Venting I cannot stand those who have a cult like worship towards existence

[FuneralCry]

It really is cult like the way that so many worship existence and it's especially cult like how they try and force this onto others. It's so extreme to the point that they see those who want to be permanently relieved from existing as "ill" and act like wanting to die is the problem when in reality the problem will always lie in existence itself.

I cannot stand life worshipping as for me existence was never something desirable in the first place, I'll never be able to understand what's supposedly so beneficial about something so hellish and harmful as existence to justify the cult like worship towards it. I'd always prefer to not exist no matter what but of course only never existing is true perfection, humans who act like existence is something so positive even know the amount of suffering in this reality is endless and beyond comprehension truly disturb me.

It's criminal how suicide isn't seen as a valid option even know we were so cruelly and harmfully forced into existence in the first place, I see no value in being conscious and aware when the peace of non-existence solves everything. To exist as a conscious being with the ability to suffer to the most extreme amounts is an abomination and I find it tragic how life even exists at all, existence truly serves no purpose but to torment existing beings all while they are destined for nothing but to decay and die anyway. Those who have this cult like worship towards life makes me want to not exist even more, I'm tired of suffering in this meaningless existence, I find anything anti-suicide to be beyond disgusting.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

The worship that people have towards life truly does seem like a cult indeed. It's infuriating to see people talk about life as if it's a beautiful thing for everybody. Life will never be beautiful for me. I will always wish to be dead no matter what because life is simply not worth it to me and never will be

 

[divinemistress36]

They are delusional and live in a fantasy world. The more self aware people become the more depressed we get

 

[ThisGameIsOverrated]

you really took the words right out of my mouth, I appreciate this post OP

 

[karmaisabitch]

I don't think people worship life, or at least not the ones around me.

 

[divinemistress36]

I don't think people worship life, or at least not the ones around me.

I think most people just have stronger survival instincts than us is all

 

[Roseate]

So is it one of those you're either completely with us or against us thing? I'm depressed, and I find life and all its pain to be dreadful. But you can't say there aren't things, not people, but things in this world that brightens our lives just a little bit. The way the wind blows in our faces, the weather on a fall night, or the flowers during springs or the moon at night. I dont think life itself is the problem. I think people are the problem cuz the world truly does have its beauties.

 

[_Minsk]

If at least suffering was somewhat equally distributed to all people then we wouldn't have to discuss that anymore.. but its like with the amount of rich people and their wealth just that for some its just plain suffering while the majority has a fair balance..

 

[Ambivalent1]

The cosmos are all that was and ever will be. It's cosmic shores are so inviting. We must find out what is in this cosmos where we float like a mote of dust in the morning sky.

-carl sagan