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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
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Protocol on 1 day because in 2 days I deflate....

This is my protocol sn on. 1day because on 2 days I get tired at the beginning of the 2nd day

I support meto i have already tried it..

D-Day:

-Meto 10 mg morning 8h morning medication and my usual treatment: 150 mg sertraline + 400 mg carbamazepine + 10 mg diazepam

I finish eating around 1:15 pm (last family lunch, I will try not to overeat).

-Meto 10 mg 16h

I drink very little water at noon.

Do not eat or drink between 1:15 and 11:15...fast of 10 h

No medication at night.

23h: 1000mg painkiller

-23:15 Meto 3*10 mg

-23:40 3*10 mg of diazepam I take with a little water... I have a resistance to diazepam that I have been taking for 2, 3 years every day 10 mg morning and 10 mg evening....

-Preparation of 3 glasses between 23:45 and 24:05 (midnight 5) it takes 20 min time to weigh, prepare the 3 glasses and mix well...

-sn 25 g (weighed on scale) then mixed in 50 ml of water... water measured with a pitcher. if it is not high enough I add 20 ml of water
I would have made 3 drinks...

24 h 05: 200 mg of propranolol permed for 2 years but I only have that with a little water (5 tablets of 40 mg) I swallow with a little water.

Sn not tested but comes from Portugal and people died with it. Sn received last November but marked May 2025 on the packaging

midnight 15: drink the first glass

- Mouthwash to remove the taste after

- I lie on my side.

- If I vomit, I drink the 2nd glass again and if I see again, I drink the 3rd.

I will be alone at least from 12:15 to 10:15... 10:00 only minimum.

No need for antacids. I read what Nitzschke said.


Are you okay?

I read Stan and Vizzy

Thank you very much,

Are you okay?
 
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hedezev4

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1) Only 2 hours of water fasting is necessary
2) You mentioned the side position, the recovery position (is it on the left side)?
I asked Chatgpt, and it says that the fastest gastric emptying and fluid passage into the intestines happens on the right side, the average speed is semi-recumbent on the back (standard), and the slowest is on the left side.
Anyway, don't just take my word for it - check it yourself on the internet. What I mean is that if you lie on your right side after my message (to speed things up), it might make vomiting harder to get out, and the vomit could enter the lungs(not good).

I would recommend not experimenting with this and sticking to the standard position (reclining).

3) Propranolol in tablets or crushed? I don't know which is better - ideally crushed would act faster, but it could provoke vomiting at high doses. Still, I think your dose of 200 mg is a good option.
I would consider taking 40–80 mg together with meto, as this would give it time to take effect.

But I don't know how benzo works, especially with propranolol, so keep that in mind as well.
You don't want to lose consciousness too quickly, since you won't be able to drink a second drink if vomiting happens too fast (within 10 minutes).

Read my last two comments here about the effect of propranolol on me, maybe it will help you
 
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Thanks may 2024 not too old?
Buy in novembre 2024 but in the package written may 2025
Thanks, I don't know how I'll lie down. I used to have an enema when I'm constipated, I have to lie on my left side... the intestines end up on the left before reaching the anus. As for propranolol, I don't know if I'll order it, as it's expired more than 2 years ago, and it's not mandatory.
Thanks, I don't know how I'll lie down. I used to have an enema when I'm constipated, I have to lie on my left side... the intestines end up on the left before reaching the anus. As for propranolol, I don't know if I'll order it, as it's expired more than 2 years ago, and it's not mandatory.

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hedezev4

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Find out on the internet. But as far as I understand, it spoils very slowly. The shelf life of SN is the period when what's stated on the packaging is no longer quite accurate. Up to 90%, it can spoil over 5-10 years, as I understand, under proper storage conditions.

Regarding propranolol, I'm not sure.
 
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brillar

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Por favor, escribo en los hilos por si alguien me puede ayudar a comprar en una fuente fiable SN o cianuro. Quiero descansar ya de la vida. Estoy enferma.
 
Alexei_Kirillov

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Three drinks might be a little unnecessary, plus you may want to keep some extra SN around in case you survive the attempt (by you or someone else calling emergency services too early). You might not be able to buy more in the near future, with the way things are going.
 
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