Well ive gathered a good deal of meds...its my only option so opinions on success

[Angchris@114]

I now have two and a half bottles of liquid morphine. It's 10mg per ml and 90 ml per bottle so that equates to over 2300mg of morphine.
I also have saved up 160 .5mg xanax. Just getting them filled monthly and not taking they both add up quickly plus drop my tolerance.
Opinions on whether THIS is a sufficient amount to ctb would be appreciated. The pph keeps saying 2 grams needed of morphine but everywhere else online says 200 to 250mg is a fatal dose. Thank you.

 

[Aprilfarewell4]

2300 mg is 2.3 g... If I'm understanding correctly you have more than enough either way if it's 2 grams or if it's only 250 mg. When are you planning on doing this?

 

[Angchris@114]

Very soon. Possibly in the morning.

 

[Aprilfarewell4]

Very soon. Possibly in the morning.

Please let people know how much you decide to take, maybe it could help someone. I hope it goes well for you. I'm sorry this life is such s*** for people to the point where we don't have any other options.

 

[AbsentMindedHuman]

best wishes, i hope you find peace

 

[Angchris@114]

Can anyone suggest anything else I could add to my two meds to improve my chances? I do have a good many benzos and antipsychotics etc.

 

[Aprilfarewell4]

I don't know if any more drugs is going to help. I think the liquid morphine that you have is really a blessing are you planning this tonight?

 

[Angchris@114]

I tried yesterday morning but didn't go through w it. Thinking tommorow after I get up...that will give me around 9 to 10 hours of no one else to check on me. The liquid morphine is for my short bowel so I just cut way back on how much using so I could save up.

 

[Aprilfarewell4]

I tried yesterday morning but didn't go through w it. Thinking tommorow after I get up...that will give me around 9 to 10 hours of no one else to check on me. The liquid morphine is for my short bowel so I just cut way back on how much using so I could save up.

Do you still have enough morphine? Did you use any when you tried yesterday morning?

 

[Angchris@114]

Nope...I decided to wait another day when husband wouldn't be coming home early. I have some tolerance I know so it makes harder to guess but I have the same amount in two bottles separate from my daily meds. I just don't want to end up in ICU for months with failing organs..I've already had that experience when the gutt infection hit. I was in hospital 6 months total...too hard on family.