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steppingoff

steppingoff

Experienced
Jan 18, 2024
212
Lately I feel I am back to five minutes to 12. And the clock ticks
 
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Jorms_McGander

Banned
Oct 17, 2023
502
It's hard to tell because I may be able to receive social supports and that may be enough to provide me a satisfactory existence [I don't need much but I would love to feel safe for once in my adult life, and I am unable to support myself on a regular basis so there's been no safety].

I'm finally ready to tell them that I am done with following the recovery suggestions because it's been long enough and nothing has changed, so now it's time for society to do its part.

So I guess that puts me pretty close to midnight, because I have little hope that I will be given the support I would need in order to feel safe. I don't believe that this species has it in their minds to let others feel safe who do not fall in line with social norms.
 
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DeletedAccount0864

Student
Dec 17, 2023
199
Difficult to say, but if we say that 1 o'clock is no desire to CTB and 12 is having CTB, then I'm probably at about 10:30-11 if I'm being honest.
 
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DyingToDie123

DyingToDie123

she/her
Oct 25, 2023
385
Planning to do it tonight but I've said that a lot of nights so who knows.
 
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F@#$

Freedom seeker
Nov 8, 2023
984
Today,I'm at about 11:59.
 
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Saturn_

Saturn_

You're gonna carry that weight.
Apr 22, 2024
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It's approximately 11:40.
 
willitpass

willitpass

Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
Mar 10, 2020
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