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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
Water-Lily
I don't think I can ever allow myself to feel fully safe/happy because trauma
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3
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428
MyTimeIsUp
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Kokonoe
Venting I ruined my life in one day.
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6
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1K
MarkSmith73
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DyingToDie123
I wish I could just fucking do it already
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3
Views
444
goodoldnoname923
goodoldnoname923
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Venting Selfishness
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9
Views
591
tomthemouse1
tomthemouse1
19andOverdue
Venting Parents divorced, thousands of dollars in debt, no home, no car
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4
Views
570
Lifeaffirmingchoice
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destinationlosangel
Anyone here start eating food thats not healthy for you since deciding to ctb?
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44
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2K
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
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Discussion Anyone else have preparations for multiple methods and plans so that you have options based on how circumstances might change?
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10
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1K
UKscotty
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loverula
Help I’m planning to jump off a bridge
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14
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2K
Eudaimonic
Eudaimonic
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SN
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2
Views
610
razahcareca27
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R
Discussion Do any of your friends/family know you are suicidal?
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54
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3K
another_user
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Discussion Does anyone know about whether we might be legally liable for posting comforting messages on Goodbye threads or providing sources for SN via PM?
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14
Views
732
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
homesoon.
Help Starvation for Self-punishment/SN Preparation
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1
Views
369
Lifeaffirmingchoice
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Discussion You don't have to keep trying if you don't want to.
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22
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1K
Lifeaffirmingchoice
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darkenmydoorstep
The injustice of no readily available suicide pill overwhelms me
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23
Views
926
Chacha
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Method Water jet cutting machine
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6
Views
587
LaughingGoat
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NormaJeane
How alone are you today on a scale of 1 - 10?
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241
Views
12K
another_user
A
Menschenmühle
Venting My girlfriend is sucking the life out of me
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12
Views
976
LaughingGoat
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FuneralCry
  • Locked
Venting To me this site just feels like anywhere else now
Replies
39
Views
3K
Ovid
Ovid
Anonymous_Angel
hey guys
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17
Views
654
LunarLight
LunarLight
amaterasu :-)
Is my rope good?
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7
Views
670
thenamingofcats
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Venting There is no shame in backing out.
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23
Views
1K
deletedaccount30982
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salai
If death was a person, how would you describe them?
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41
Views
2K
DeathOfKane
DeathOfKane
Z-A
  • Poll
If all of your problems were fixed and you were guaranteed a happy life, would you still CTB?
Replies
57
Views
2K
DeathOfKane
DeathOfKane
AriasRed
Not doing well right now
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5
Views
373
hopeless08
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Discussion The burden of lost potential should not stop you from ending your pain.
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7
Views
623
Eudaimonic
Eudaimonic
milkovich
Venting Scared to fail
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6
Views
601
UKscotty
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Hemlock, can look like an accident
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1
Views
607
accountnamerequired
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FuneralCry
Venting I cannot stand toxic positivity about existence
Replies
8
Views
973
Sprite_Geist
Sprite_Geist
theboy
Discussion why doesn't anyone talk about ctb in the elderly?
Replies
3
Views
363
Timothy7dff
Timothy7dff
RoseGarden
Venting They can't know.
Replies
4
Views
706
hopeless08
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toxicjester
Venting Scared for big event
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6
Views
1K
toxicjester
toxicjester
FuneralCry
Venting It’s really disgusting how suicide is seen as something to so harmfully stop rather than accept as a personal choice
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0
Views
384
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Considering This As A Method
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7
Views
853
Mi Mi
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C
Bag and band and non lethal drug method
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0
Views
307
changes
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tweaka2x
OD’d but got revived :(
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9
Views
975
momento.mori
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bunny_brownie9
do you think that some things are unrecoverable/you cannot recover from?
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29
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1K
DeathOfKane
DeathOfKane
UmbraDweller
  • Poll
What would you choose to experience after death?
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32
Views
1K
.dreamless.
.dreamless.
future.
why is suicide considered unnatural death?
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25
Views
1K
DeathOfKane
DeathOfKane
darkenmydoorstep
My birthday wish is for death
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9
Views
549
Meteora
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goodoldnoname923
Company in my final moments
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8
Views
529
Light_
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Daxter_87
Help Could This Story Work to Get My Doctor to Prescribe Me Domperidone?
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0
Views
320
Daxter_87
Daxter_87
thepiecessatup
Get me out of hospital
Replies
8
Views
566
momento.mori
M
YandereMikuMistress
Venting Heh
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0
Views
256
YandereMikuMistress
YandereMikuMistress
K
  • Solved
paying a chemist to make you sn?
Replies
31
Views
2K
stupidhuman
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FuneralCry
Venting I find it disgusting when humans act like you don’t really want to die because you are still breathing
Replies
3
Views
510
momento.mori
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illvoid
Venting I'm sick of contributing nothing to society
Replies
15
Views
820
LaughingGoat
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Can someone murder me?
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10
Views
577
sserafim
sserafim
I
I love this community
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2
Views
322
iloverachel
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Story I'm a loser
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1
Views
469
soonatpeace777888
soonatpeace777888
UncleFester
Help Shotgun round size help
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0
Views
477
UncleFester
UncleFester
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