It's hard to tell because I may be able to receive social supports and that may be enough to provide me a satisfactory existence [I don't need much but I would love to feel safe for once in my adult life, and I am unable to support myself on a regular basis so there's been no safety].
I'm finally ready to tell them that I am done with following the recovery suggestions because it's been long enough and nothing has changed, so now it's time for society to do its part.
So I guess that puts me pretty close to midnight, because I have little hope that I will be given the support I would need in order to feel safe. I don't believe that this species has it in their minds to let others feel safe who do not fall in line with social norms.