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Suicide Discussion

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DandiFynalicious
Venting Panic attacks make me want to die
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9
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657
Z-A
Z-A
DyingToDie123
"Friend" thinks my attempts are manipulative
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5
Views
657
penguinl0v3s
penguinl0v3s
D
Venting I can no longer maintain relationships
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9
Views
613
Jorms_McGander
J
goodoldnoname923
I can’t wait anymore
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0
Views
333
goodoldnoname923
goodoldnoname923
manta
Help Dark Net Opiods/RCs for CTB?
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3
Views
503
EyesOfNight
EyesOfNight
H
What's the best way to ensure that the money in my bank accounts goes to my family?
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4
Views
423
thenamingofcats
T
anastenka
Venting I have no idea what I look like
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6
Views
950
Morte
Morte
CompulsiveParasite
Venting Scared to go back into therapy
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2
Views
461
Throwawayacc3
Throwawayacc3
LevUwU
Venting No one actually likes "me"
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8
Views
587
DukeDestroyer
DukeDestroyer
steppingoff
How close to midnight are you?
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6
Views
438
deletedaccount30982
D
meeks
  • Question
Discussion What are your most intrusive dark thoughts that pass by your mind the most?
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19
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1K
deletedaccount30982
D
SadGoose
I’m leaving tonight
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17
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2K
Meteora
M
Kanashiii
I'm here.
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10
Views
614
Kanashiii
Kanashiii
M
Help Conflicted. What should i do?
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4
Views
552
ManchildLoser
M
Meretlein
  • Locked
N from D megathread
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2K
Views
263K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
Elijahh
Help Programming my last message
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5
Views
514
Esokabat
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anastenka
Venting Life abhorrently sucks, there is no intrinsic meaning or purpose to anything
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13
Views
647
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
LunarLight
A good test for SN?
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8
Views
816
Timothy7dff
Timothy7dff
lostluck
Easiest way
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5
Views
770
GoldenTicket420
GoldenTicket420
M
Praying to die in sleep
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23
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1K
astonishedturnip
astonishedturnip
SadLad
I think I'm going to hang myself this week
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4
Views
502
Jorms_McGander
J
DarkThoughts
Help Need (factual) advice on my CTB plan.
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2
Views
626
Linda
Linda
Darkover
anyone fed up with this existence
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10
Views
753
sadman710
S
DoomedDarkCircles
Marca de SN
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4
Views
666
Blue Morpho
Blue Morpho
H
Venting WHY?
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1
Views
444
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
L
Venting My day
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1
Views
386
Suicidebydeath
Suicidebydeath
evannave
Discussion Relationships while planning to CTB.
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8
Views
658
LittleJem
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bunny_brownie9
Help SN I may have to rethink plan.
Replies
4
Views
791
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
bunny_brownie9
Story less than 2 months.
Replies
3
Views
475
bunny_brownie9
bunny_brownie9
sadlyexisting
Venting I hate my mind
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0
Views
462
sadlyexisting
sadlyexisting
golta
Help Questions on the night-night method
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6
Views
1K
Abyssal
Abyssal
D
Venting Numb
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3
Views
455
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
AnonymousL
Venting People need to stop
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1
Views
368
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
subhuman metalhead
Help How much would a firearm from a pawn shop cost?
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4
Views
591
Black Sheep One
Black Sheep One
SoapyLL
Unusual Method of ALC Poisoning
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6
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1K
botanist_dude
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sserafim
Is anyone else’s life all about dopamine?
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22
Views
829
Mirrory Me
Mirrory Me
E
Long time lurker, first time poster. Possibly one of the last posts I ever make.
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21
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1K
botanist_dude
B
D
Help Is There Any Videos of SN Poisoning?
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8
Views
945
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
Darkover
If you did not ask to be alive, why you can not just go to a hospital and say: "Look, I am tired of life and I just wanna rest forever.
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27
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1K
botanist_dude
B
D
Would you recommend getting high or drunk before ctb?
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2
Views
366
deletedaccount30982
D
deleted_
do people actually care if someone dies?
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28
Views
1K
Dark Moon
Dark Moon
F
Help Getting sn in us ?
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1
Views
475
bambibambam
bambibambam
goodoldnoname923
Idk what to do…
Replies
7
Views
472
goodoldnoname923
goodoldnoname923
D
I feel like my mind is going
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3
Views
440
deletedaccount30982
D
TAW122
Venting Pro-lifers make suffering unbearable by one simple loophole they exploit!
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8
Views
2K
TAW122
TAW122
L
Where in the world can i buy sn
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0
Views
398
lifesprisoner
L
Dusk till dawn
  • Question
Help What shops usually sell SN?
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2
Views
552
lifesprisoner
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lonely247
Help I think I cut to deep self harming…..
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14
Views
1K
letmegetout
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confusion
Help Hanging with belt questions - Maybe ctb tonight
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17
Views
2K
FadingDawn
FadingDawn
homesoon.
Help Reliable Online Pharmacies
Replies
4
Views
625
Linda
Linda
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