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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
wildflowers1996
every decision I make is wrong
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15
Views
800
Ash
Ash
lonelyraven
What broke you?
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135
Views
8K
TiredOfAllThis
T
Ambivalent1
Anyone else in denial and hold onto false hope that's based on times when life was better?
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1
Views
330
Meteora
M
VM08L
Venting ED, self-image, & suicide
Replies
5
Views
524
deathslament
D
Gl1tch3d G1rl
Anybody else don't see anything positive about having autism?
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52
Views
2K
Gl1tch3d G1rl
Gl1tch3d G1rl
LevUwU
Venting I feel so deeply detached from my body, it's dangerous.
Replies
0
Views
416
LevUwU
LevUwU
falling_snow
Help Leaving therapy?
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0
Views
343
falling_snow
falling_snow
peristala
Will this kill me?
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8
Views
895
Lexapro
Lexapro
skyhigh7688
Help Is my SN not legit or am i just not testing it right? (Asia/Philippines)
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13
Views
1K
AlternativeBagel
A
A
A hotline called me angry and abusive for talking about my worries?
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0
Views
306
Ah.ow
A
Bad-luck
Help Can music make ctb-ing easier?
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15
Views
734
iloverachel
I
qu13t5l33p
Anyone else want a slow death?
Replies
17
Views
1K
Meimi18
Meimi18
GreyCTB
Fear of never seeing loved ones again in the afterlife
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2
Views
336
Pluto
Pluto
D
NSFW Does anyone want to CTB because of a porn addiction?
Replies
11
Views
1K
DrinkyCrow
DrinkyCrow
Meimi18
Venting Hope all my friends forget about me
Replies
0
Views
268
Meimi18
Meimi18
L
Help Thoughts on DXM OD?
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4
Views
789
DrinkyCrow
DrinkyCrow
cryvinglightning
does anyone remember the blue whale challenge?
Replies
9
Views
843
dweams
dweams
AbsurdAbyss
Discussion What's the last thing you'd ever want to see?
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0
Views
281
AbsurdAbyss
AbsurdAbyss
D
I feel like I’m losing the love of my life
Replies
1
Views
492
m_h_d
M
D
Venting A waste of a body
Replies
9
Views
769
brokeandbroken
B
EternalDaydreaming
Discussion What are song lyrics that have some meaning for you
Replies
37
Views
3K
tbroken
tbroken
itsover404
I'm gonna miss everyone. I'm sorry to my mom, and to the people that love me.
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1
Views
417
Callie
Callie
smudge_0404
Mother problems
Replies
3
Views
564
BrainShower
BrainShower
gonnaregretthis
Hi Again...
Replies
2
Views
488
Unknown21
Unknown21
sserafim
Does anyone else feel already dead?
Replies
49
Views
2K
Davout
Davout
N
  • Poll
Poll: Should prisoners be able to receive assisted suicide?
Replies
38
Views
2K
pilotviolin
pilotviolin
SquidsCuts
Venting Razor blades are terrifying
Replies
4
Views
897
rozeske
R
D
Discussion Military/Rebellious group
Replies
6
Views
677
tbroken
tbroken
bonniebell
I'm going to ctb today
Replies
14
Views
803
rozeske
R
throneofdispair03
Help help with passing out - carotid artery
Replies
1
Views
594
randomsomeonein
R
CrazyDiamond04
Venting Sometimes I fantasize about an extremely violent death.
Replies
14
Views
1K
Illegal Preclear
Illegal Preclear
AbsurdAbyss
Discussion What does death mean to you?
Replies
19
Views
703
tbroken
tbroken
N
Venting Just needed to get it out
Replies
0
Views
402
nicbaby
N
DiglySilly
Venting I hate being myself
Replies
0
Views
312
DiglySilly
DiglySilly
distintivocorazon
Help Am I even suicidal?
Replies
2
Views
588
distintivocorazon
distintivocorazon
Spades
Venting Struggling with eating disorder and can't breathe properly, I feel very alone and want to ctb
Replies
13
Views
939
Spades
Spades
annxietty
People
Replies
1
Views
414
Throwawayacc3
Throwawayacc3
D
Got SN and protonitazepyne. ( Drinking beer after a year right now)
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0
Views
307
doughmixer1982
D
Bad-luck
Help Everytime I want to CTB, i start to get scared
Replies
7
Views
463
Iris Blue
Iris Blue
U
Venting Humans love yelling
Replies
10
Views
582
tbroken
tbroken
sincerely dead
illicit diaries - entry four - golden hour
Replies
0
Views
376
sincerely dead
sincerely dead
drownll
Did anyone took DMT
Replies
2
Views
360
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
sserafim
Why do I feel better after going outside?
Replies
31
Views
1K
murmur
murmur
sserafim
Why do you have to contribute?
Replies
33
Views
2K
Morte
Morte
sserafim
How do normies think that life is worth living?
Replies
26
Views
1K
davidtorez
davidtorez
L
  • Locked
What's the easiest and painless way to CBT?
Replies
3
Views
400
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
FuneralCry
Venting The fact that existence is so evil makes me want to not exist much more
Replies
9
Views
783
BardBarrie
B
S
Method Still searching for a holy grail method
Replies
3
Views
1K
UKscotty
U
Eternal Despair
Venting fun and enjoyment
Replies
0
Views
314
Eternal Despair
Eternal Despair
kvheeo
Venting Lost
Replies
3
Views
402
jellie
jellie
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