Help Hanging with belt questions - Maybe ctb tonight

[confusion]

I am pretty sure I'll ctb tonight - After going back and forth for several weeks now, I kind of just realized how pointless it is and that I want to do it soon. Waiting is just torture for me right now.
It's also possible I won't be doing that tonight because I'm already panicking, but right now, the plan exists

Anyway, more importantly:
1. How can hanging fail? Except for someone finding me? Been wondering that and I wanna prevent dumb mistakes.
2. I only have an actually good spot for full suspension. I already kind of tried with my belt and it seems like it would work - It's kinda high up but I can reach it. Will the belt hold me tho?
3. How can I actually make sure it'll kill me? I'm scared because I don't know how I should position/tie the belt??
4. How long will it take to pass out/Can I speed it up?
5. Should I get drunk beforehand so I have the courage or will that just end in chaos?

Would appreciate an answer, thank u

By the way, should I do anything before that? Other than write a note?
Need advice, please.

 

[Wormfood]

In the same boat. Rope more reliable. Watch a video or two of people ctb. Copycat. It's your call. Think carefully.

 

[confusion]

In the same boat. Rope more reliable. Watch a video or two of people ctb. Copycat. It's your call. Think carefully.

Maybe a dumb question but where do I find videos of that? Also, thank you for replying. Hope you'll be okay

 

[Aprilfarewell4]

I guess it didn't work last night? I hope you can find a better method, this never works as evidenced by all the failures on this board. It's wrong what we have to go through. There's no dignity and no comfort or surety. So sorry you have no other options maybe...so sorry

 

[confusion]

I guess it didn't work last night? I hope you can find a better method, this never works as evidenced by all the failures on this board. It's wrong what we have to go through. There's no dignity and no comfort or surety. So sorry you have no other options maybe...so sorry

did not work, belt broke and i couldn't get the position right. looking for a good rope now. i feel awful and desperate, thank u for your words

 

[PINKIESISU]

I am pretty sure I'll ctb tonight - After going back and forth for several weeks now, I kind of just realized how pointless it is and that I want to do it soon. Waiting is just torture for me right now.
It's also possible I won't be doing that tonight because I'm already panicking, but right now, the plan exists

Anyway, more importantly:
1. How can hanging fail? Except for someone finding me? Been wondering that and I wanna prevent dumb mistakes.
2. I only have an actually good spot for full suspension. I already kind of tried with my belt and it seems like it would work - It's kinda high up but I can reach it. Will the belt hold me tho?
3. How can I actually make sure it'll kill me? I'm scared because I don't know how I should position/tie the belt??
4. How long will it take to pass out/Can I speed it up?
5. Should I get drunk beforehand so I have the courage or will that just end in chaos?

Would appreciate an answer, thank u

By the way, should I do anything before that? Other than write a note?
Need advice, please.

I have thought about the belt too I would just take and put it in the door and close the door on it it actually holds it pretty damn good I'm 250 260 lb and 6 ft 5 and the reason I would do it this way is to show how I just purposely did not stand up and gave it up and set the fuck it because I hate this place I hate this human body I hate this experience what better way to show I don't truly give a fuck then to hang yourself where you actually have to stop standing plus what kind of belt do you have I have one of those really durable army type I don't know how to describe it it's strong though if it's a thin leather belt maybe it will if you don't weigh over 200 lb I don't know not really a professional in this and hope to be gone soon that's my input

 

[Aprilfarewell4]

did not work, belt broke and i couldn't get the position right. looking for a good rope now. i feel awful and desperate, thank u for your words

When you say the belt broke do you mean it actually came apart or came off an anchor?

 

[PINKIESISU]

When you say the belt broke do you mean it actually came apart or came off an anchor?

Get a heavy duty utility belt with the little hole metal holes in it acting like a military type belt nylon whatever it is close it in the door when it's around your neck and just quit standing thinking about doing this myself

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Full suspension is the way to go if you wanna be sure of the attempt. Only a strong rope and anchor point is needed. once you kicked the chair there's no way back. You'd need about 30 mins max alone. I wouldn't use a belt I would a rope, afaik dock line is suggested.

How to hang yourself

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[sweaty sock]

Full suspension is the way to go if you wanna be sure of the attempt. Only a strong rope and anchor point is needed. once you kicked the chair there's no way back. You'd need about 30 mins max alone. I wouldn't use a belt I would a rope, afaik dock line is suggested.

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Hanged by the neck until dead. The process of judicial hanging

When you say 'be sure' you mean full suspension is sure of death?
Why not partial suspension or is it just cuz of SI?

 

[Praestat_Mori]

When you say 'be sure' you mean full suspension is sure of death?
Why not partial suspension or is it just cuz of SI?

Partial has a high failure rate. Full suspension, once you kicked the chair (and given the fact that rope and anchor point was tied well and is strong to hold your body weight, there's no way back. That's what I mean with being "sure".

There's nothing more painful and embarrassing than failing - I personally would not want to fail my first and last attempt.

 

[sweaty sock]

Partial has a high failure rate. Full suspension, once you kicked the chair (and given the fact that rope and anchor point was tied well and is strong to hold your body weight, there's no way back. That's what I mean with being "sure".

I get that I am just worried (hoping to ctb tonight too) that using full suspension, I'd become brain dead and not dead.
with reaserch though i feel like the only thing limiting partial ssuspension is SI, which i think i have gotten under control, but without the risk of becoming brain dead or damasged.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'd become brain dead and not dead.

What do you mean with it? There's a risk of brain damage with any method especially when being found too early. With full you have high chances that you are dead after 30 minutes, probably much less.

 

[Neowise]

Maybe a dumb question but where do I find videos of that? Also, thank you for replying. Hope you'll be okay

Usually on gore sites. Some people stream their suicide (mostly hanging or shooting), other suicides are recorded by bystanders (jumping) or CCTV cameras (train, truck). If you want I can DM you a few links to various sites, but proceed at your own risk. You will also find videos of murder, accidents etc. I personally find the suicide videos quite educative.

 

[confusion]

Usually on gore sites. Some people stream their suicide (mostly hanging or shooting), other suicides are recorded by bystanders (jumping) or CCTV cameras (train, truck). If you want I can DM you a few links to various sites, but proceed at your own risk. You will also find videos of murder, accidents etc. I personally find the suicide videos quite educative.

That would actually be really good, I don't have much experience with sites like that and never know where to find them. Thank you!

 

[Neowise]

That would actually be really good, I don't have much experience with sites like that and never know where to find them. Thank you!

No problem :) I'll DM you the links I've got saved on my PC at home later today / tomorrow as I'm currently at work.
If anyone else is interested they can send me a DM as well.

 

[pulleditnearlyoff]

Are you willing to dm me the sites too?

No problem :) I'll DM you the links I've got saved on my PC at home later today / tomorrow as I'm currently at work.
If anyone else is interested they can send me a DM as well.

Are you willing to dm me the sites too?

 

[FadingDawn]

Usually on gore sites. Some people stream their suicide (mostly hanging or shooting), other suicides are recorded by bystanders (jumping) or CCTV cameras (train, truck). If you want I can DM you a few links to various sites, but proceed at your own risk. You will also find videos of murder, accidents etc. I personally find the suicide videos quite educative.

please DM me as well, if you can.