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Finally looks like I'll get my hands on a REAL SN, not the un-pure garbage I bought last time that even on nitrite-only purity tests it showed up as nitrate.


Funnily enough I already have everything, benzos, painkillers, meto, test kit.


Now I just need to find the right place to do this. I can't rent a hotel room thanks to not having money + how suspicious it would be rent a hotel room out of nowhere for no plausible explainable reason.
I'll have to figure this one out. Help (ideas) would be appreciated.
 
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Where/how did you get meto? I blew my chance of getting meto again from my doctor.
 
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Finally looks like I'll get my hands on a REAL SN, not the un-pure garbage I bought last time that even on nitrite-only purity tests it showed up as nitrate.


Funnily enough I already have everything, benzos, painkillers, meto, test kit.


Now I just need to find the right place to do this. I can't rent a hotel room thanks to not having money + how suspicious it would be rent a hotel room out of nowhere for no plausible explainable reason.
I'll have to figure this one out. Help (ideas) would be appreciated.
Congrats, you have all prepared!

Whats your criteria regarding CTB location? How worried are you about your family?
 
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Where/how did you get meto? I blew my chance of getting meto again from my doctor.
My country kind of allows people to have meto without prescription (it's actually illegal but they don't care). No doctor.
 
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If you literally dont give a shit about family, you can easly find a place in the nature in the ourtskirsts of your city. You can use google maps satellitle view to check spots and then make a technical visit/inspection. You can find small forests and some hills, that you can be undisturbed for a day and drink your SN. This scenario is cheap for you but terrible for your family since they will be desesperate trying to find you. The investigation process could take months and they would probably find a corpse in bad condition.

Now If you care about your family, id recomend a cheal motel cosidering you dont have money. You can find cheap (less than 15-20 usd) motels considering you are from SA. In this scenario The cops will be called and your family will be the last one to check for your body and they wont need to clean the mess.
 
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Congrats, you have all prepared!

Whats your criteria regarding CTB location? How worried are you about your family?
To be honest, I just don't want to leave my family traumatized by finding the body of someone so close to them.

Now regarding ctb location, I'm just thinking of somewhere peaceful and that I would be alone, and that wouldn't smell bad.
If you literally dont give a shit about family, you can easly find a place in the nature in the ourtskirsts of your city. You can use google maps satellitle view to check spots and then make a technical visit/inspection. You can find small forests and some hills, that you can be undisturbed for a day and drink your SN. This scenario is cheap for you but terrible for your family since they will be desesperate trying to find you.

Now If you care about your family, id recomend a cheal motel cosidering you dont have money. You can find cheap (less than 15-20 usd) motels considering you are from SA. In this scenario The cops will be called and your family will be the last one to check for your body and they wont need to clean the mess.
I'm thinking a lot about the forest/nature location. Would be hard to find my body, and would take a while to be found, until there I'd have been successful already. There's a lot of easy access forests around my city. So it's already an option. I just want to have alternatives.

Edit: also I'm not from north America in general. I'm from south america. Everything here is considerably expensive (even more hotel rooms), but, as I said, forests are easy to access.
 
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I'm thinking a lot about the forest/nature location. Would be hard to find my body, and would took a while to be found, until there I'd have been successful already. There's a lot of easy access forests around my city. So it's already an option. I just want to have alternatives.
Just remember that this option will be extremely painful for your family. The will be desesperate, probably will involve media/news and spend some money in order to try to find you.
If you dont care about them, its the cheapest option for you.

I put SA as south america. No Brasil tem motel de r$30,00.
Another important thing: nowadays its almost imposible to "hide your body". I know its what me want but its almost imposible to acomplish that.
There are technology, media pression, family determination, good investigation methods, etc many factors that make this being like an utopia.
 
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My country kind of allows people to have meto without prescription (it's actually illegal but they don't care). No doctor.
I'm jealous! What country is that? Maybe I can take a vacation and bring some from a pharmacy there?
 
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Maybe you could go to the forest, but also leave a note or send a timed email/message for your location, if you want to not have your family search too long for you, if that's the worry
 
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Maybe you could go to the forest, but also leave a note or send a timed email/message for your location, if you want to not have your family search too long for you, if that's the worry
Thats a good solution
 
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Just remember that this option will be extremely painful for your family. The will be desesperate, probably will involve media/news and spend some money in order to try to find you.
If you dont care about them, its the cheapest option for you.

I put SA as south america. No Brasil tem motel de r$30,00.
Another important thing: nowadays its almost imposible to "hide your body". I know its what me want but its almost imposible to acomplish that.
There are technology, media pression, family determination, good investigation methods, etc many factors that make this being like an utopia.
I didn't think about this regarding the forest to be honest. I'm not even trying to hide my body, I just don't want to fail by being interrupted and I also don't want to traumatize them more with they finding my body.

But after you said all this, looks like forest wouldn't be that good of an idea.

Aliás onde eu moro hotel/motel é no mínimo uns 150 conto chorando ainda kkkkk, e achei que SA seria States of America (USA).
 
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Online pharmacy
Any package from abroad will be caught in customs before arriving to my adress. My country's government is so strict. It has OCD, basically, every rule must be 100% followed or else massive consequences follow. I hate my country.
 
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If you have a car you could park it somewhere.. I vote for nature, don't listen to people trying to put down that idea if that's what you want, you can always set for a delayed message to be sent to someone notifying them where you can be found.
 

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