Venting My binge eating is destroying me

[InboxRain292]

I know I sound like a brat, but my binge eating is truly contributing to my thoughts on ctb. I don't know how to handle the stress I have and food is the only thing that gives me comfort (but not really, since I feel guilty afterwards). I have "hobbies" but I can't always do them, since the hobbies are like, hiking elsewhere. It's not even about the weight/afraid of becoming more fat anymore, it's just I want to "eat to death"... but I know that won't ever come true. I don't know what to do and I've been binge eating every day at this point.

 

[fleetingnight]

You don't sound like a brat. Eating disorders are horribly destructive mentally/emotionally, and often (at least partially) the by-product of other suffering. It sucks that binge eating disorder isn't talked about as often as some others, but it's still just as serious. I'm really sorry that you have to deal with that </3

 

[Ash]

Nothing bratty about any kind of disorderly / compulsive eating. It's hideous if an extremely delicious internal bear hug at the time.

 

[EvisceratedJester]

There's nothing bratty about suffering from an eating disorder. Eating disorders are a horrible thing to go through and I'm sorry that you are struggling with one.