Woke up crying with loneliness
Had weed to cope
Got weed from someone and it's shit. Only my ex has the good stuff
Spent the day with suicidal thoughts and exhaustion
So exhausted I lost a key ring and not sure what I lost on it
Contacted ex for weed and he hasn't replied - he said he'd supply me but then we broke up and he's not happy
Am thinking if life is worse without weed then will ctb sooner. So maybe I can decide this is a good thing. That things will need to be shitter for me to ctb so let it happen.
Thanks for reading
Had weed to cope
Got weed from someone and it's shit. Only my ex has the good stuff
Spent the day with suicidal thoughts and exhaustion
So exhausted I lost a key ring and not sure what I lost on it
Contacted ex for weed and he hasn't replied - he said he'd supply me but then we broke up and he's not happy
Am thinking if life is worse without weed then will ctb sooner. So maybe I can decide this is a good thing. That things will need to be shitter for me to ctb so let it happen.
Thanks for reading
