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heartbroken12

heartbroken12

Member
Mar 17, 2023
64
Everyone here is so paranoid about scams. I bought these two bottles and the Meto. here in Tijuana Mexico just a couple of months ago (Jan. 2023). In private conversations I have offered to help others with translation and going to a few pet shops to find it so they can buy it. I am leaving Mexico in the middle of July, I am still willing to help. I am NOT looking to charge any fees, just willing to help.

N IS out there.


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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,326
The sad puppy on the packagingā€¦ šŸ˜”šŸ’”
Can we drink that stuff , i know it says injectable on the box but i prefer something to drink , i think i would be too dumb to inject myself correctly.
 
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Twoped538

Member
Mar 24, 2023
43
Hydrogen is not viable for CTB, it's extremely flammable.
Helium supply is dwindling since it cannot be manufactured, it's expensive.
The most common CTB gas nowadays is Nitrogen, which has infinite supply.
Helium is not yet very expensive. The problem is, that helium may not be pure. It could be mixed with oxygen, in order to prevent its use for suicide.

Hydrogen is flammable, but it won't combust spontaneously. One must just be careful not to use it in a small, unventilated room and keep fire away. The advantage is, that it can be made with a cheap, home-made hydrogen generator, and be directly used with an exit bag. (Search on this site for "hydrogen method").

Nitrogen and other gasses (like argon) usually are available only in high pressure cylinders, and you need special equipment for pressure reduction and flow control. If you have knowledge about how to use this equipment, then it may be the prefered gas.

So there are advantages and disadvantages for every method.

I recently read that helium is still the most used gas for suicide, but perhaps this changed.
 
CursedReality88

CursedReality88

Member
May 23, 2023
78
Everyone here is so paranoid about scams. I bought these two bottles and the Meto. here in Tijuana Mexico just a couple of months ago (Jan. 2023). In private conversations I have offered to help others with translation and going to a few pet shops to find it so they can buy it. I am leaving Mexico in the middle of July, I am still willing to help. I am NOT looking to charge any fees, just willing to help.

N IS out there.


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Hey, I am in Tijuana right now and looking for help to find the right stores. I can't seem to PM yet since I am new. Let me know if you are still here thanks
 
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Ernest1964

Specialist
Jan 6, 2023
336
Hey, I am in Tijuana right now and looking for help to find the right stores. I can't seem to PM yet since I am new. Let me know if you are still here thanks
Sorry, I flew out of TJ back to Mexico City today. Are you still there tomorrow? I will check this place tomorrow morning for a message from you. I will give you directions to the place that I went to.
 
HopefulSleep

HopefulSleep

Wants to sleep
Apr 24, 2023
889
N powder would be my preferred method.
Just put much in rolling papers and bomb it before sleeping and not waking up.
 
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Ernest1964

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Jan 6, 2023
336
In the month of May I have met two different people who contacted me through this web site. They paid for my expenses from where I live in Mexico City to meet them in Tijuana. I helped them make the purchase. They both seemed very happy with the process. N IS out there if you know where to go to get it. NO, I can not and will not send it through the mail. But I am willing to help, if you are willing to meet me in Tijuana.
also isnt ~$200 way too cheap for N?
I live in Mexico City and I have been to Tijuana twice this month to help two different people from this website buy N there. The cost is 6000 pesos for two bottles (about $350). The Meto. can be purchased at almost any pharmacy over the counter for less than US $5.00 too.
$2k+ for Nembutal?
Just this past week I bought 2 bottles of N for $175 USD each. It IS out there if you can get to Tijuana.
 
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ditsyking

ditsyking

Member
Jun 1, 2023
81
Shame that there is no-one from Mexico,Asia or tijuana willing to ship N to help us out. I would be happy paying to some member to get nembutal. I thought it would be easy to commit suicide but the more I read posts here the more I'm freaking out because of posts about failures etc.
 
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picklemick

Specialist
Jun 28, 2022
304
Shame that there is no-one from Mexico,Asia or tijuana willing to ship N to help us out. I would be happy paying to some member to get nembutal. I thought it would be easy to commit suicide but the more I read posts here the more I'm freaking out because of posts about failures etc.
Sadly it's incredibly difficult. :(
 
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picklemick

Specialist
Jun 28, 2022
304
I am willing to help but it is bit complicated. Send me a D
I honestly don't mind flying to Mexico if it's actually easy to buy N? What's a few thousand on the credit card, not like I'll need to pay it back.
Because of the customs?
Because accessible methods are scary and risky. I just meant ctb in general. With proper access this could be a much less anxiety inducing process
 
Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,870
In the month of May I have met two different people who contacted me through this web site. They paid for my expenses from where I live in Mexico City to meet them in Tijuana. I helped them make the purchase. They both seemed very happy with the process. N IS out there if you know where to go to get it. NO, I can not and will not send it through the mail. But I am willing to help, if you are willing to meet me in Tijuana.

I live in Mexico City and I have been to Tijuana twice this month to help two different people from this website buy N there. The cost is 6000 pesos for two bottles (about $350). The Meto. can be purchased at almost any pharmacy over the counter for less than US $5.00 too.

Just this past week I bought 2 bottles of N for $175 USD each. It IS out there if you can get to Tijuana.
Second that!
 
ditsyking

ditsyking

Member
Jun 1, 2023
81
I honestly don't mind flying to Mexico if it's actually easy to buy N? What's a few thousand on the credit card, not like I'll need to pay it back.
That is true haha. If you are able to travel and have the money. I am from Europe and not in a good financial situation at the moment.
That is true haha. If you are able to travel and have the money. I am from Europe and not in a good financial situation at the moment.
Ernest1964 said it's around 350$ so it's not that expensive.
 
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picklemick

Specialist
Jun 28, 2022
304
That is true haha. If you are able to travel and have the money. I am from Europe and not in a good financial situation at the moment.

Ernest1964 said it's around 350$ so it's not that expensive.
really a suicide vacation might be not that bad of a plan. Unlimited benzos, ketamine, and pretty much everything else over the counter you would need to ctb.
 
Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,870
That is true haha. If you are able to travel and have the money. I am from Europe and not in a good financial situation at the moment.

Ernest1964 said it's around 350$ so it's not that expensive.
N for 350, don't forget the flight charges, hotel, transportation so totally it will be 3000 dollars
 
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picklemick

Specialist
Jun 28, 2022
304
N for 350, don't forget the flight charges, hotel, transportation so totally it will be 3000 dollars
Exactly. Might want to party the rest of your finances away for a night or two as well beforehand.
 
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ditsyking

ditsyking

Member
Jun 1, 2023
81
N for 350, don't forget the flight charges, hotel, transportation so totally it will be 3000 dollars
I wish I have the money....... In my country there are no words about suicides,nembutal etc so I might success scamming a vet in some way. Saying it's for the sick cows or goats of my grandparents and that they are emotionally attached to them and want to put them to sleep by themselves.although I don't think it's legal to sell that kind of medicine...just first idea that crossed my mind... I thought suicide is much easier and less complicated before I joined this site. Now I'm ever more depressed....:/
 
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picklemick

Specialist
Jun 28, 2022
304
Don't forget the sex before ctb

Mexican girls are beautiful too, I have been to Mexico many times lol
This idea has decreased the SI. Sounds a lot better than the several times I've tried partial hanging this last week.
 
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Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,870
I wish I have the money....... In my country there are no words about suicides,nembutal etc so I might success scamming a vet in some way. Saying it's for the sick cows or goats of my grandparents and that they are emotionally attached to them and want to put them to sleep by themselves.although I don't think it's legal to sell that kind of medicine...just first idea that crossed my mind... I thought suicide is much easier and less complicated before I joined this site. Now I'm ever more depressed....:/
Now a days most of the vet don't have N because supply is less as many manufacturers are not manufacturing Nembutal so vets moved to some other methods to euthanasia animals and it is gonna get worse for N because N have no medical use for humans so as time goes N will be totally out of market
 
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picklemick

Specialist
Jun 28, 2022
304
Now a days most of the vet don't have N because supply is less as many manufacturers are not manufacturing Nembutal so vets moved to some other methods to euthanasia animals and it is gonna get worse for N because N have no medical use for humans so as time goes N will be totally out of market
If it stops you from paying taxes you're not allowed to have it. N seems very difficult to get. SN is getting rapidly more difficult.
 
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MourningBird

MourningBird

Member
Jun 3, 2023
15
Yeah, okay... it might be easy to obtain N if you actually live in Mexico or can get to Mexico. If you can't, it's significantly harder.

I first obtained N way back in 2015, it was very easy to do then. Doesn't seem to be now.
 
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picklemick

Specialist
Jun 28, 2022
304
Yeah, okay... it might be easy to obtain N if you actually live in Mexico or can get to Mexico. If you can't, it's significantly harder.

I first obtained N way back in 2015, it was very easy to do then.
It seems like the more things that could help people, and then become public knowledge, the quicker they get shut down. Seems almost impossible to get N, no matter where you live. Police watch these forums sadly. SN is now almost impossible. That's inhumane. Now I'm going to try to od on some mishmash of prescription pills, alcohol, and whatever I can get off the street. Doesn't seem fair
 
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DurkheimsCat

Member
May 27, 2023
57
I'm in NY and I'm planning nitrogen. It was extremely easy to get a cylinder. I just went to a local welding shop and told them I'm making nitro coffee. No questions asked. Was $150 for a 20CF cylinder.
 
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Ernest1964

Specialist
Jan 6, 2023
336
Don't forget the sex before ctb

Mexican girls are beautiful too, I have been to Mexico many times lol
BTW, I LOVE your avatar, the spinning circle is great!
Sadly it's incredibly difficult. :(
True, it is not easy, but the toughest part is doing all the footwork. Sneakers on the pavement to go to as many shops as I could find and after three days of searching I found two shops in TJ that would sell N. I kind of have a good relationship with the family of one shop and they seem ok with selling to me... quietly.
 
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Vizzy

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May 6, 2023
1,870
BTW, I LOVE your avatar, the spinning circle is great!

True, it is not easy, but the toughest part is doing all the footwork. Sneakers on the pavement to go to as many shops as I could find and after three days of searching I found two shops in TJ that would sell N. I kind of have a good relationship with the family of one shop and they seem ok with selling me... quietly.
Thank you man

N god himself lol
 
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justabouthadenough

Member
Jun 3, 2023
5
The information provided from Ernest, has been encouraging. I myself am close enough to TJ (6 hours drive). I am new to this forum so I cannot DM as of yet, but I have half a mind to just go down there and start hitting the pavement.
 
crystalnana

crystalnana

Member
May 21, 2023
19
Everyone here is so paranoid about scams. I bought these two bottles and the Meto. here in Tijuana Mexico just a couple of months ago (Jan. 2023). In private conversations I have offered to help others with translation and going to a few pet shops to find it so they can buy it. I am leaving Mexico in the middle of July, I am still willing to help. I am NOT looking to charge any fees, just willing to help.

N IS out there.


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I am planning to go to Mexico soon. Can you help me?
 

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