FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 38,920
There could never be anything beautiful about existence no matter what is said, existence itself will always be the true problem and it'll always be undesirable to exist. I actually find it disgusting and deeply insensitive when many refer to existence as "beautiful" when it really isn't, the existence of life is the most horrific tragedy that has caused nothing but harm.
It's truly horrifying how existing beings have been tormented endlessly as a result of them having the ability to exist, there's no value in the futile and torturous burden of existing as a human especially as there is no limit as to how much one can suffer in this existence that was always so meaningless in the first place. It's not beautiful how anyone has had to suffer so senselessly and unnecessarily, there's no beauty in being trapped in this existence just destined to decay, be tormented by old age and die anyway.
Existing truly is just pointless suffering and more than anything I wish I never existed at all, deciding to procreate into this hellish reality is a horrifying, unacceptable crime to me. In this evil world filled with endless cruelty and potential for the most extreme agony I only find non-existence to be beautiful and I'd always see it as better that this existence is erased and disappears into nothingness. All that comforts me is the thought of being permanently unconscious for all eternity, a peaceful suicide really needs to be accessible as it's the one escape from the abomination that is existence.
It's truly horrifying how existing beings have been tormented endlessly as a result of them having the ability to exist, there's no value in the futile and torturous burden of existing as a human especially as there is no limit as to how much one can suffer in this existence that was always so meaningless in the first place. It's not beautiful how anyone has had to suffer so senselessly and unnecessarily, there's no beauty in being trapped in this existence just destined to decay, be tormented by old age and die anyway.
Existing truly is just pointless suffering and more than anything I wish I never existed at all, deciding to procreate into this hellish reality is a horrifying, unacceptable crime to me. In this evil world filled with endless cruelty and potential for the most extreme agony I only find non-existence to be beautiful and I'd always see it as better that this existence is erased and disappears into nothingness. All that comforts me is the thought of being permanently unconscious for all eternity, a peaceful suicide really needs to be accessible as it's the one escape from the abomination that is existence.
