This was too funny. There is something to it, the planning and logistics are discussed by the entire soul family. But in the end, the decision is by your soul (which has nothing to do with your current human personality. Just for the simple fact that your soul is not human, and doesn't have typical human thoughts). For your soul, a human life is a fleeting moment of illusion, it ends as soon as it starts, physical space and time is not part of our HOME so a Soul with little Earth experience might not realize how long a lifetime can feel on this side if things. Because on the other side, it is a short fleeting moment in the context of eternity. The Soul might sign up for a lot of experiences, it is like signing up a whole bunch of courses at university because you want to progress quickly, and other might warn you that it will end up to be too much, but in the end, it is your Soul's decision. I often remind myself the phrase "even easy lives are hard here" so that hopefully I will remember once I am back HOME not to sign up to too many courses, take it slow, take it easy, because what might appear easy and fast from the other side, on this side can feel too long and too hard. We are not victims. We have chose this. We have chosen this for many possible reasons, maybe we wanted to do too much, maybe we were inexperienced in Earthly human life and underestimated the effort, or we are merely here because someone in a soul group, maybe a buddy of ours, needed us to play a certain role, because this role was needed for the objective of their life. It could be the role of a friend, a family member, it can be someone loving or it can be a villain like a serial killer or abusive partner. Our souls are pure light and love that will put on many clothes, including negative ones, and temporarily we forget our HOME and our magnificence. So what happens if we don't achieve our objective? We can say that many who commit suicide might not fully complete their full objective. We cannot know for sure, only our Soul knows, our human brain has no access to this information. If we only partially achieved out goal, we will likely have subsequent lifetimes with similar challenges prepared, with our decision and collaboration. We are not victims, our Soul is powerful and is a part of God. So normally an uncompleted objective will get completed sooner or later. The key is that we can progress at our pace. So next time you are signing up for Earth courses and from the Love and Light of HOME, it all looks so easy, remember what I often tell myself, so that it becomes me so that I will remember it: "Even easy lives are hard". From a cosmic perspective, there is nothing wrong with suicide. You will be celebrated for coming to Earth school either way. Many Souls never come here. It is one of the hardest schools. There are other schools that are less hard. You will be celebrated joyfully and with admiration just for being brave and coming here. And just from the fact that your Soul came here, against all the warning, shows the type of Soul you have. Almost sure you will be coming here again, with your own will. So when you are at the planning stage, just cool your enthusiasm, don't sign up for the entire curriculum like a total beginner
and remember that mantra: "Even easy lives are hard". This way hopefully you will pick a manageable amount of challenges. Existence is based on free will, it has laws and reasons, reality is made out of love and light, God is not a person, you are not a victim of anything or anybody, you just got a bit carried away this time, taking on too much, do better next time. Either way, you will be loved, admired, and celebrated for doing your part and coming to Earth school. I will CTB in less than a year, and I will try my best to take this phrase with me back HOME to remind myself for next time: "Even easy lives are hard" … (and those that don't believe in consciousness outside of the physical body , why do you feel the urge to respond here to every post that you don't believe it. There is a bunch of people that do not believe in this, you are not adding to the quality of the conversation by replying everyone that you don't believe in anything. If you think this makes you Superior or more intelligent or more pragmatic, it does not. Good for you. Now, start your own thread about non-existence and nothing has meaning and wishing not being born. Nobody will convince you otherwise. You are free to believe whatever your poor limited physical brain is able to conjure, you have freedom)