Views
4K
ThatStateOfMind
T
Neogoloid
When the body convulses during hanging, will just shake or can you end up in an entirely different position?
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6
Views
660
Orbitc
Orbitc
FuneralCry
Venting We are all just waiting to die anyway.
Replies
4
Views
364
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
Finalnight
Venting I don’t feel welcome in this forum
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72
Views
4K
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
tinystomps
Living through the eyes of another
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0
Views
245
tinystomps
tinystomps
FrostedHoax
Hatred and Pain
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2
Views
302
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
Lupgevif
Goodbye thread: I’m attempting soon
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35
Views
2K
http-410
http-410
wildflowercloud
Hey y’all, bit of an update about where we are at
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4
Views
390
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
lostall_hope11
ctb tonight
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11
Views
616
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
conversation
dying is hard, living is harder.
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2
Views
565
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Boudika
Venting My life is slowly getting better, however, I still want to ctb
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2
Views
385
hellispink
hellispink
F
My anger issues cost me the best job of my life. Someone help me CTB.
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3
Views
408
hellispink
hellispink
conversation
Method Regarding Easily Accessible Poisons or Drugs to go out
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1
Views
625
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Never thought it to be this hard
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2
Views
341
Neogoloid
Neogoloid
Remanant
I keep touching the floor while hanging
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6
Views
978
Praestat_Mori
P
Reywashere
Help Where can I buy nitrogen in Saudi Arabia?
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0
Views
291
Reywashere
Reywashere
lostinmythoughts
Help SN resources in the US
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0
Views
283
lostinmythoughts
lostinmythoughts
HitBlackVein
Venting I don't know If I can make it
Replies
18
Views
796
KAZ-2Y5
KAZ-2Y5
ve.nin
I am done.
Replies
57
Views
3K
ve.nin
ve.nin
KAZ-2Y5
Benadryl overdose?
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9
Views
1K
KAZ-2Y5
KAZ-2Y5
Reywashere
Venting Does anyone do this too?
Replies
4
Views
428
ve.nin
ve.nin
Darkover
Is misery just the default state right now? is anyone still actually happy?
Replies
51
Views
2K
Mistiie
Mistiie
M
First post
Replies
8
Views
445
King Ashoka
K
february in alaska
Method Anyone have experience with failed full/drop hanging?
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18
Views
2K
freetrees
F
I
I'll never be visibly sick or 'suffering' enough for anyone to understand
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0
Views
278
iiiksranziphsotsss
I
J
SaSu on BBC News
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137
Views
12K
David8886
David8886
D
Metoclopramide in Mexico?
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14
Views
853
Euthanza
Euthanza
L
Getting N from Mexico?
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1
Views
482
Euthanza
Euthanza
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