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Silent_cries
I wish I could delete my trauma...
- Aug 10, 2021
- 850
Wait, you're female? I always thought you were male for some reason >_<
Don't express yourself around people, just try to be as cool as possible. Only show your real self when you're alone. Also learn that people don't like it when you have fun so just keep that to yourself. When your family wants you to stop drawing porn just tell them you like drawing it and would like some space to be able to do it. And try to keep all your drawings to yourself.
There's nothing wrong with wanting to create a videogame, there's nothing wrong with creating characters, just do not under any circumstances say that you are creating a videogame or try to create a videogame. Keep that to yourself. If anyone asks, just say that you're drawing. Don't run in the halls. Get used to getting screamed at, just tell the person the yelling was unnecessary. Get used to apologizing... A LOT. Try not to masturbate, you're not allowed to.
Don't try to make friends in school, if you want to talk or interact with people just play mmos. Focus on mental health and self-therapy A LOT. A LOT. A LOT. A LOT. Do not do anything with Christianity, god, or religion. Yes it's insane when that's forced down your throat and you're brainwashed but just do not do it.
Don't take any AP classes under any circumstances. Just focus on getting through highschool. Don't try to talk to people. In art class, don't show off. Just draw passable pictures, try not to make your art stand out even though you really like drawing and enjoy it just don't show it off. In gym class, don't run fast. Yes it's against your every instinct to run fast since that is how you cope with life but you know what just don't run fast. Even if your teacher pulls you and asks why you're holding back, just still don't run fast. Try to be a normal student. And just get through highschool and college, as long as you graduate highschool it doesn't matter.
When you're about to say something to someone, take deep DEEP breaths, critically analyze it, and ask if it is appropriate to say. Do this until this becomes natural. Do not join the Sonic fanbase, don't become interested in Sonic just stick to kirby.
When someone gets mad at you just apologize. You have literally no idea why you're apologizing but just apologize. Do not focus on suicide methods. When your family wants you to get a job, just do it. Don't ask questions, just do it. When they force you into community college, just go there. Focus on therapy and deep breathing. When you find a game you like and a discord about it where people can talk about the game just don't talk about the game there. Yes it sounds insane but this is what you have to do, just focus on posting your stuff on tumblr or twitter or wattpad.
When you are looking at suicide methods, don't do anything until you find the shotgun method. Don't look at hanging, SN, F, N, anything. Only focus on the 12 gauge shotgun. Now you'll be living in a motel and jumping from hotel to hotel so just try to hide it somewhere.
NEVER RESEARCH LAW OF ATTRACTION/ASSUMPTION/NON-DUALISM. Leave those alone, that will be the biggest mistake you could ever make in your life. Don't join after school clubs, even just to know what they're like because apparently you (not anyone else, just you in particular) will be forced into them against your will.
When someone gets offended at you just say, "You're absolutely right and I'm sorry have a nice day." Let people win internet arguments.
When you're in your apartment at home, don't run. Don't even run outside near the apartment because apparently there will be people who will criticize you or want to talk to you or bother you about the fact that you are simply running for fun. So go somewhere, I dunno where but somewhere close but free where you can freely run in peace. There's gonna be a bunch of guys who bother you about this. You gotta just tell them no and let's not be friends.
There's nothing wrong with wanting to create a videogame, there's nothing wrong with creating characters, just do not under any circumstances say that you are creating a videogame or try to create a videogame. Keep that to yourself. If anyone asks, just say that you're drawing. Don't run in the halls. Get used to getting screamed at, just tell the person the yelling was unnecessary. Get used to apologizing... A LOT. Try not to masturbate, you're not allowed to.
Don't try to make friends in school, if you want to talk or interact with people just play mmos. Focus on mental health and self-therapy A LOT. A LOT. A LOT. A LOT. Do not do anything with Christianity, god, or religion. Yes it's insane when that's forced down your throat and you're brainwashed but just do not do it.
Don't take any AP classes under any circumstances. Just focus on getting through highschool. Don't try to talk to people. In art class, don't show off. Just draw passable pictures, try not to make your art stand out even though you really like drawing and enjoy it just don't show it off. In gym class, don't run fast. Yes it's against your every instinct to run fast since that is how you cope with life but you know what just don't run fast. Even if your teacher pulls you and asks why you're holding back, just still don't run fast. Try to be a normal student. And just get through highschool and college, as long as you graduate highschool it doesn't matter.
When you're about to say something to someone, take deep DEEP breaths, critically analyze it, and ask if it is appropriate to say. Do this until this becomes natural. Do not join the Sonic fanbase, don't become interested in Sonic just stick to kirby.
When someone gets mad at you just apologize. You have literally no idea why you're apologizing but just apologize. Do not focus on suicide methods. When your family wants you to get a job, just do it. Don't ask questions, just do it. When they force you into community college, just go there. Focus on therapy and deep breathing. When you find a game you like and a discord about it where people can talk about the game just don't talk about the game there. Yes it sounds insane but this is what you have to do, just focus on posting your stuff on tumblr or twitter or wattpad.
When you are looking at suicide methods, don't do anything until you find the shotgun method. Don't look at hanging, SN, F, N, anything. Only focus on the 12 gauge shotgun. Now you'll be living in a motel and jumping from hotel to hotel so just try to hide it somewhere.
NEVER RESEARCH LAW OF ATTRACTION/ASSUMPTION/NON-DUALISM. Leave those alone, that will be the biggest mistake you could ever make in your life. Don't join after school clubs, even just to know what they're like because apparently you (not anyone else, just you in particular) will be forced into them against your will.
When someone gets offended at you just say, "You're absolutely right and I'm sorry have a nice day." Let people win internet arguments.
When you're in your apartment at home, don't run. Don't even run outside near the apartment because apparently there will be people who will criticize you or want to talk to you or bother you about the fact that you are simply running for fun. So go somewhere, I dunno where but somewhere close but free where you can freely run in peace. There's gonna be a bunch of guys who bother you about this. You gotta just tell them no and let's not be friends.
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terra.nuvo
Member
- Feb 15, 2024
- 93
Focus on finishing and doing well in school instead of on a boy who is gonna end up leaving you anyways.
Work on bettering yourself now because it is much harder when you're a full adult.
Don't become an orientation coordinator. In fact, don't do orientation after your sophomore year. Find a better job to do. I know you hate working but just find a better job.
Save as much of your money as possible, you'll need it later.
Don't ghost your friends.
Don't let yourself get wrapped up in the guys you like. If they don't like you back don't put any energy into them.
Learn to love yourself.
Work on bettering yourself now because it is much harder when you're a full adult.
Don't become an orientation coordinator. In fact, don't do orientation after your sophomore year. Find a better job to do. I know you hate working but just find a better job.
Save as much of your money as possible, you'll need it later.
Don't ghost your friends.
Don't let yourself get wrapped up in the guys you like. If they don't like you back don't put any energy into them.
Learn to love yourself.
divinemistress36
Enlightened
- Jan 1, 2024
- 1,540
"Listen to your intuition" so much trouble could have been avoided if we would have just listened to it
_Broken_alice
She/Her
- Nov 19, 2023
- 221
You ARE a woman, don't try to pretend those feelings will ever go away because they won't. It is most certainly not a fetish. Have the awkward conversations that need to be had. Get on HRT ASAP. Your hair is super curly and will look great grown out. The woman you are on the inside is beautiful. Set her free.
It's ok to like childish things like stuffed animals still. Don't let anyone make you feel otherwise.
People WILL lie to you and take advantage of you every chance they get.
Go to college and get a comp sci or engineering degree immediately out of highschool.
Beware Elon Musk. His promises will not be upheld at a worthwhile cost. Warn family about Trump. He is one of the worst human beings in existence and will do so much unimaginable harm.
Invest as much money as you can in bitcoin ASAP. It seems stupid at the time, but do it. Sell it all when people on reddit start talking nonsense like "apes together strong" and "diamond hands". Use this money to turn an area into an LGBT+ haven complete with dense housing with everything needed within walking distance, so many people are going to need a safe space to be themselves in the coming years and you will feel so much better and safer surrounded by such wonderful people. Make sure there is always space for those that cannot afford to exist. They need it so much and the human connections and safe community are the most valuable things in life, if not the only valuable things. Invest heavily in mental healthcare and safe inpatient facilities for those going through crisis.
Lobby for nationalized healthcare. Healthcare will get so bad and inaccessible for so many that need it. Lobby for laws protecting gender identity and healthcare access too.
Uhhhm. You don't know it but you are autistic and have severe ADHD. Get the ADHD medicated ASAP.
Oh and you have DID. Those voices in your head a very real.
SEEK THERAPY while it can still help. If a therapist feels off on the first visit, find another. Therapists are like partners, not every therapist is a good fit.
You likely have Celiac disease. Cut gluten from your diet immediately. If you don't it will lead to unimaginable pain and mental issues. Also supplement vitamin D since you hate the sun so much.
Do not get romantically involved with that woman. She will just mentally abuse you and hurt you then make you out to be the monster when she discards you. Things may seem great and she may seem like the one, but she is not.
Your aunt is the best mom you could possibly ask for. Help her get away from her awful husband ASAP.
And talk to your sister about gender identity stuff. She is not a tomboy and would be happier if she had the chance to act on things before she decides it is too late.
Talk to that other lovely person instead and help her discover herself and be herself. She is absolutely wonderful and will actually get you.
You are not just lazy, and the way you feel mentally is not normal.
Don't start cutting. It will get so much worse and turn into a lifelong problem that never ends.
Don't ever takes SSRI's or SNRI's, they will make things so much worse and have permanent consequences.
Emotional abuse is still abuse. Speak up about it.
It's ok to like childish things like stuffed animals still. Don't let anyone make you feel otherwise.
People WILL lie to you and take advantage of you every chance they get.
Go to college and get a comp sci or engineering degree immediately out of highschool.
Beware Elon Musk. His promises will not be upheld at a worthwhile cost. Warn family about Trump. He is one of the worst human beings in existence and will do so much unimaginable harm.
Invest as much money as you can in bitcoin ASAP. It seems stupid at the time, but do it. Sell it all when people on reddit start talking nonsense like "apes together strong" and "diamond hands". Use this money to turn an area into an LGBT+ haven complete with dense housing with everything needed within walking distance, so many people are going to need a safe space to be themselves in the coming years and you will feel so much better and safer surrounded by such wonderful people. Make sure there is always space for those that cannot afford to exist. They need it so much and the human connections and safe community are the most valuable things in life, if not the only valuable things. Invest heavily in mental healthcare and safe inpatient facilities for those going through crisis.
Lobby for nationalized healthcare. Healthcare will get so bad and inaccessible for so many that need it. Lobby for laws protecting gender identity and healthcare access too.
Uhhhm. You don't know it but you are autistic and have severe ADHD. Get the ADHD medicated ASAP.
Oh and you have DID. Those voices in your head a very real.
SEEK THERAPY while it can still help. If a therapist feels off on the first visit, find another. Therapists are like partners, not every therapist is a good fit.
You likely have Celiac disease. Cut gluten from your diet immediately. If you don't it will lead to unimaginable pain and mental issues. Also supplement vitamin D since you hate the sun so much.
Do not get romantically involved with that woman. She will just mentally abuse you and hurt you then make you out to be the monster when she discards you. Things may seem great and she may seem like the one, but she is not.
Your aunt is the best mom you could possibly ask for. Help her get away from her awful husband ASAP.
And talk to your sister about gender identity stuff. She is not a tomboy and would be happier if she had the chance to act on things before she decides it is too late.
Talk to that other lovely person instead and help her discover herself and be herself. She is absolutely wonderful and will actually get you.
You are not just lazy, and the way you feel mentally is not normal.
Don't start cutting. It will get so much worse and turn into a lifelong problem that never ends.
Don't ever takes SSRI's or SNRI's, they will make things so much worse and have permanent consequences.
Emotional abuse is still abuse. Speak up about it.
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ctbcat
Yes, the everlasting contrast.
- Jul 14, 2023
- 182
stop being scared and just try things. giving up all the time is a bad habit and is only screwing you over. WE'RE UNDERDEVELOPED!!!! GRAHHHHH
paroxysm
I Felt Nothing
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karmaisabitch
Experienced
- Mar 25, 2024
- 254
It's not possible but if I will kill myself. I wish I died when I was 10
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- Jan 25, 2024
- 221
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- Apr 22, 2024
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