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Suicide Discussion

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Ambivalent1
Do you struggle to find meaningful connection offline? If so, is it a big part of why you want to ctb?
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16
Views
705
druggedonsurvival
druggedonsurvival
Ambivalent1
If you're past 30, can you accurately predict the future quality of your life up until about 50 based on the past quality you've experienced?
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8
Views
562
MatrixPrisoner
MatrixPrisoner
R
Method Result of my SN testing strip. Please suggest if I can go with this SN.
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3
Views
1K
Birdola
B
N
Venting Seriously considering CTB in the next few days
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3
Views
517
druggedonsurvival
druggedonsurvival
Garf125
I don't think I truly want to die.
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3
Views
490
Onomatopoeia
Onomatopoeia
Ambivalent1
Do the suicides of others feel unreal?
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8
Views
719
Ash’Girl
Ash’Girl
D
  • Question
Discussion Why do I want it to look accidental? What methods look accidental or natural?
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3
Views
869
wagner2029
wagner2029
tuey32
Why isn’t the carbon monoxide method discussed here more?
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15
Views
1K
MatrixPrisoner
MatrixPrisoner
walkingdead2023
Nembutal Availability
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8
Views
906
mtoro998
M
C
SN
Replies
0
Views
366
cozse<3
C
D
Hello
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3
Views
427
pebpebpebpeb
pebpebpebpeb
R
Discussion Impulsive decision or thoughtful decision
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10
Views
737
offbalance
O
kfad95
Drowning as a last resort
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6
Views
831
Emi
Emi
N
Story Ruined My life..
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0
Views
654
Naz027
N
P
Discussion Which method?
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5
Views
577
mtoro998
M
FuneralCry
Venting I really envy those who die, I see them as being the only fortunate ones
Replies
2
Views
418
snowyyy
snowyyy
divinemistress87
Venting Everything is difficult
Replies
5
Views
436
strangelife
strangelife
MiMif
I hate myself (didn't go through with it)
Replies
4
Views
694
MiMif
MiMif
FuneralCry
Venting I despise how we exist in such an evil pro-suffering society
Replies
5
Views
753
All_is_in_vanity
A
E
Venting This world is so against the human condition it's insane.
Replies
6
Views
699
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
rora
Help SN thrown away
Replies
12
Views
857
mtoro998
M
Sleeper System
Discussion What makes us think we deserve to CTB in a humane fashion?
Replies
12
Views
1K
sserafim
sserafim
falling_snow
NSFW My first time (vent)
Replies
4
Views
922
falling_snow
falling_snow
GTNHisLOVE
Venting Living for other people
Replies
3
Views
450
theboy
theboy
Wormfood
Venting Dim like a bulb
Replies
0
Views
553
Wormfood
Wormfood
K
Not Sure If I Should Hire A Prostitute Beforehand
Replies
28
Views
1K
SexyIncél
SexyIncél
FuneralCry
Venting I don’t relate to people on this site
Replies
5
Views
991
fuzzy-clown
F
moth_geist
Venting Today was my birthday and I’m mad at myself for making it another year.
Replies
5
Views
1K
MiMif
MiMif
barelybetter
Method For CTB with SN, should you use metoclopramide or domperidone?
Replies
8
Views
1K
Endisclose
E
FuneralCry
Venting Those against suicide are really sadistic
Replies
4
Views
656
Alcoholic Teletubby
Alcoholic Teletubby
MiMif
Story Ironic...maybe the world wants me to die
Replies
5
Views
656
MiMif
MiMif
FuneralCry
Venting I could never be able to understand how anyone sees existence as desirable
Replies
13
Views
843
Hunter2005
H
S
Venting Chronic depression since early teens
Replies
2
Views
519
someone@
S
obei
Venting Gonna tell my therapist imma ctb one last time lol
Replies
4
Views
696
Ernest1964
E
Thanksforeverything
Purchasing methylene blue before attempting with SN
Replies
11
Views
1K
rozeske
R
fleshgarden
Venting I was admitted to the hospital and taken out the day of
Replies
5
Views
733
fleshgarden
fleshgarden
S
Method Self immolation with heroin
Replies
3
Views
522
MyChoiceAlone
MyChoiceAlone
kanna
Venting it didnt work
Replies
3
Views
724
theboy
theboy
restless.dreams
Help Antiemetics for SN method
Replies
11
Views
941
Endisclose
E
sserafim
Ctb via anesthesia?
Replies
9
Views
777
rozeske
R
P
Venting By the end of vacation?
Replies
1
Views
278
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
sa666
Method
Replies
2
Views
620
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
A
  • Question
Pentobarbital Canada
Replies
4
Views
820
Meteora
M
Nyxð“‚€
Rat Poison
Replies
3
Views
468
Meteora
M
C
Help How to make it easier for family and friends?
Replies
26
Views
2K
Bunnybrains
Bunnybrains
Spectre
Venting Waiting for my Sister to Graduate to CTB
Replies
9
Views
896
dinosavr
dinosavr
A
Venting I feel like I’ll never CTB.
Replies
10
Views
872
Anon1337
A
divinemistress87
Euthanasia
Replies
40
Views
2K
Pluto
Pluto
D
Age and methods
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43
Views
2K
grungy自殺
grungy自殺
Spectre
LGBTQ+ Conversion Therapy
Replies
19
Views
1K
wait.what
wait.what
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