How close to midnight are you?

[steppingoff]

Lately I feel I am back to five minutes to 12. And the clock ticks

 

[Jorms_McGander]

It's hard to tell because I may be able to receive social supports and that may be enough to provide me a satisfactory existence [I don't need much but I would love to feel safe for once in my adult life, and I am unable to support myself on a regular basis so there's been no safety].

I'm finally ready to tell them that I am done with following the recovery suggestions because it's been long enough and nothing has changed, so now it's time for society to do its part.

So I guess that puts me pretty close to midnight, because I have little hope that I will be given the support I would need in order to feel safe. I don't believe that this species has it in their minds to let others feel safe who do not fall in line with social norms.

 

[DeletedAccount0864]

Difficult to say, but if we say that 1 o'clock is no desire to CTB and 12 is having CTB, then I'm probably at about 10:30-11 if I'm being honest.

 

[DyingToDie123]

Planning to do it tonight but I've said that a lot of nights so who knows.

 

[F@#$]

Today,I'm at about 11:59.

 

[oneirataxia]

It's approximately 11:40.

 

[deletedaccount30982]

11:10