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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Poll: How many of you wait until one or more loved ones have passed?
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5
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420
sserafim
sserafim
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Opened my SN package from MDS
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22
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2K
Polonium220
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AnonymousL
Help Sleeping pills = benzo?
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4
Views
521
AnonymousL
AnonymousL
SanctionedSkittles
Am I just faking it?
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5
Views
732
Olisop21.
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dinosavr
Venting once suicidal = always suicidal?
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8
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702
Relic
Relic
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Venting Lonely because people with a similar personality are very rare.
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8
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817
WhatPowerIs
WhatPowerIs
animism
I wrote my first goodbye letter
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3
Views
548
bajanpescadorabioso
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B
Discussion How to say goodbye?
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8
Views
567
bajanpescadorabioso
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Resource Fentanyl acquisition in Michigan/USA
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7
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1K
rotciv
rotciv
return.
Discussion What’s the point of living?
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22
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1K
BardBarrie
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I just took 6000mg hydoxyzine mixed with 36000 trileptal
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11
Views
661
Illegal Preclear
Illegal Preclear
tragiclove1932
is it okay to miss one dose of metaclopramide?
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3
Views
279
tragiclove1932
tragiclove1932
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Organ donation
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5
Views
397
Praestat_Mori
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wildflowers1996
does anyone else feel like their life is a punishment?
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22
Views
580
Aim
Aim
Black Rose Bunny
Venting i don’t belong here
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3
Views
465
Black Rose Bunny
Black Rose Bunny
GreyCTB
Help Oramorph / liquid morphine
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1
Views
380
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weakandscared
would this work?
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4
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472
weakandscared
weakandscared
snowbrand
Help are there any substances that make you feel less?
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20
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1K
sserafim
sserafim
Bad-luck
it's hard to find a easily available ctb method
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1
Views
394
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
shinitai_sh0jo
Venting How commiting CTB affects the people arround me; and how I wish it didn't.
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2
Views
461
StarryEyed
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Done_With_It_All
Help How uncomfortable is CO suicide?
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3
Views
424
rozeske
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Synodic912
Any way I can get Pentobarbital?
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2
Views
483
Synodic912
Synodic912
a flurry of knives
Venting Constant agony
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6
Views
499
theboy
theboy
HaveYouEverThought
I think im CTB
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6
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1K
Username1359751
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Coconteppi
Just talking I guess :)
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17
Views
804
Coconteppi
Coconteppi
CS~
Venting Drinking doesn’t help
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15
Views
852
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
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Good bye guys!
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12
Views
874
theboy
theboy
bonniebell
Not being loved is a valid reason to want be dead?
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2
Views
330
Next
Next
thorsve
I don't wanna do this anymore
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2
Views
381
theboy
theboy
destinationlosangel
Who is making you reconsider things? For me its my mum
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31
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2K
astonishedturnip
astonishedturnip
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I crave death so much. The thought of dying one day puts a smile to my face
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8
Views
562
theboy
theboy
A
Not sure how much longer I can go on but what can I do?
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16
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1K
theboy
theboy
FuneralCry
Venting There is no point to existence
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8
Views
949
Sebastian S S
Sebastian S S
vak
Venting I did a horrible thing - The dangers of saying goodbye
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4
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1K
Endisclose
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U
Thinking about drowning/hanging
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5
Views
688
unabletocope
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B
There is no point
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4
Views
619
unabletocope
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D
Venting Does thinking about death bring you peace?
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32
Views
1K
bwerner
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Henryk
Venting It takes a lot of courage to be a "coward"
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15
Views
1K
kindalone
kindalone
Ambivalent1
If your problems were resolved, would you want to live?
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32
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1K
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
Ash
Story Isn't it ironic, don't you think?
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1
Views
337
Soontobegoner
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Ash
Method Natural poisons
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5
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1K
Praestat_Mori
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Is having high cholesterol/junking good for ctb with SN?
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2
Views
345
Endisclose
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D
Help How much domperidone to use for SN?
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1
Views
481
LifelessStranger
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Peaceful
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3
Views
627
jacobryan
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Story Benadryl
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2
Views
450
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
strangelife
Method Propofol from veterinary
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9
Views
1K
strangelife
strangelife
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I wish God would let me CTB because I’m sick of the BPD cycle
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2
Views
433
grahf
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Venting Arrested intellectual development
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15
Views
936
Olisop21.
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StaringIntoAnAbyss
Help Dealing with halicunations
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8
Views
741
BojackHorseman
BojackHorseman
conveniently_dead
Venting Has anyone else accepted the fact they'll never find the courage to ctb?
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29
Views
2K
xmissellax
xmissellax
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